Chapter 20: Unwillingness
Xiyan walked out of the door with the support of spring snow and summer frost. She walked very slowly, even though there seemed to be several needles piercing under her, and each step was more painful, but she still walked very dignifiedly, and if others saw it, they would only think that she was tired by the heavy headdress, and could not walk faster. When she slowly moved out of the palace, her forehead was already dripping with sweat.
Li Xuan was waiting for her at the door with his hands in his hands, but when he saw Xiyan coming, he jumped into the carriage first.
"Come on." He turned back and took her hand and said softly.
Xiyan gritted her teeth and let Li Xuan pull her into the carriage. At that moment, she only felt that she was dying of pain, but she still endured it and didn't even say a word.
"I thought you would sleep a little longer, but I didn't expect you to wake up so early." It's rare for him to take the initiative to talk to her, and his attitude is so kind, if it is usual, Xiyan will probably be grateful. But now she was so scared of him that she couldn't even pretend to laugh.
ββ¦β¦ Xie Wang Ye is compassionate. Her voice couldn't help but tremble.
"I had a few more drinks yesterday." endured and endured, but decided to explain his gaffe, "Scared you, right?" β
Xiyan shook her head. She just saw her clearly in his eyes, this ...... Nothing bad. She remembered how he sarcastically mocked herself yesterday, but she didn't understand, since he looked down on her in his heart, why did he reluctantly show favor to her now?
Li Xuan saw that she had no intention of talking, and knew that he had bullied her so badly, which made her feel a little resistant, so she stopped talking. Last night, he was busy with her until midnight, and today he got up early in the morning, and he was also a little sleepy, so he closed his eyes and took a nap. The carriage walked smoothly, but for a short time he seemed to be asleep.
Listening to the sound of his even breathing, Xi Yan dared to look at him boldly and confidently at this time. Is this person really the one she has loved for many years? His facial features are still as good-looking as before, but he ...... to himself In the past, although he was angry with her and annoyed with her, he would still treat her as a sister, but now...... Last night's qiΔ became a lingering shadow.
When the warmth of the past was trampled under his feet, what else could she love him?
On the way to Cining Palace, Li Xuan walked very slowly, he originally wanted to pull her away, but Xiyan's obvious rejection still made him dispel his thoughts. She seemed to be walking more slowly today, Li Xuan thought to herself, maybe she consumed too much yesterday.
Xiyan has always been a sunny and energetic girl, she was better at horseback riding than many boys when she was a child, and she was the best at naughty mischief, and now she is ...... He looked back at her, and she really became everyone's best girl. If only he had been happy before. At that time, he always thought that she was so smug that she didn't look like a girl, and what he hoped for the most was that one day she could be as gentle and decent as Ning Ruo and be a famous lady? But now, she really became what he hoped she was, was he happy? He was not happy! He suddenly wanted to ask her, where is the little girl who used to be bouncing, laughing and noisy? Where is that crazy girl who rode her horse and sang so much? Where is the stinky girl who hugged his neck and pulled his sleeve and begged for mercy?
If the years changed her, then although he was helpless, he had no choice but to accept his fate. But she's not! When she faces Yun Heng, the casualness and ease of the past will still return to her, and she will still smile at Yun Heng like before, and that smile has burned him many times! She was even willing to let Yun Heng kiss her! He is not reconciled, how can he be willing! Didn't she like him? Don't you just like him?
"Brother Li Xuan," Xi Yan came over mysteriously, "I just saw the prince looking for incense." β
Li Xuan casually took the book in her hand and patted her little head. "Ran to peek again." Xun Xiang is Amma's concubine, this thing is very common, what is there to see.
"Not really." Xiyan rubbed her head aggrievedly. "They were in the garden just now."
"That's not allowed." He said lightly.
"Why did the prince kiss her?" Xiyan came up again, her big bright eyes full of curiosity.
"I guess I like her." Li Xuan said disapprerovingly.
"Like her?" Xiyan's little face suddenly became stern. "What about Aunt Qing? Don't you like Aunt Qing anymore? β
"Hmm......" Li Xuan thought for a moment, "I like it too." β
"Then how could he like two people?" Xiyan's eyes widened and she asked puzzledly, "You look at me, I only like you." β
Li Xuan's face flushed, and he glared at her fiercely, obviously not going to pay attention to her, but the words in his heart blurted out angrily, "Then you still want to like others?!" β
"I don't want to." Xi Yan put her arms around his neck and sat on his lap, "I only like Brother Li Xuan." That...... Do you like me? β
The sweet body fragrance of the girl in her arms made Li Xuan panic. He was fourteen years old, and he had come to understand the affairs of men and women. Xiyan's silky hair was blown by the breeze, and a few of them floated on his face, his nose was itchy, his heart was also itchy, and somewhere under him actually clamored. He really wanted to hug her, kiss her, lift her clothes and see why she was so fragrant......
Li Xuan was startled by the thought that suddenly popped up in his heart, and hurriedly pushed Xi Yan away, just said sullenly, "I don't like it." β
Xiyan was unguarded, and Leng Buding was pushed like this, almost falling to the ground. Li Xuan wanted to get up and help her, but suddenly remembered the strange appearance of his lower body, and was afraid that she would see it, so he didn't dare to get up, so he just looked at her silently. Fortunately, Xiyan's body was flexible, and he finally stood still. After listening to Li Xuan's answer, the originally bright smiling face suddenly collapsed. "Oh."
Seeing her expression, Li Xuan couldn't bear it in his heart, so he said with a cold face, "If you are well-behaved, I will like you." β
"Hmm." Xiyan nodded, "I see." β
She was still standing beside him, as if she had something to say. Li Xuan had to pretend to pick up the book again to hide the upheaval in his heart.
"Brother Li Xuan, what do you say your lips smell like?" Xiyan suddenly put his index finger on his light little mouth and asked innocently.
"How do I know? I haven't tasted it again. Although Xi Yan didn't intend to ask, Li Xuan felt that she had hit the nail on her mind, and her face turned red again.
"Would you like to taste me, then?" She asked expectantly.
"Noβyesβ" he yelled, blushing.
"If you don't want it, you don't want it." Xiyan muttered quietly, then gave him a sweet smile. "But I want to taste yours." After saying that, he jumped and ran away.
Li Xuan smiled bitterly and looked at Xiyan who was still walking slowly beside him. Her sweet lips, after his rough sucking last night, were now red and swollen. Xiyan, I regret it. Why should I pretend to reject you then? If you knew that now I am willing to exchange a qiΔ for your former heart, will you accept me again?
Li Xuan looked at her so stupidly, and suddenly realized that she was not only walking slowly, but also her legs were not very dexterous, "What's wrong?" Is it leg pain? As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly realized the subtle hint in his words, and he felt embarrassed first.
Xiyan blushed, "...... Not...... No...... Just now...... In the car...... The leg is numb. Such a simple sentence, she said intermittently. Because Li Xuan was thinking about his own thoughts, he didn't even hear the forbearance in his words.
"Hmm. Then go slower. It's still early, so there's no hurry. He said thoughtfully.