590.Chapter 589: Mixed Feelings
"It's okay, it's me who doesn't do it." I smiled wryly and stroked Saori's hair.
I sat awkwardly for a while, "Then I'll go back first, and you can go to bed early." ā
"Okay." I wished Saori would keep me, but I didn't expect Saori to agree.
But today I can't ask for much.
I walked out of Saori's house alone.
It was only later that I realized how much damage I had done to Saori. Saori seemed to forgive me, but the scars in Saori's heart never healed.
I thought that time would dilute a qiÄ, I thought that with Saori's love for me, with my three-inch tongue, I would heal the scars on Saori.
It's just that I was wrong, and some things can never be smoothed.
Huping's summer is like a child who has not grown up, laughing and crying when he laughs, and pouts his face when he is unhappy. That weekend afternoon, the air was unusually hot and stuffy.
Saori and I went to dinner together.
After eating, the moment I left the restaurant, I froze there.
What caught my eye was the witch and Huang Zhenhai, the two of them came out of the elevator, and at that moment time seemed to stand still, me and the witch, just like that, you look at me, I look at you.
How far have they gotten now!? I was stunned.
Saori was beside me, and I knew I had to move immediately, but the look betrayed me.
Huang Zhenhai said hello to me.
The witch smiled at us.
Huang Zhenhai spoke respectfully to the witch, and the witch walked into the lobby with him.
I closed my eyes and let out a long breath in my mind, "Let's go, Saori." ā
"Okay."
Saori's face was calm, she couldn't see joy or worry, I didn't know what she was thinking.
There were only two people in the elevator, Saori and I, Saori didn't speak, and I didn't speak, and the atmosphere was a little depressing for a while, just like the air in Huping at the moment.
"Saori, why don't you speak?" I don't have anything to say.
"Say what?" Saori asked softly.
The atmosphere was awkward again.
"It looks like it's going to rain." I was embarrassed.
"Hmm." Saori stiffened, but didn't speak.
The two of them walked silently.
"Saori, what do you want to eat?" I was tempting.
"Everything." Saori's face was calm.
My heart sank, and a sense of foreboding hit me. She couldn't have been unaware of my reaction.
"Saori, what are you thinking?" I asked uneasily.
"It's nothing." Saori squeezed out a smile that I could tell was reluctant.
"It's so hot." I felt sweaty on my back.
"yes." Saori replied.
I'd rather she could say something, at least I know what she thinks, and I'll be able to handle it.
"Are you feeling unwell?" I'm not reconciled.
"Nope."
"Then why don't you talk much."
"Is there one?"
"Why don't we drink some herbal tea?" I mentioned yƬ.
"Okay."
The herbal tea came up, and Saori lowered her head and didn't say a word.
"Saori, why don't you speak?"
"Say what?"
I sighed, embarrassed for a long time.
"Lin Xi is getting more and more beautiful." Saori suddenly raised her head and said.
"Is there one?" I pretended to be confused.
Saori lowered her head and stirred the turtle jelly in the bowl.
Looking up, I saw that Saori was already in tears.
"Saori, what's wrong with you?" I was startled and quickly pulled out a tissue to wipe it for Saori.
Saori pushed my hand away, "It's nothing, the wind blew my eyes." ā
"Have you eaten yet?" Saori asked.
"Eat it." I stammered, not knowing what Saori was trying to say.
"Let's go, then."
"Where to go?" My heart is empty, at the moment I am in the light, Saori is in the dark, I don't know what she is going to do.
"Go home."
The two returned home in silence.
I went into the bathroom and kept slapping my face with cold water, hoping that the cold water would make me more sober. Looking up, I saw that my eyes were filled with helplessness and fear.
When I pushed the door open, I saw that Saori had already taken off her coat.
"Hey, chick, I'm so impatient." I laughed evilly.
Saori smiled, so forcefully.
My heart also darkened.
"You're thinking about her."
"It's not what you think." I was kind of devastated.
"Not what I thought?" Saori was fully dressed.
"Me."
Saori looked at me and didn't say a word.
"I didn't really do anything." I'm hard-mouthed.
Saori turned around and was about to walk out.
"Saori, what are you going to do?" I quickly grabbed her.
"Let go of me." Saori's voice was cold.
"What did I do wrong?" I asked, almost pleadingly.
"Let go of me."
I almost broke down, "Saori, I really didn't do anything wrong. ā
Saori had opened the door.
"Where are you going so late?" I got anxious and slammed Saori.
"Let it go!" Saori's voice is not high, but she has a power that cannot be questioned.
I subconsciously let go of my hand.
Saori had already turned around and walked away.
It was raining heavily outside, and I was stunned for a moment, and quickly picked up my umbrella and chased out.
"Saori, it's raining heavily outside, let's go back to our room and tell you something, okay?" I caught up with Saori and grabbed her arm.
"Let go of me." Saori flicked her arm.
"It's so dark, you go back alone, I don't worry, or I'll leave, will you stay?" Saori had walked in the rain and opened the umbrella I had covered past.
"Dirty!" Saori squeezed out a word.
Suddenly, I thundered like five thunderbolts, my hand shook, and the umbrella fell to the ground all of a sudden.
Saori's words are like a death sentence for me.
I stood there and watched Saori fade away.
It was raining heavily, and in a few moments, I was soaking wet. After a moment's hesitation, I picked up my umbrella and chased in the direction where Saori had gone.
Along the way, Saori didn't say a word, and she didn't want me to give her an umbrella to protect her from the wind and rain, and at this point, I knew that any explanation would be futile. I just want to get Saori home safely.
Saori slammed the door shut, inside the door was the Saori who really loved me, and outside the door, it was the one who was ready to change my mind and become a new person, and I was lost like a chicken in soup.
I know Saori can't forgive me anymore, I don't know if I should stay at Saori's door, or go home or go back to my office.
Even though it was summer, I was still soaking wet. I was in a state of confusion, but I was still conscious, and I knew that I had to change into dry clothes or I would catch a cold.
It's hard for Saori to forgive me, the so-called old hatred has not been removed, and new wounds have been added. With Saori's personality, the last time I was able to forgive me, I must have gone through an extremely difficult ideological struggle. What's more, Saori seems to have forgiven me, but the scar in her heart has never healed.
All night, my eyes were wide open, I didn't know how to get Saori back, and if Saori made a fuss, I knew how to deal with it, but now Saori didn't say a word.
Grief is greater than death, and from what I know of Saori, she must be extremely disappointed.
In the morning, I tried to call Saori but she didn't answer, and I sighed and didn't know what to do.
For the next few days, Saori didn't contact me, I didn't dare to call, and I didn't go to Saori's home or company to look for her; But these days have been extremely painful for me, even more painful than the last one; Last time, I wasn't sure if Saori would forgive me, but at least I'm still doing something to save the relationship, but now I don't know what I'm going to do.
I originally wanted to make a call and ask the witch what she was doing with Huang Zhenhai, but then I thought about it, so what, whether it was a revival of the old love or a scolding of her, besides, what qualifications do I have to scold her.
Just when I was like an ant in a hot pot, things suddenly took a turn for the better.
Saori called me out of the blue.
The moment the phone rang, I was a little trembling because I didn't know if this call was a blessing or a curse for me, and I didn't know if Saori's call was a death sentence for me or a sue for me to forgive me.
I closed my eyes and connected the phone, and at that moment I was a little afraid to breathe.
"Husband, where are you?" Saori asked sweetly.