Chapter 209: Affection (3)
An Sanshao happily returned to his hometown, and wanted to ask for a good word from his teacher. At the same time, in front of the two junior brothers who always despise and dislike him in various ways, he regains the dignity that the senior brother deserves.
As a result, reality gave him a slap in the face.
Seeing that he has become an official, his teacher still dislikes him in various ways, and teaches people not only mercilessly, but also endlessly. suddenly made him fall into the shadow of being devastated by his mentor's transformation in the past. Not to mention the two arrogant junior brothers, they don't look at him squarely.
However, he doesn't pay much attention to these trivial things. After returning from the capital this time, he has overcome his psychological obstacles. What about liking a man!
There are more men than women in the big scene, and the south wind prevails in various places. Among the people who raise boys in captivity and go to the Chu Pavilion to find male and female branches, there are also children of families, gentry and celebrities. He is a boy who has just turned from a merchant to an official, and it is not an exaggeration to look at a man.
In short, he figured it out, it is not a sin to love a man, and it is not a shame!
This flood and epidemic made him understand that life is impermanent, and we must cherish the present.
After thinking about it, An San Shao decided to ignore the prejudices of the world, and not to care about the future, to live in the present and have a good relationship with his Erlang junior brother.
No, it was he who wanted to do his best to pursue his crush and touch the hearts of his Erlang brothers. Strive to overcome all difficulties, so that Erlang's junior brother is also pleased with him. Only by wishful thinking can the two of them be heart-to-heart, loving and loving, for a long time, and a hundred years together.
An Sanshao listened to Mr. scolding with his left ear, and put it with his right ear, but he didn't listen to it at all, immersed in his own thoughts.
At this time, he deeply felt that in the past, he was narrow-minded and drilled into the horns of the bull, and felt that it was unethical for men to be with men, which was not conducive to the heirs, and even hindered the inheritance of the family. In addition, there were too many obstacles in front of him, which made him timid, and he wanted to escape from his unusual feelings for Erlang's junior brother several times.
He never dared to forget his identity. He is the heir of two generations of the An family, and the burden of revitalizing the An family. It's all on him. If he is really with Erlang's junior brother, the two big men will not be able to have offspring. When his grandfather, father and other family members know about it, it will definitely cause an uproar, and his relatives will definitely spare no effort to break him up and his younger brother. Even if they are together, it will not end well.
There are also Mr. Cen's wife and Dalang's junior brother, who have always loved Chongerlang's younger brother. Especially Mr. Shum, who attaches great importance to his name and rules. An Sanshao thought about it more than once, even if he and Erlang's junior brother were in love. Mr. Cen will not agree to let them live and fly together, and he will definitely beat the mandarin ducks.
An Sanshao has always been very confident, but it can also be said to be arrogant and conceited. He understands that even though his beloved Erlang junior brother has no intention of admiring him at the moment. But he firmly believes that as long as he shows sincerity and persistently pursues Cen Erlang, he will definitely be moved by him in the end and tie the knot with him.
In the past, An Sanshao didn't believe in fate, but since he met Cen Erlang, he believed it. It turned out that he had lived in a mess for nearly twenty years. Just to wait for his Erlang junior brother to appear.
Cen Erlang was the first person who made his heart move, and he was also the first person he put in his heart, thought about it repeatedly, and couldn't forget it if he wanted to.
An Sanshao once tried to forget this destined difficult relationship, and when he found out that he had a crush on Cen Erlang, he decisively stayed away from him. But even if he is far away in the capital, he misses Cen Erlang every night, sometimes even to the point where he doesn't want to eat.
Even when he goes out and sees the herbs that grow well on the side of the road in the mountains and fields, he will also think that his Erlang junior brother will see it. I don't know how to rejoice.
Or go to the bookstore pen and ink shop to buy books, buy the four treasures of the study, and subconsciously choose the type that Cen Erlang likes first, such as Chengshui Yansong, Yanmo, Nongshu, etc.
What delicious wine you usually eat. When he saw any beautiful scenery, he would also think for the first time, if only Senior Brother Erlang was there.
