It's another rainy day, and it's mid-April, giving the illusion that time is passing in a hurry and we haven't done anything. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

The rain fell from the roof of the dormitory in the South Five Houses, Huang Yinyu Huang Daxia stood on the balcony in the posture of a thinker for a long time, his eyes were deep and powerful, it was still pouring rain outside the balcony, and the city in the rain curtain was brightly lit, like a huge white candle, forever burning with a blurred light.

Maybe it's because he has been in this position for too long, and he feels that his neck is a little sore, but after moving his neck and spine a little, he feels much more comfortable.

After half a ring, the thinker Huang Yinyu said, "This weather is difficult to fathom. ”

"When did you become a Northeasterner again?" Su Can walked over, holding two cups of coffee in his hand.

The coffee is instant, the brand is Nestle, not a famous coffee, of course, for Su Can, the taste of hand-ground coffee and instant coffee is the same, he is not so elegant, the cow chews the peony, burns the piano and boils the crane, this is the kind of person he is talking about.

"Thank you." Huang Yinyu took a cup of coffee.

"Have you passed yesterday's social practice?" Su Can took a sip of coffee, exhaled hot white gas, and looked at the misty area of the teaching building.

"It's over." Huang Yinyu's eyes fell on the little couple walking together with umbrellas on the street of Shenghua Apartment.

"In the dormitory, Lao Han found Chongxiaoyan as a girlfriend, Uncle Pan seems to be no drama in college, there are still three or four years to go in college, such a long time, aren't you going to find a girl." Su Can teased a little, "Speaking of which, Huang Rixiu is also good-looking, has a gentle personality, and has a good figure, or your childhood sweetheart, I'm curious why you always hate being with her?" ”

Huang Yinyu raised his eyebrows, "You were hired by her to be a lobbyist?" ”

"No, I'm just curious, that's all."

"Oh." Huang Yinyu replied with an oh word, and said lightly: "If you follow the development of the general plot, such a childhood sweetheart who grew up together does have a great chance of becoming my lover, and in fact, even our fathers think so, and even set a relationship for us, but maybe because it is too familiar, if the other party even knows how many times you have peed in bed when you were a child, it is really difficult to treat her as a person who can fall in love." ”

"Hmm...... I can probably understand that. ”

Huang Yinyu smiled and raised his glass to Su Can.

Su Can took an umbrella and went down to buy a boxed lunch, and when he passed by the Shenghua apartment, he found that the notice board of the dormitory building on the dormitory aunt's side was pasted with new things.

"Power Outage Notice:

The South 5th House of Shenghua Apartment and the male and female dormitories will be temporarily cut off from April 14, 2001 from 18 to 22 o'clock, Saturday to Sunday, and the normal power supply will be restored on Monday, April 16, 2001. ”

Su Can held his chin, thought about it, and suddenly came to his senses, the scope of this power outage also includes the South Five Houses, that is, the dormitory where he lives, the power outage is on Saturday and Sunday, although for the current information age has not yet been popularized, and the mobile terminal of mobile phones is not very developed in the era, the power outage is nothing, but damn it, these two days happen to be rainy, even if you want to go out to play, there is no possibility.

He quickly cooked a meal in the Zhongnan canteen, turned back to the dormitory and told everyone the good news, and the response was: "Oh~" and then what to do, looking like a fuss.

"Why are you so calm?" Su Can was surprised.

Uncle Pan was playing StarCraft on the computer, and the ocean-like puppy annihilated the Terran tank on the opposite side, and then the war ended, he played a few game terms and quit the game, turned his chair and said to Su Can: "Because we have already discussed and are ready to go all night." ”

When he said this, his face was red with pimples and he looked excited.

"Who's going?"

Huang Yinyu walked over and said, "Just a few brothers from our dormitory." ”

"Oh, that's good." Su Can nodded.

Han Yuhan got off the bed, put on his coat, and borrowed Su Can's mobile phone to call Chong Xiaoyan.

