Chapter Twenty-Seven: Forgive me for not letting you go
After boiling the hot water, Jin Yiming turned his head to look at Situ Shaonan who came down from the upper floor, and said with a smile: "Are you still satisfied?" ”
Situ Shaonan just glanced at him and didn't say anything, and at this time there was an indescribable sourness churning in her heart. Taking a deep breath, he walked in front of Jin Yiming and met his eyes full of smiles.
A voice as cool as water flowed in the air: "Jin Yiming, I think we need to have a good talk." ”
Jin Yiming's eyes froze, looking at her.
Situ Shaonan looked at his eyes that were gradually losing their brilliance, his heart tightened, and he suddenly felt that he couldn't breathe, so he turned his face away from his handsome face.
He continued to say cold words: "I hope that everything will return to the original point, as agreed at the beginning, if I misunderstood you somewhere, I am sorry, as for the hijacking incident, you don't have to care, if it was someone else, I would still do it." ”
Jin Yiming listened to Ling Chi's words so quietly, looking at her indifferent side face, as if he was in an ice cellar.
Situ Shaonan was silent for a moment, didn't look at him again, turned around, walked to the sofa, lifted the suitcase, and walked towards the entrance in style.
"Why?"
Jin Yiming's suppressed trembling voice suddenly came from behind him.
Situ Shaonan was stunned and stopped.
Why? How did she answer, because she didn't want to irresponsibly treat him as Du Junsheng's stand-in to comfort the regret and guilt in her heart.
Or is it because she can only be a qualified soldier, but definitely not a qualified wife?
Yes, she can't give him the life he wants, let alone the joy of family life around his children's knees. Thinking of this, an unconcealable aura of sadness lingered around Situ Shaonan.
Moreover, she is still burdened with a hatred that cannot be abandoned, since that person already knows that he is still alive, then he will definitely not give up, and he should not be involved.
Thinking of this, Situ Shaonan couldn't help but strengthen his steps to leave.
Jin Yiming panicked in his heart, hurriedly took three steps and made two steps, grabbed Situ Shaonan's left hand carrying the suitcase, and clenched it tightly, as if as long as he let go slightly, she would immediately disappear into her own world.
"Situ Shaonan, I don't want to go back to the original point, I want to go forward and walk with me, okay?"
Yes, until this moment, Jin Yiming finally clearly understood his heart, not gratitude, not fresh, but really tempted. Because of what she had just said, it stabbed his heart and hurt his limbs.
If in the world of feelings, the first person to be emotional is destined to be a loser, then he is willing to lose, just so that she can stay.
For so many years, this is the first time he has begged a person to stay, it turns out that in front of feelings, all dignity and arrogance are floating clouds, not as good as a stop and a look back at that person.
Situ Shaonan lowered his eyes and looked at the slender hand with clear bones, which was a hand that had not been tempered, and he was holding himself tightly at the moment, trembling slightly.
Suddenly, a flower in front of her eyes, a familiar breath rushed into her senses, and she had been tightly imprisoned in her arms by Jin Yiming.
His embrace made her suddenly feel so wide and warm. There was a sudden tingling sensation in his ears, and it was his trembling breathing, which hit his ears, accompanied by a dull low: "Give me a chance, chief, forgive me, I can't let you go." ”
Situ Shaonan suddenly felt that something in his heart collapsed instantly.
The blurred vision, as if through the long river of time, returned to the moment five years ago, he fell in a pool of blood and said with a sad smile: "Forgive me, I can't accompany you to old age, remember to find someone to accompany you for me." ”
Jin Yiming felt the placket of his clothes cold, but it scorched his heart, and slowly tightened his arms, sniffing the unique cold breath in her hair.
Suddenly, as if he realized something, he hurriedly let go of her and looked anxiously at her right shoulder, "Did you touch the wound?" ”
Situ Shaonan hurriedly lowered his head to hide his gaffe, and replied in a thick nasal voice: "It's okay." ”
"Chief, can you remove your hard disguise in front of me?" Jin Yiming looked down at her,
"I know, you have a lot of past that I haven't been involved in, and since it's gone, let's really let it pass, and count me in the next?"
Situ Shaonan raised his head and looked at Jin Yiming, who looked extremely serious, and was just about to speak, a faint touch came from his lips, only to see Jin Yiming gently put his index finger against her lips, stopping what she wanted to say.
"Don't say anything now, give me an answer when you're done."
Then he pretended to smile lightly, like a summer flower in full bloom, and it was extremely enchanting.
He took the suitcase from Situ Shaonan's hand with one hand, and took her left hand with the other hand and returned to the living room.
Jin Yiming went to the kitchen and poured her a glass of boiling water, then took her suitcase and sent it to her room on the second floor.
"Well, can I ask what's going on with the clothes in the closet?" Situ Shaonan looked at Jin Yiming, who was halfway through, and asked with some astringency, in fact, she wanted to know how he knew the size and style of those clothes.
Jin Yiming looked back very elegantly and smiled: "I still have this bit of eyesight." ”
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Then he left Situ Shaonan alone in the wind.
This was two days ago, when Jin Yiming was in the nursing home, he suddenly thought that the apartment seemed to be empty for a long time, and there was no available thing for Situ Shaonan, so he quietly contacted Feng Kai to help arrange this qiē, and personally ordered a big foreign brand online, which is also the most popular clothes and shoes in line with her style, and rushed back by air.
Situ Shaonan was silent, she shouldn't have asked.
Jin Yiming changed into casual clothes, walked downstairs, looked at the time, it was almost noon, and then said to Situ Shaonan, who was still in a daze: "You go upstairs to rest for a while, I'll go to the supermarket to buy vegetables." So saying, he went out,
"Do you know what to buy?" Situ Shaonan raised his eyebrows and asked.
Sure enough, Jin Yiming paused, turned around helplessly, and looked at Situ Shaonan in frustration: "I don't know, then let's go together, can you?" ”
Situ Shaonan did not answer, but expressed her strong physique as a soldier with actions.
The two went out of the house side by side, the supermarket is not far from the community, as long as it is not about 100 meters away, so along the way, the two of them are very eye-catching swaggering through the market, and came to this large "IKEA" supermarket.
In order to avoid anyone touching Situ Shaonan's injured shoulder, Jin Yiming pushed the shopping cart with one hand, followed her right side tightly, and avoided her injured place with the other hand, gently touching her left shoulder, like a pair of men and women in love.
Situ Shaonan felt very uncomfortable, but Jin Yiming didn't seem to see it, and he took care of himself and discussed with her what dishes to buy and which ones were fresher.
Situ Shaonan slightly widened the distance between the two, Jin Yiming didn't care, and naturally followed up, helplessly, Situ Shaonan had to let him.
Along the way, Jin Yiming kept asking her what she liked to eat and what she didn't like to eat. And Situ Shaonan tilted his head to look at him, and said calmly: "Don't you have this eyesight yet?" ”
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Jin Yiming smiled wryly when he heard this, and hurriedly shifted the topic to the vegetables in front of him.