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Ye Qingyun used her idle hand, like the old rich landlord in ancient times to tease women from good families, holding Cheng Jiayi's chin and lifting her face. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Cheng Jiayi thought that he was afraid that he was going to kiss himself with such a dramatic action, so he nervously dodged his eyes, but he didn't dare to look at him directly, and finally simply bit his lower lip and closed his eyes.

However, after waiting for a long time, he did not make any further movements, and she opened one eye to look at him in wonder, and saw that he was only smiling at her, so she dared to open both eyes, and looked at him, and smiled stupidly.

Unexpectedly, before the smile was fully opened, he held her chin to his lips and kissed her hard and tightly.

Cheng Jiayi was so flustered that he forgot to close his eyes, one hand was held tightly by him, and he could only use the other hand against his strong chest in a vain attempt to push away a little distance.

Fortunately, Ye Qingyun's kiss stopped after a shallow taste, and he quickly let go of her and licked his lips unsatisfactorily.

Cheng Jiayi knelt on the floor in frustration, wiped his lips wet with his kiss with the back of his hand, and said angrily: "It's too dangerous to live here with you, although ...... Did you promise to be your girlfriend...... Can this kind of physical contact ...... You need my consent......"

Ye Qingyun: "I asked for your opinion just now...... I see you agreed to kiss ......"

Cheng Jiayi: "How can there be ......"

Thinking of his previous mood of closing his eyes and looking at death as if he were at home, it seemed that he had indeed acquiesced, so he had to shut up in embarrassment.

Ye Qingyun smiled softly and rubbed her head, stood up on the coffee table, and then stretched out his hand towards her.

His silhouette was dimly glowing with the warm yellow light overhead, like an invitation from a handsome prince.

Cheng Jiayi ignored him angrily, and sat there on his knees, but he didn't get up.

Ye Qingyun laughed: "What? ”

Cheng Jiayi: "It's awkward. ”

Ye Qingyun: "How can anyone make an awkward statement and say it?" ”

Cheng Jiayi: "Have an opinion? ”

Ye Qingyun: "Since you told me all about the awkwardness, shouldn't I tell me how to coax you?" ”

Cheng Jiayi: "I don't need to be coaxed by you, just let me fend for myself......"

Ye Qingyun squatted down again, leaned over and lowered her gaze to the level of her: "My girlfriend, how can I be willing to let her fend for herself?" ”

Unexpectedly, Cheng Jiayi heard this, paused for a while, and suddenly pounced, stretched out his arms around his waist, and buried his little face in his neck socket and rubbed it again and again.

The long hair rubbed against the skin of his neck as she moved, a crispy tickle to the touch.

He circled her pityingly, and while gently touching the back of her head, he asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”

Cheng Jiayi shook his head, didn't speak, and nestled softly in his arms.

The act of hugging is also wonderful, although it is intimate and has an infinitely warm atmosphere, but because you can't see each other's expressions, it is more conducive to hiding your thoughts and not knowing each other's true thoughts.

So, after a long time, Ye Qingyun couldn't help but hold her shoulders, pushed her away a little, looked directly into her eyes and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Cheng Jiayi's vision was already filled with tears, and there was a worrying red ring outside her eyes, but she still shook her head, biting her lower lip and shaking her head.

Ye Qingyun put her forehead against her forehead, and asked again in a more concerned tone: "What's wrong?" Tell me it's okay......"

Cheng Jiayi still shook his head, the skin on his forehead rubbed against his forehead, desperately trying to hold back and hide his thoughts, but it backfired, and the harder he tried, the more difficult it was to restrain himself.

The tears finally rolled down silently by surprise, Ye Qingyun helped her touch the tears with her fingers, and she herself wiped them indiscriminately with the back of her hand, choked, intermittently, sobbing and matching, and still said: "Yun...... If only I was really left to fend for myself...... You value me so much...... So concerned about me...... I'm not used to it...... I'm scared...... I'm afraid that I will be coaxed by you and get used to it, so I will rely on you, and I can't do without you...... You know...... I wasn't strong growing up...... It was too easy to rely on others from childhood to adulthood...... But I ...... I really want to be strong...... I'm trying very hard...... Learn many, many life skills so that you can't die wherever you go, and no one you leave...... I finally quit Shu Hang...... I can't...... Can't transfer everything to you again...... Actually, I was very happy watching the movie just now...... Because when I first watched it...... There are many places where I am afraid to block them with my hands, and I have to ask Shu Hang to help me explain...... But this time...... My mental endurance has become stronger, and I haven't been able to stand in the way...... I was able to read it without any problems...... I feel like I've improved a lot...... I think if I associate with you in such a state, maybe...... Maybe it'll be fine......"

