Chapter 553: Confession
With the help of two waiters, Park Junhyung laboriously helped Lee Yun-hee into the car, and then kicked the accelerator and left. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
The bizarre night scene could not arouse his slightest interest, and he drove the car intently, observing Li Yunxi with his eyes closed through the rearview mirror from time to time.
Several times he wanted to say something, but when it came to his lips, he stopped. After a long time, he finally sighed and said:
"Why are you in trouble?"
As soon as the words fell, Li Yunxi opened his eyes, his eyes were clear and calm, and he was not drunk at all.
"Zheng Chengxian, he doesn't like you, why do you want to practice yourself like this?"
Park Junhyung added.
They have known each other since they were six or seven years old, and Park Junhyung certainly knows how much she drinks. And as a celebrity, it is indispensable to have a drinking party, how can it be that you get drunk with just a bottle of soju?
The reason why Li Yunxi did this was nothing more than to vent the anguish in his heart through alcohol.
Although he has always had plans for Li Yunxi, at least at this moment, he is truly out of the position of a friend, and he feels unworthy and sympathetic for Li Yunxi.
"You don't have to worry about my business!"
Li Yunxi said lightly, and didn't look at him.
Park Junhyung sighed.
"Yunxi, I know that I have done a lot of wrong things in the past, and they are all things that make me blush when I think about them now. I never expected you to forgive, but at least for now, as a friend I really care about you. No matter how much you hate me, but our friendship for so many years is here, I really don't want to see you like now. ”
These few words, Park Junhyung said sincerely.
"Where did the proud, confident, calm and elegant Yunxi go? Why did you make yourself look like this for the sake of a Jung Sung-hyun? ”
His interrogation aroused the grievances in Li Yunxi's heart, and he closed his eyes tiredly, and crystal tears overflowed the corners of his eyes, slowly sliding down his delicate and smooth face.
Park Junhyung saw everything in the rearview mirror, and he couldn't bear it, and at the same time, there was an inexplicable evil fire brewing in his heart, forcing him to say something.
"I know I don't have a position to say that, but I'm going to say it anyway. Jung Sung-hyun, what's so good about him? He doesn't deserve you! There is no man in the world who deserves your tears for him. ”
"I don't think it's convincing to say, after all, I've done such a bastard thing. But there's one thing he's not as good as mine! ”
Hearing this, Li Yunxi couldn't help but move his gaze to him.
"You have been perfect in my heart since I was a child, and it is worth all men to pursue." Park Junhyung gritted his teeth and said this sentence so that his voice sounded a little tragic.
"Remember the dance school you used to go to when you were a kid?" Park Joon-hyung fell into some kind of memory, and his words showed a rare sincerity:
"At that time, my favorite thing to do with Jishi and Brother Cheng Jun was to lie on the window of the dance studio and peek at you dancing.
I still remember one evening to this day.
The setting sun shines on your face through the window, the red puff puff is puffy and puffy, reflecting the light of a strawberry milkshake. Your spinning body drives the ponytail and throws out beads of sweat. It's shiny, it's beautiful. Brother Cheng Jun and I were lying on the window, stunned. ”
Lee Yun-hee couldn't help but make up the beautiful picture, and felt the longing and admiration in Park Junhyung's words, she was a little uncomfortable, and she looked out the window lightly.
"Since then, I have felt that there is no man in this world who can be worthy of you, Brother Cheng Jun is not good, and I am even more bad!"
Park Junhyung said with a hint of frustration.
"But I wish I could see more of it, so I try to get close to you. But at that time, because of my illegitimate status, it was very difficult to achieve this goal.
By the time my father finally confessed to the public, the distance between the two of us was out of reach. You become a white swan soaring in the blue sky, and I am a toad lying in the mud. I can only wait for you to occasionally fly through the sky, secretly raise your head and look greedily a few times. ”
A trace of unbearability flashed in Li Yunxi's eyes, but she pursed her lips and didn't say anything.
"This made me feel very disappointed, and I felt that I would never have a chance to get close to the white swan in my life. As a result, I gave up on myself the idea of self-abandonment, and simply accepted my fate, and honestly lay in my muddy pond, waiting for the swans to fly by occasionally. ”
The endless grief was completely transmitted to Li Yunxi through these words, and she couldn't breathe, and said with difficulty:
"Junhyung Oba, don't say any more."
"Nope! I'm going to say. ”
Park Junhyung emotionally slammed on the brakes, the tires screamed, and the car stopped on the busy street. He turned around and faced Li Yunxi with unprecedented sincerity, his narrow eyes were frighteningly bright.
"If I don't say it today, I probably won't have the courage to say it again in my life. Just like you just did, you just think I've drunk too much today, talking nonsense. Because if something is not spoken, I will suffocate.
Actually, I didn't drink much that time, I was sober. It's just that at that moment, those good emotions that I thought I had suppressed came up in an instant, and I couldn't control myself! I know that if I don't do anything about it, I'll lose you forever. So... ”
Speaking of this, Lee Yun-hee's cold eyes made Park Junhyung sigh, and he couldn't say the following words in such a look. Twisting his body and falling heavily into the seat, he said with self-reproach and remorse:
"After that, I regretted it so much that I wanted to kill myself. But what's the use of regretting it? The big mistake has been made! Your hateful words and avoidance make me feel hopeless. I know I've lost my chance to be close to you forever. Now I just want to say to you in person - I'm sorry! Oba has let you down, sorry! ”
After speaking, Park Junhyung seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and collapsed in the driver's seat like a boneless, muttering with a pale face.
His loss and remorse infected Li Yunxi and made him think of himself. There was a feeling of sympathy in my heart, so I couldn't bear to whisper:
"Don't mention the past."
After speaking, he turned his head to look out the window and said nothing.
For a period of time after that, neither of them spoke, and each looked out the window thinking about his thoughts, as if the car was empty. Only behind him, honking cars whizzed by.
After a long time, Park Junhyung cheered up, took a deep breath, and said with a smile:
"You're right, I won't talk about the past, now I just want you to be happy. After all, you are the goddess I have recognized as a child, and the greatest artists cannot paint your perfection. You deserve to be pampered and pampered, and you shouldn't be so self-pitying. ”
These words are a little numb, but Park Junhyung said them so sincerely, so that Lee Yunxi couldn't feel bad.
"Zheng Chengxian, he is blind and does not know how to appreciate. It's a shame that he is still a great writer, but he lacks vision so much, it's stupid enough! But in this world, there are still many excellent men, and there is no need to hang himself on this tree. ”
After saying it with anger and reluctance, Park Junhyung set the car on fire and stepped on the accelerator and continued to drive forward.
Lee Yun-hee had mixed feelings, but he really didn't expect that behind Park Junhyung's filthiness, there was such a sad reason. The previous resentment against him was finally completely let go at this moment.
looked at the street scene outside in a daze, stopped for a while, and then said abruptly:
"Thank you!" (To be continued.) )