Chapter 448: Afraid of His Past

Bai Bai Lin walked back to the sofa in the living room with her in his arms, and then took out his mobile phone and turned on the flashlight.

"Sir, I'll go find two candles."

The maid was busy.

"No, you can go back first."

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Oh. ”

The maid didn't ask much, and took advantage of the relatively clear moonlight outside the house to get off work.

In the living room, Ji Lian sat there, and during the day Lin got up and walked to the electric switch, wanting to pull on the emergency switch, but found that the stored backup power supply was gone, and the house had been unoccupied for too long.

She also turned on the mobile phone light, and through the faint light, she saw Bai Bailin's figure, and her heart was "fluttering", as if something was about to pop out of the subconscious layer of her brain.

His reassuring words and thick palms all showed his concern for her.

He...... It's really good for yourself.

No matter how sluggish Ji Lian is, he can slightly realize that such a good thing is not normal.

Bai Bailin walked back and sat down beside her again, "What are you thinking?" ”

"Huh?"

Ji Lian sat upright, clasped her hands in front of her, and quietly looked at the shining mobile phone on the coffee table, "...... It's nothing. ”

Bai Bailin leaned back slightly and leaned on the back of the sofa, "There are few power outages here, don't worry, I'll be back in a while." When the time comes, the home reserve power supply is fully charged, and even if the power is cut off later, you can also use the emergency power supply. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Kindness. ”

Ji Lian's hands were still clasped together, her fingers rubbing against each other, and it could be seen that she was unsettled.

Bai Bai Lin didn't know if Ji Lian was panicked about the darkness, but he did remember that Bai Yishen was not so afraid of the dark, she had been locked in a dark room by the young masters of the Lu family for three days, and after coming out, except for her haggard face, she didn't have much panic.

It was then that Bai Bailin had a slight dislike for the dirty little cripple.

"Mr. Lu......"

"Huh?"

"Tomorrow I want to meet my fiancΓ©."

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"He seems to be a little angry, so he ......"

Bai Bai Lin pursed his lips and didn't respond immediately, Ji Lian thought that Bai Bai Lin didn't agree, bit his lip, and said busily, "Just for a while at noon, I won't tell him that I live here, just tell him about my current situation and let him not worry so much." He is a better talker than my brother, and if he understands me, he will also help me say a few good words in front of my brother, so ...... I don't feel so much guilt in my heart. ”

She lowered her eyes.

"I just want to teach you jewelry design, not to ban you, you're a twenty-six-year-old adult who does things in a measured way. If you want to see your fiancΓ©, of course you can. ”

Ji Lian's eyes lit up, she looked at Bai Bailin, and the smile on her face immediately opened, "Really? ”

"Of course."

Ji Lian let out a long breath, as if she had a matter on her mind.

"Actually...... I'm not so scared, Mr. Lu, or else...... Shall you go back first? ”

"I'll leave when the electricity comes."

Mr. Lu...... Your wife should be back, right? Doesn't it matter if you stay here all the time? ”

"My house lives opposite, there is an emergency power supply at home, you live here alone compared to her, you need me more, don't you?"

"Huh? This...... Can't be compared, right? ”

Ji Lian faintly felt that the taste in her words was wrong.

Bai Bai Lin chuckled, "I brought you here, I will be responsible for you, if you are not used to me here, you can go upstairs and go back to your room to sleep, and when the electricity is restored, I will naturally leave." ”

"I, I didn't mean that, don't get me wrong!"

Bai Bailin just pursed the corners of her mouth and didn't speak again, Ji Lian bit her lip and took a deep breath, she sat on the sofa on her knees, her hands around her knees, and her chin resting on the back of her hands......

"Mr. Lu......"

"Huh?"

"Actually, I'm scared."

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"I don't mean I'm afraid of the dark." Ji Lian muttered, "I'm afraid of the past......"

"How?"

"Mr. Lu, I have always hidden these words in my heart, and no one has ever said them...... I can't do anything now anyway, so I'm going to spit on you like a dumpster...... You don't mind, do you? ”

Ji Lian's phone screen dimmed, and she didn't open it again.

"It's fine."

"I know my past is certainly not as simple as my brother said......"

During the day, Lin's heart tightened, "Do you remember something once in a while?" ”

Ji Lian shook her head, "No." My conclusions were all based on my brother's reaction and attitude towards what I was doing. Although he allowed me to touch the jewelry design, he didn't like it, his attitude was very indifferent, and he was very resistant to Jiang Cheng...... But this is obviously where my parents were born and raised, and it is also where my brother and I were born......"

"Why do you say you're afraid of your past?"

"My brother is very protective of me, and I think he is too protective...... This protection seems to come from a kind of fear...... So I thought, I must have been an unlikable person before, and even if I didn't get this way, I must have been a troublemaker, or ...... He has a very bad temper and is a very bad person. ”

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During the day, Lin's eyes were calm, and his eyes that were used to the darkness could clearly see the loneliness and helplessness in Ji Lian's eyes.

He is not a person who can understand the feelings of others, unless they come from the depths of whiteness.

So...... His heart was clenched by her expression at the moment.

Troublemaker...... It's a good guess, she's really capable of causing trouble, but ...... Bad temper? Not likeable? Particularly bad people?

Fool......

You're not.

"One of the words my brother said to me the most was...... Shrewd. You can imagine how bad I was before. I still have a lot of scars on my body, and I know it's not all from the car accident, and if I was a very well-behaved sister, he wouldn't be so scared......"

Idiot, Ji Xiu is not afraid of these, what he is afraid of is the man next to you, what he is afraid of is me.

"You think too much, my sister was injured in a car accident, and if I change any of my brothers, I will have palpitations, so I will be doubly protected."

Bai Bai Lin said things that did not conform to his temperament at all.

These words really didn't help Ji Lian at all, she shook her head, "That's not all...... In addition to Dr. Jason, who treated my leg, there was also a doctor named Howard who would visit me often. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Howard? ”

Bai Bai Lin felt that this name was very familiar, and he always felt that he had heard it somewhere.

"Well...... My brother said he was the doctor in charge of my car accident, but I didn't see him once when I was in the hospital, and not only that...... Every time he came over, he just did some symbolic routine physical check-ups, and the rest of the time was more than that chatting with me......"

"Chat?"

Ji Lian smiled, and she replied lightly, "Well, let's chat...... My brother thought I hadn't found out, but I knew he was a psychiatrist. ”