Ye Qingyun listened to her incoherent words, and hugged her tightly in distress, so strong that Cheng Jiayi couldn't breathe.

But she didn't earn it, so she let him hold it, as if the pain of her bones could make her feel more at ease.

Ye Qingyun: "I don't know why you are pushing yourself so much, but I just want to spoil you, it is my honor to be able to make you dependent, you don't have to be afraid, and you don't have to resist...... It doesn't matter......"

Cheng Jiayi buried it in his neck and shook his head: "Can't...... If it's just good friends...... I can count on you...... Because there are no bondages between good friends...... But boyfriends and girlfriends are different...... With love comes jealousy and bondage, and if I rely on you too much, it will become a burden to you over time...... I can't ...... like that."

Ye Qingyun smiled bitterly: "Why are you treating me...... Always so rational? ”

Cheng Jiayi raised his head from his chest and looked at him suspiciously: "Always?" ”

Ye Qingyun helped her stand up, took a tissue to wipe her tears, and then pressed her on the sofa and sat down before saying slowly: "Maybe you don't remember...... But...... You've rejected my ...... before Before I'm ready to confess to you......"

Cheng Jiayi: "Huh? ”

Ye Qingyun: "At that time, didn't we always have communication? ”

Cheng Jiayi nodded: "Hmm." ”

Ye Qingyun: "Then do you remember once I told you that a girl took the initiative to confess to me?" ”

Cheng Jiayi: "It seems to be a bit impressive...... When you were a freshman in high school, right? ”

Ye Qingyun: "Hmm...... I don't feel anything about that girl, but she made me want to confess to you......"

Cheng Jiayi: "You haven't told me yet...... And what about later? ”

Ye Qingyun: "Later...... Before the letter I confessed had been sent, I received a letter from you rejecting me......"

Cheng Jiayi was puzzled: "You haven't confessed...... How could I refuse? ”

Ye Qingyun: "The letter you wrote was about your parents, they had a serious divorce at that time, you said that you were in the middle of the pain, and you also said some of your views on love...... And then...... You just say it sensibly...... Say I'm important to you, so you won't love me, because loving someone will inevitably hurt, and you don't want to hurt me......"

Cheng Jiayi: "......"

Ye Qingyun: "Huh? ”

Cheng Jiayi: "Did I have such a fleshy ...... before?"

Ye Qingyun smiled: "I still keep the letter, I don't believe it...... show you."

Cheng Jiayi was incredulous: "How many years, you still keep it?" ”

Ye Qingyun: "Keep it...... Do you want to see it? ”

Cheng Jiayi hesitated for a moment and shook his head: "Don't look at it...... Look forward! ”

Ye Qingyun smiled.

Cheng Jiayi: "However, you said it, I just remembered that I seem to be greatly influenced by my parents' marriage...... During that time, it seemed to be very painful, but later...... I'm with Shu Hang...... I can't remember the specifics...... Fortunately, my parents reconciled again......"

Ye Qingyun: "Hmm...... But...... You say, if I confessed to you at that time...... What will become of us? ”

Cheng Jiayi smiled: "This kind of indecisive question is suitable for me to ask, and it feels too awkward for you to ask......

Ye Qingyun also laughed: "Yes...... There's no what ifs anyway...... I didn't ask...... Are you feeling better? ”

Cheng Jiayi nodded: "Hmm!" All right! I'm sorry...... I don't know why...... I suddenly couldn't control it just now......"

Ye Qingyun rubbed her head gently: "I don't have to say I'm sorry!" And...... Even later...... You really hurt me...... Don't say I'm sorry...... It's all what I'm willing to do! ”

Cheng Jiayi happily hugged him again: "Got it!" Thank you! ”

Ye Qingyun: "That...... Rest early! Watch the second part tomorrow night! ”

Cheng Jiayi: "Okay! ”