It is still raining heavily outside Central South University, if there are aerial photos, you can see from the photos that the entire star city has become an indifferent steel capital at night, black cars are speeding on the highway, windshield wipers are flying back and forth, and the rain is splashing, and the lights of thousands of homes are brilliant to form a bright spider web-like object, with the center of gravity of Yuelu District, radiating out in all directions, under this twilight rain curtain, there is suddenly a hideous sadness, it is indescribable, it is a lonely city.

Lonely city, lonely society, lonely you, everyone is a lonely individual, ordinary and insignificant.

American social researcher James Reitt has given this loneliness syndrome a name, called 'urban autism', which is different from other symptoms of "autism" is a social phenomenon and a kind of loneliness in the hustle and bustle.

You live in the bright lights, bustling and noisy city, during the day the suit is very nervous, talk about work with colleagues, talk about business with customers, busy, look like an elite, go home from work at night and squeeze the same subway or bus, or drive on the congested road, come home, finally have a moment of quiet, but the heart is lonely, there is no sense of belonging and security, there is no harbor to stop.

When you are busy, the whole world is yours alone, you are the king of your world, but the moment you stop, you have nothing to do with 'them', you are still alone in your own world.

This is what James scholars call urban autism.

For people in the city, autism is normal, many people leave their hometowns to come to big cities, and the development of big cities has attracted a lot of people from backward areas to pour in, they want to get a higher income here, and they also want to find their dreams here and realize their own values.

However, life in a big city has cut off their connection with their former friends, the previous people did not understand your life here, do you have a way to integrate into the current life, you feel that the friends around you are not trustworthy and dependent, you can only maintain a superficial modesty, you have no one to talk to, and there is no one to share the food you cook.

So you gradually learned to complain that this city can't give you a sense of belonging, after all, this city doesn't have your relatives and friends, and there is no taste of hometown, but you can't leave this city, you want to have a glamorous life.

So, gradually, you're left alone.

Everyone has their own story, and they may seem trivial or mundane to others, but no one knows what kind of poignant story is behind them. is like the couple downstairs of Su Can's house who often quarreled before, and their quarrels were accompanied by the memories of Su Can's childhood growth.

The bearded scumbag uncle drank heavily all day long, drunk and unconscious, muddy, once he was drunk again in the courtyard of the community, Su Can, who was still young at that time, stood in front of him, looking at him quietly, I don't know what's wrong, the originally drunk uncle woke up again, and he wanted to drink, but he drank all the wine around, so he squatted down and sat under the banyan tree, holding his head and crying bitterly, and then maybe he wanted to have an object to talk to, regardless of whether Su Can belonged to that kind of person or not, He took Su Can's hand and spoke vigorously.

Su Can's memory of the later things has been blurred, but he probably knows why the uncle became like this, their husband and wife originally had a child, and later because the child drowned in the water while playing by the river, the woman was a little mentally disordered and became indirectly mentally ill, and after being sent to the psychiatric hospital, it didn't take long to take it over, saying that she was cured, but then her temperament changed greatly, she quarreled with her husband every day, and the man also missed the child too much, and drank too much every day......

Su Can looked at the twilight rain curtain, slowly withdrew his gaze, and said to Uncle Pan who was collecting clothes next to him: "Uncle Pan, do you have a story?" ”

Uncle Pan was stunned for a moment, lowered his eyes, and then said: "How can I have a story as an ordinary person." ”

Yuhua District, Xingcheng City, Wanjiali Middle Road, Xiyingmen, Fancheng Commercial Plaza, three Marsalia KTV.

This is a very famous KTV, the daily flow in and out is very large, Marsalia's grade is not the highest in the central city of Huxiang first-line provincial capital, but it is not bad, at least you can ask an old resident on the roadside in Yuhua District to inquire about the location of Marsalia, the reason why it is so famous, mainly because although Marsalia is a KTV entertainment venue, it is clean, there is no dirt, and this entertainment venue also donates to people in backward areas every year to do charity.

It sounds incredible, but it's happening here in Yuhua District, and people here are used to it.