An Sanshao fell into the memory and couldn't extricate himself, so he called the angry Second Master Cen to grab his ears, and jumped up in fright by a roaring roar.
"Ansan! Ann no Jun! Second Master Cen found that An Sanshao was actually distracted when he said it, and felt that his dignity as a teacher had been provoked. The voice rang like a bell, "If you are a teacher, have you listened to it?!" ”
"I'm sorry, sir." An Sanshao bowed vigorously and admitted his mistake: "The disciple is distracted for a while, I hope that Mr. will calm his anger and forgive him." The disciple knew that he was wrong. "Shhh My ears hurt so much.
"You!" Cen Erye was about to say something, but the door of the study was pushed open by Cen Erniang, "Father, senior brother, don't talk much, it's time for dinner." ”
An Sanshao was excited and embarrassed when he saw the person he liked. The junior brother came out to relieve him, and he couldn't help but be overjoyed. can let the junior brother see him being trained by his husband with his ears, which makes him a little embarrassed. How can it be in the heart. Such a disgrace in front of people!
"Senior Brother...... An Sanshao lowered his head, took the corner of his eye, and swept his senior brother Erlang who was leaning against the door.
The light of the lantern outside the door poured down from above his head. The breeze stirred the candlelight and shook his heart. The dim background behind his younger brother and younger brother of his family brought out his handsome and beautiful face like jade and snow.
The eyebrows, the eyes, the lips, the shaved shoulders, the thin waist, the long legs covered by the placket...... Nowhere is there no one who is untouched.
An Sanshao heard his heartbeat beating faster than one another, he felt that his pulse was beating wildly, and his blood was hot all over his body, and his heart was surging. Especially the face and heart, which burned badly, and the thing under the abdomen was also a little ready to move.
He didn't dare to look at the man who had touched his eyes and heart anymore, and lowered his head and put his gaze at his feet.
Cen Erniang didn't notice An Sanshao's hot gaze staring at her, she saw Cen Erye holding An Sanshao's ears, and felt a little pity for this senior brother who was an official, and said softly to Cen Erye: "Father, senior brother has come from afar, and the long journey is also very hard. Just let him go. ”
When An Sanshao heard this, the whole person suddenly boiled, and he couldn't help but look up at his junior brother who was "distressed", "Senior brother...... "You speak for me like this, does it prove that you also have me in your heart?" It's so touching to call my brother! Will you accept my personal promise?
Cen Erye and Cen Erniang were shocked by An Sanshao's "junior brother" who emphasized both tenderness and warmth at the same time, and the two of them trembled in unison.
Second Master Cen immediately slapped An Sanshao's head with a big-eared scraper, "Shut up!" What's that sound on you? Do you want to disgust me and Erlang! ”
"......" Cen Erniang was speechless, she was so empty that she could stuff the belly of a whole chicken, and then she sang the empty city plan, she turned around directly and walked towards the dining hall, not wanting to pay attention to the pair of masters and apprentices.
Cen Erye saw An Sanshao staring at the back of his daughter's daughter like an idiot, and he was fascinated, and he was angry and proud in his heart, angry that An Sanshao, a stinky boy, didn't take him too seriously, and dared to "reveal his true feelings" like this in front of him, Xiao thought about his daughter; The joy is that his daughter is endlessly charming, even if she pretends to be a man, she can easily subdue the heart of An Sanshao, a chaotic little bully with few tendons above the top.
But the only girl he carefully pampered and pampered, was targeted by the dead boy outside so quickly, and when he thought about it, he felt a breath rushing to his head.
Cen Erye stared at An Sanshao, who was wrapping his eyes around Cen Erniang's back, with an unkind face, and thought: Is he rewarding him with a burst? Kick him? Or do you beat him hand and foot together?
In an instant, Second Master Cen decided to choose to use both hands and feet. Because his anger is so great that he can't pronounce it with his hands or feet. Vent the anger that is about to overflow. (To be continued.) )
ps: I'm a little tired today, I can't open my eyes, there is only this one more, and tomorrow the fourth will compensate everyone! Well, from this chapter, An Sanshao is going to chase after his wife, and the road ahead is difficult. Let's bless him.