Chapter 30 Mid-Autumn Tea Banquet 4

In the Molan Garden.

Shen Zhongqing knelt alone in front of the portrait of his father-in-law, and silently told his father-in-law about the contradictions and entanglements in his heart: Father-in-law, do you know? The moment I saw Qing'er for the first time, I was destined to have her part of my obsession in this life. In the empty Chang'an City, she was the only one standing alone under the pavilion, listening to me stroke the piano stupidly, her warm eyes, at that moment, I felt that my lonely heart really came to life. I could see that she understood me, understood my piano, and understood my heart. Father-in-law, I want to give her a piece of my infatuation, and wander the world with her for the rest of my life, playing lovesickness together. However, if I do this, I know that I will not be able to escape the self-condemnation of pain after all, and I will only live in the endless abyss of pain for the rest of my life, which will only harm my youth. I can't live up to Uncle Xue Shan's last entrustment, I can't let him feel at ease, my heart is burdened with condemnation and responsibility, I can't abandon Xue Yun, I can't, I promised Uncle Xue Shan, I will do it! Father-in-law, what should I do? What to do? Do you know the stepfather? That day, I brought Qing'er to tell you that the child had found a home for her feelings, and found a woman who wanted to grow old with her, but when the child had more and more thoughts, self-blame and condemnation accompanied me like a shadow...... Father, where do I go from here?

"Brother Shen, where are you? ……”

Qing'er's voice came from the courtyard.

The voice interrupted Shen Zhongqing's thoughts, slowly got up, gently pushed the door open, and saw Qing'er smiling at him, that smile was as gentle and bright as the spring in March.

Qing'er saw Shen Zhongqing coming out of the room, her handsome and soft face, warm eyes, and a faint hint of gloom. As soon as she saw Shen Zhongqing, Qing'er was full of joy.

"Brother Shen, are you here to accompany your father-in-law?"

"I am afraid that my father-in-law will be alone, so I will occasionally come to see him and talk to him; Occasionally, I would come to play the piano with him. Shen Zhongqing said gently, and as he spoke, he slowly walked in the direction of the stone table in the middle of the courtyard, and Qing'er followed behind him.

The two men sat down on a stone bench.

Qing'er looked at Shen Zhongqing warmly, full of shyness.

"How are the preparations for the Mid-Autumn Festival tea banquet in King Shu's Mansion tomorrow night? Is there anything that hasn't been arranged? Be sure to think about it and make arrangements in advance. Shen Zhongqing looked at Yun'er and said softly.

"The main thing is that Liuniang is taking care of it, it should be prepared properly, after all, Liuniang is experienced, and it is easy to arrange, besides, give me a newcomer to do it, she is not at ease, right?" Looking at Shen Zhongqing's warm gaze, Qing'er's heart was filled with shyness.

"At the tea banquet on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, remember not to be careless in everything, be careful in everything, and in other aspects, if there is really anything, I will also protect you."

Qing'er smiled, her face was full of shyness, but more of a feeling of warmth, she liked to look at him, listen to him, and felt that every moment with him was inexplicably intoxicating.

"Yes, Brother Shen."

Shen Zhongqing silently looked at Qing'er's bright eyes and soft and bright face, and he didn't know whether it was admiration, he wanted to look at her stupidly, or he wanted to silently remember this moment and remember the beauty of this moment.

Seeing that Shen Zhongqing had been looking at herself silently, Qing'er's face turned crimson.

"Qing'er, do you want a home?"

Shen Zhongqing's sudden words, Qing'er was stunned, and it took a long time to react.

Shen Zhongqing looked at Qing'er silently, his eyes full of warmth and a little melancholy.

"Think...... I want to ......," Qing'er said shyly, stammering. Shen Zhongqing's question went to Qing'er's heart, isn't this what he has been thinking all along.

Shen Zhongqing said, "Then what kind of home do you want?" ”

Qing'er said affectionately, "I wish to have one heart, and the white head will not be separated." Live your life simply. ”

Shen Zhongqing's bright eyes were even more melancholy at this time, what Qing'er wanted was just so simple, she just wanted to live a simple life with a single-minded person, but it was so simple, she couldn't give it to herself.

Qing'er said, "Brother Shen, what about you?" What kind of person do you want to meet? ”

Shen Zhongqing sat there silently, replacing his words with silence, what is the use of his thoughts, in the end, he will only live up to the true feelings of the Qing'er girl, at this time, Shen Zhongqing feels so powerless.

Qing'er saw that Shen Zhongqing didn't reply, just sat there silently, her eyes were even more melancholy, and she felt very puzzled. Qing'er thought to herself: Brother Shen, do you have something unspeakable, right? There must be something that has been bothering you, pain, isn't it? Why do you never say it, do you not say it? Why do you always suffer like this? Sue sΓΉ Qing'er, Qing'er is willing to share your worries.

"Brother Shen, what's making you sad, isn't it?" Qing'er asked softly, her voice was very soft, for fear of stabbing Shen Zhongqing.

Shen Zhongqing looked at Qing'er silently, there were some things that could not be said.

Qing'er said, "Brother Shen, no matter what it is, Qing'er will accompany you and always be by your side, you have to sue SΓΉ Qing'er, okay?" Qing'er gently held Shen Zhongqing's arm, looked at him with affection, and felt his sadness, "Qing'er, I don't want you to carry all the sorrows in your heart, and bear it silently, when Qing'er was helpless, when she was bullied by Li Mao, Brother Shen stayed by Qing'er's side and helped Qing'er, Qing'er wanted to treat Brother Shen like Brother Shen treated Qing'er, okay?" ”

Shen Zhongqing looked at Qing'er in front of him, his eyes were full of warmth, and his hand gently stroked Qing'er's face, "Qing'er, you are so good, how can you bear the pain that shouldn't belong to you?" You deserve to be happy. ”

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