Su Can and the four of them got out of the taxi, opened the umbrella and stepped into the black rain, he didn't bring his small pink umbrella this time, but changed it to a new one. Han Yuhan shook the rain on the umbrella, jumped on the waterproof steps of Marsalia KTV, his white shoulders were wet with rain, and the long hair in front of his forehead was also wet and pasted on his head, the frame was full of mist, and it was foggy, he took off the lenses of his glasses and wiped them with a tissue, and then he breathed a sigh of relief, "Didn't you say that this year is a drought year, there will be droughts and floods, why is there such a large amount of precipitation?" ”

Su Can glanced up at the gray and boundless sky and did not speak.

Huang Yinyu booked a private room here in the morning, so the four of them went straight to the box, the location is not big, just enough to accommodate five or six people singing in a small box, the entertainment facilities inside karaoke singing equipment, audio equipment, central control equipment, panel wall, service panel, PL lighting control equipment are all one by one.

The private room effect lighting is red, blue, green and yellow four-flash PL lights, and under the light effect searchlight, the entertainment atmosphere is very rich.

The waitress in the straight suit and wearing headphones smiled, his hand hung down and stuck to the gap between the straight trouser legs, and the waitress pushing the wine cart pushed the door and walked in, said a word of interruption, and began to place the previously ordered drinks and fruit platter on the glass coffee table, and then bent down slightly to adjust the touchscreen song ordering device, and finally withdrew with a professional smile.

There was a noise outside the box, and after the soundproof door was closed, it fell silent, and then the remaining big men stared at each other face to face, and the blue-green rolling lights shone on their faces, showing a strange green light, looking strangely confused.

"Don't be stunned, let's sing, if you don't sing, you can eat, anyway, just a few of us, feel free." Han Yuhan spoke.

Huang Yinyu nodded, he ordered a birch tree in the song ordering device, and sang it selflessly, Su Can looked left and right, Uncle Pan stuffed a banana in his mouth, and asked Su Can vaguely what he was looking for.

Su Can pointed to his ears, then to Maiba Huang Yinyu, and shook his head, "I estimate that my ears are going to be abolished for his singing skills, and I am going to find earplugs to block my ears." ”

"Haha." Uncle Pan smiled heartlessly.

After Huang Yinyu finished singing, a satisfied smile appeared on his face, put down the microphone, and handed it to Su Can, "Su Can, you come and sing a song." ”

"I won't." Su Can directly pretended to be stupid.

"It's okay, it's easy to sing."

Several other people laughed, Su Can took the microphone, ordered a stupid child, and a subtle tune sounded, first with a strange scream, which almost choked Uncle Pan, who was drinking water, and rolled his eyes.

"Oh~ Outside the quiet village, there is a stupid child, born in the sixties......" Su Can stood up and started singing, anyway, there are only a few of their roommates, it doesn't matter if the singing is good or bad, even if you open your throat and sing, no one will laugh at you.

Su Can changed his voice, imitated Liu Tianwang's tune and continued to sing, "When you go to the city in your teens, you are not afraid of the sun, and you work hard in the seventies!" ”

Han Yuhan and the others quieted down, surprisingly quiet, and their eyes fell on Su Can's body, but they didn't expect Su Can's kid to hide it deeply, just sang a few words slightly, and knew that Su Can's skills were definitely very deep.

Su Can paused, his hand raised upward, his palm swinging back and forth, if he ignored the narrow area in the box, he really thought he was doing a live tour.

"Oh~ They say that in the city, men are not bad and women are not loved, so they can't figure it out!"

This sentence seemed to touch a certain string in Uncle Pan's heart, he was originally just sitting and eating fruit, and he suddenly felt that his spine was slightly numb to the point that he couldn't help himself, and he also joined Su Can with the microphone, "Mom said that true love will be wonderful love, but I don't have a boy!" ”

"Ouch~~ Bow to the sky, don't think about it, God has his own arrangement."

sang to the emotional part, even Han Yuhan and Huang Yinyu pounced, howling in their throats under the illumination of the light, their necks were red, the beer glasses were poured, and the glasses were touched together, and they drank it all in one gulp.

Su Can and the others sang all night this night, and they didn't know how much wine they drank, but what they could know was that everyone was drunk, and even Su Can, who had always had good self-control, was drunk.