Chapter 111: Exhaustion

When the two of them withdrew from the room, Cai Hua asked in a low voice, "Sister Little Cicada, do you say that Lao Fujin is really willing to punish Fujin?" ”

"I'm afraid it's too late to hate it now, how can I be reluctant?"

"But it's changing too fast." Pick up the strange way. "Lao Fujin used to care for her very much, because she had a child, and reprimanded the prince, why is she so ...... now"

"This is self-inflicted iniquity, and you cannot live." The little cicada snorted coldly. "Do you know what Lao Fujin hates the most in his life? It is a trick for concubines to compete for favor. Seeing that Cai Hua seemed to understand whether she understood or not, she continued, "It is said that the old prince was romantic, which made her old man disheartened, and then she devoted herself to Buddha. Xiao Cicada looked around and made sure that there was no one, so he lowered his voice and said, "I heard the old man in the house say that when Lao Fujin was pregnant with the prince, there were also a few restless concubines who hooked up with the old prince, and he was so angry that Lao Fujin gave birth to the prince before he was full-term, and he hated those foxes more and more in his heart." Now if our lord has been lukewarm to that person," she said coldly, "If you are always so spoiled, even if we don't do anything here, I'm afraid that her life will not be stable." ”

"So," Cai Hua thought for a moment, "it's time to be more and more proud of the side Fujin, isn't it?" ”

The cicada smiled approvingly, "That's it." ”

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At this time, the most proud person was kneeling in the Buddha hall, and the seat had already been deserted, leaving only Cai Qi standing silently on the sideβ€”seeing that the last stick of incense was almost finished.

"Master." Cai Qi stepped forward to help. "Can you still go?"

"Hmm." Xiyan gritted her teeth and stood up. "Let's go back."

Cai Qi helped Xi Yan limp out of the Buddhist hall, "Do you want to call the imperial doctor to come and see?" Cai Qi asked worriedly, "It's so cold, and I've been kneeling for a long time, don't frostbite your legs." ”

Xiyan shook her head, "It doesn't matter, just rest." ”

The master and servant walked and stopped, and Xiyan only felt that his knees were numb and painful, and he didn't even feel his legs.

"Master......" stopped talking about chess.

Xi Yan grabbed her hand and smiled reluctantly, "This is ...... I don't want anyone else to know. Spring snow and summer frost are not good. ”

"The slave understands." Cai Qi sighed lightly.

"Am I too useless?" Yuyan smiled self-deprecatingly. "Nothing can be done well. It's just annoying. ”

Cai Qi pondered for a moment. "It's because the prince doesn't know your difficulties, it's too difficult for you."

Xiyan took a deep breath and didn't speak.

"Master...... In the prince's heart, there is you. Cai Qi persuaded softly.

"Really?" She looked blankly into the distance and smiled softly, "Maybe." "After all, it is Israel to serve people......

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Li Xuan didn't come back until he was in charge of the lamp, on the one hand, he felt relieved, and on the other hand, he was afraid that Xiyan would be angry, so he sat in Ning Ruo's soul for a while, and then sent the gods to the Chenxi Pavilion.

Xi Yan held a sachet in her hand and curled up on the couch in front of the window, it was already dark, she still couldn't take her eyes off it, and she didn't know what she wanted to see.

Xia Shuang saw him coming, saluted, and Nunu said, "I've been sitting for a long time." ”

He walked up to her and sat down, tentatively reaching out to wrap his arms around her.

She turned her head and looked at him in a daze, "Back?" She smiled at him.

"What are you looking at?"

"When I was young, there was a big plum blossom forest at home," she said softly, "in winter, the flowers bloom just right, and every day when you open the window, you seem to be able to smell the fragrance of plum blossoms," she said with a quiet smile on her face, "E-niang likes plum blossoms, and Ama and my brother went around collecting different varieties to raise in the garden. ”

"If you like it, let's plant it too."

Xiyan smiled and shook her head, leaning on him, "I don't really remember Eniang's appearance, I only vaguely think that she is a very gentle and beautiful person." She also has skillful hands and can do anything...... I will also use plum blossoms to make wine, everyone said it was delicious, and my brother once joked that he wanted to make more wine for me to use as a dowry in the future......" she smiled bitterly. Now that she has grown up and married, not to mention the fine wine brewed by Eniang, even a decent dowry can be afforded by others.

"You say, my mother is so good and capable, why did she give birth to a worthless daughter like me?"

"How are you good for nothing?" He said softly. "You're fine, you must be like your mother."

"I know you're coaxing me," she smiled faintly. "But I'm ...... Still very happy. ”

"Xiyan, what's wrong with you today?" He felt a little frightened in his heart, and pulled her over to take a closer look.

"I don't know why," she said, smiling apologetically at him, "I was confused for a moment, and then I suddenly remembered something from the past. ”

His inquiring gaze swept across her face, but he didn't notice anything unusual.

Xiyan lowered her eyes, and then remembered what she had in hand.

"By the way, I made your last sachet, I made it." She picked it up. "Or?"

"Absolutely." He said in his heart that it was probably because he did something bad last night, and his heart was so weak that he felt that something was wrong with her. It is true that people cannot do bad things. Thinking of this, he was relieved, and stood up with a smile, "Help me tie it." ”

Xiyan raised his hand and was about to tie it around his waist, when he suddenly saw that a delicately made royal blue sachet had been tied on it, and the silk used was also of the best quality, which matched his clothes today. Look at this in his hand - the workmanship is crude and simple, and it is completely incompatible with his brocade clothes.

She couldn't help but pull out a wry smile - it was really a true portrayal of the three of them.

"What's wrong?" Seeing that she hadn't moved for a long time, Li Xuan couldn't help but ask.

"No, it's nothing," she came to her senses and stood up calmly, "the color of this sachet doesn't match your clothes, so let's not tie it today." The sachet in his hand clenched unconsciously.

"Okay," Li Xuan took it, "I'll take this first." ”

Xiyan's hands were empty, and he was stunned, when he was suddenly hugged tightly, and his muffled voice came from above his head.

"Not mad at me anymore?"

Xiyan was silent for a long time.

"Later...... Don't do that. ”

"Yes," he assured contentedly. "Not anymore. Yesterday's ...... It's me who is bad. ”

Li Xuan ...... "She reached out and hugged him tightly." Can you be nicer to me? I'm scared of ......."

"Afraid of what?" He asked in her ear, puzzled.

"I'm afraid of pain, I'm afraid of suffering, I'm afraid of being tired." She said as vaguely as she could, as relaxed as she could.

Li Xuan's body stiffened, and he whispered in embarrassment, "I made you suffer last night." ”

She hugged him tighter.

The heart is very tired, very painful, very bitter...... (To be continued.) )