Chapter 144: Choice
At this moment, Kong Ming suddenly hated Cao Zhi to death. How he wants to yell, I don't need you to save me. But behind him are the Zheng Zheng men he brought from Jingzhou, and he has to endure this breath for them.
Song Yin nestled in Cao Zhi's arms, her eyes closed, as if she was asleep. But no one knows that she is suffering every minute and every second now. She still didn't know herself well enough, and she never thought that she would be happy when her senior brother said affectionate words to Cao Zhi. Seeing his expression, she thought of herself on the night of the wedding, how desolate she was, and every moment was torment.
Kong Ming followed behind Cao Zhi, he couldn't see Song Yin's expression clearly, he couldn't describe his current emotions, he just followed them stupidly like that. Wang Jun took his men to hide in the shadows and did not disturb the three of them. Mr. Zhuge must have suffered a big blow today, but he couldn't intervene. It was all too confusing for him to figure out. Mr. Song is still the same Mr. Song, but he feels different.
"A-Yin......" Kong Ming called out unwillingly, he didn't want to get anything, nor did he want anything to explain. The two of them have developed to the point where they are today, and it is impossible to evaluate who is right and who is wrong. But his heart was still worried about her, and the past between them was inseparable. In addition to love, they also have family affection.
Song Yin opened her eyes, and her eyes were clear. She understands that she must always face what should be faced. "Zijian, you let me down, I have something to say to my senior brother."
Cao Zhi didn't want to let it go in his heart, but he couldn't refuse. He knew that he should believe in Ayin, but Zhuge Kongming was like a thorn in his heart. He was afraid that Ayin would regret it. He was afraid that everything before him was just a dream. "I'll wait for you!" All the worries could only be turned into this sentence, Cao Zhi gently put Song Yin on the ground and stepped aside.
Song Yin didn't run away this time, her eyes looked directly at Kong Ming. They hadn't seen each other for a long time, and Song Yin thought that time would make her forget this person's face, but he was like engraved in the bone marrow, and she couldn't forget it at all. "Senior brother, I can't go back!"
This sentence was like knocking on Kong Ming's heart, buzzing directly. "Ayin, in fact, we can bear it together. I'll make up for everything. All I ask you is not to leave my life like this. ”
"Make up for what? Make up a wedding? Make up for the children we lost? Senior brother, do you really think we will go back? Song Yin smiled miserably, "I also want to forget, I also want to forgive." But I'm not the same person I used to be. I can't love you. There's not even a way to love anyone. ”
Kong Ming asked without giving up. "What about Cao Zhi?"
"There's no way I can refuse him, he's done so much for me, I should give him an account. It's not an illusion. Sincerely, there's only so much I can give. You're not like him, we're as clean as a blank sheet of paper, and I can't face what happened. As soon as I see you, I will remember how desperate we were that night. Senior brother, let it go! It's good for you and good for me. Song Yin wanted to say far more than that, she clearly found that she was blaming him in her heart, and the words forgive were too heavy, and she didn't dare to think about it.
"I see!" Kong Ming had never been as embarrassed as he was today, and he didn't even know what he was talking about. But he understood that now he had nothing to gain. He turned around in a panic and fled, the first time he was afraid, the first time he didn't want to face it. He calculated everything, but he missed the destiny of heaven. God played a big joke on him, and he didn't even have a chance to refuse.
Song Yin has always felt that her senior brother is the most perfect person. She loved him with her best feelings, but she couldn't lie to herself, and she couldn't take the time to start over. The senior brother in my impression has always been calm and relaxed, and the clouds are light and light, as if there is no way to compete with her in anything. She also loved him miserably, but why did she become like this.
Cao Zhi stood quietly in the distance, not daring to step forward, perhaps he didn't dare to face Ah Yin's feelings for Zhuge Kongming, or maybe he didn't want to see the facts. He only knew that Ayin would be by his side in the future, and it would be all worth it. Wang Jun didn't know when he appeared behind Cao Zhi, and said coldly, "You can get what you want, but you are not afraid of being empty in the end, nothing!" ”
"You see that, too?" Cao Zhi didn't wonder at Wang Jun's appearance, but muttered alone, "How could the two of them be so smart, how could they not see my little trick." But they have a knot, and being together will only hurt each other. I am selfish and want to encircle Ah Yin by my side, but who can completely sacrifice himself for others. I gave so much, just to ask for her company, and that's enough! ”
When Cao Zhi took out the poison from the bottom of his heart, Cao Zhi let out a smile from the bottom of his heart. He was afraid that he hadn't done enough, but with this poison, everything was enough. He deliberately told the truth in front of Ah Yin, he deliberately told Ah Yin in front of Zhuge Kongming, and he deliberately forced Ah Yin to make a choice. He won, but he didn't win the feelings, he won the knot between the two of them.
Wang Jun was confused, Mr. Song and Mr. Zhuge were together, it was a match made in heaven, what kind of heart knot could separate them. He always thought that it was Cao Zhi's dead skin pestering Mr. Song that caused a misunderstanding between them. But what he saw today's situation was too different from what he thought. It's just that no matter how much he thinks, what can he do as an outsider.
After a long time, everyone left, leaving only Song Yin and Cao Zhi. Song Yin suddenly lost her strength and collapsed to the ground. I couldn't stop the tears from overflowing, I knew the end, but I still couldn't resist the sadness in my heart. Cao Zhi rushed over the moment Song Yin fell, and as soon as he wanted to help her, he saw tears in the corners of her eyes, and his hand stopped in the air, not knowing what to do.
Love words hurt people, and they always know the ending, but they can't help but moths to the fire. Cao Zhi stood aside, quietly waiting for Song Yin, he knew that she needed to vent, and he knew that he couldn't disturb her now. Everything is willing, and there is no last resort.
Song Yin felt Cao Zhi standing aside, but she couldn't stop her tears. Emotional events are always so unfair, she can't control her heart, he can't control his heart. Today's all, I can't help my own reason. The pain they endured was an undeniable growth. Song Yin doubted for the first time that she was blessed to come to this time and space that did not belong to her? Is it woe? (To be continued.) )