By the time the imperial doctor came, Xiyan was already burned to the ground, and everyone was busy again.

The high fever did not go away, and he stayed up groggily for two days and two nights. On the third day, the fever finally subsided, but a new symptom was added: he suddenly bleed several times in one day, and he was like a bet. After several imperial doctors saw it, they hurriedly used a lot of drugs to stop the collapse to stop the bleeding for her. After only a few days, although the situation has improved, the bleeding has not stopped.

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"If you go back to the prince, Fang Fujin has lost too much blood, if it continues like this, I'm afraid it will ......"

"Thanks to the side Fujin's good health in the past, although the blood has not stopped, there is no need to worry about his life......"

"The disease of collapse and leakage is the most important. The light ones linger and become damage, and the heavy ones die immediately. 'Side Fujin is overly worried, if it is not good to maintain it......"

“…… What the prince said is. If you can rely on your mind, it will be of great benefit to alleviate the disease. ”

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He looked at Xiyan lying on the bed with a depressed expression. These days, because of the redness, I don't know how many times I have fainted, and my slightly better face has become miserable.

He used to think she was noisy, and he only knew silly music every day. But now, how long has it been since he'd seen her smile sincerely? He never told her, in fact, she looked very good when she smiled, especially the two small pear vortices looming, so that everyone who watched couldn't help but feel happy.

These days he often dreams of what she was like when she was a child, and he is like an outsider, who can only watch silently from a distance. watched her flatteringly beg the young man to do this and that, and watched herself put on an impatient look at that time, or directly refused coldly; watched the smile on her face slowly fade again and again; watched her deliberately pretend to leave as if nothing had happened every time she was obviously uncomfortable...... He was not good to her, he knew, and at that time he always thought that he would be good to her for the rest of his life. He also thought that she would like him for the rest of her life.

But it turned out that they couldn't go back.

He married Ning Ruo, and she lived in someone else's heart.

He blamed her, blamed her for breaking her previous promises, blamed her for empathizing and falling in love with Yunheng, but what right did he have to blame her? Obviously, he married someone else first, and he had such a bad attitude towards her, why did he take it for granted that no matter what happened, she should belong to him and should love him wholeheartedly? If it weren't for him, how could that little glimmer of hope in her eyes turn into numb despair? If it weren't for him, how could that shy and playful girl become a lifeless shell on the bed? It was he who ended her little happiness and hope - their child was gone, her body collapsed, and he could hear the voice of the imperial doctor: if Xiyan continued like this, even her people, he would not be able to keep them.

When Xiyan woke up, it was already dark. There was no light in the room, but his eyes were still bright and deep.

"Lord Wang," Xi Yan barely stood up, beating his spirits, "When did you come?" ”

"Just a moment." He pulled out a smile and helped her sit up. "Sense...... Is it better? ”

"Much better." Just three or two sentences had already made her gasp slightly.

"Let's lie down." He couldn't bear it.

"I've been lying long enough." Xiyan shook her head, "Did the Imperial Doctor come here just now?" ”

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This demon of the stunning daughter is mine. He avoided her eyes.

"What did he say? What disease do I have? ”

"It's not a serious illness." He said softly, "He said that you had a miscarriage a while ago, and your body lost a lot of money, that's why you are like this." As long as you recuperate for a little longer, you will be fine. ”

"Oh." Knowing that he deliberately concealed it, Xiyan didn't break it.

"Sunset ......"

"Huh?"

"You sue me, what am I going to do," he said, holding her hand, and there was gloom in his eyes that could not be concealed, "will you feel happy?" ”

"I'm not unhappy." She smiled faintly at him, because her face was so pale that even the smile was heart-wrenching. "I'm doing well, how can I not be happy?"

“…… I know you're still blaming me. ”

"I didn't." She looked at him helplessly, "I don't blame you. ”

"You can't go on like this," he said, grimacing. "The doctor said that you have a heart disease, and only when you let go of your heart can you get better......"

"Drop?" She asked distractedly, with a smile on her face, "I don't have anything, how can I put it down?" What to put down? ”

He was dumbfounded, and it took a long time before he said, "You...... And me. ”

Xiyan looked at him in a daze and smiled bitterly, "Yes, I still have you." Actually, I'm not nothing, am I? She said calmly, but her eyes were wet for some reason. Since her illness, her heart seems to have become more fragile. Originally, she thought that she would never cry in front of him again. But...... Maybe it doesn't matter. Her time was running out, so let her ...... Just do what you want for a few more days. She...... I just feel too tired.

"Why are you crying again?" Li Xuan said anxiously, "The imperial doctor said that you can't be sad, otherwise you ......"

"I'm not sad," Xiyan hurriedly wiped away her tears, "No." In order to make her words more convincing, she deliberately smiled at him again.

“…… Xiyan, do you have any wishes? Or something in particular you want to do? Anything, as long as I can do it, just say it, and I will do it for you. As long as...... You'll be happy. ”

Xiyan looked at him blankly, thought seriously for a long time, and whispered as if it was difficult to speak, "Lord Wang, can I go home?" Back to home in Lingshui County? ”

"Xiyan......" he almost pleaded, "I can promise anything, but ...... Except for this. What about the others? Don't you have any other wishes? ”

The disappointed look on Xi Yan's face flashed, and he just shook his head slightly, "No, nothing." She shook his hand back as if comfortingly. I'm fine, really. Don't worry about me. ”

"Okay." He said with difficulty.

Xiyan looked at him inexplicably.

"I promise you." Li Xuan looked into her eyes and said. "As long as you're well, I'll send you home, you...... You can stay as long as you want, okay? ”

"Really?" She couldn't believe it, and even there was a hint of anger in her eyes, which were always calm.

"Of course it's true." He forcibly suppressed the bitterness in his heart and said lightly, "But unless the Imperial Doctor is sure that you are well, I won't let you go, you know?" ”

Seeing her nod excitedly, Li Xuan finally breathed a sigh of relief in his heart. "I'll wait...... Personally send you home that day. ”

Xiyan, as long as it is what you want, I will do what you want.

I won't make you sad anymore. Never again.