Li Xuan looked at Xiyan thoughtfully. She saw him reading, and enthusiastically came over and said that she wanted to fan him, and after a few slaps, she leaned back in her chair and fell asleep. Is it because I can't sleep well these days that I'm always so tired?

He shook her slightly. "Little lazy worm, don't sleep, let's talk for a while." He laughed.

"Hmm......" Xiyan rubbed her eyes sleepily and asked with a strong spirit, "Isn't the prince going to Fujin House tonight?" ”

"I'm not going." He lowered his eyes and said lightly. Whenever she calmly talked to him about Ning Ruo, he felt very uncomfortable. When, among them, he became the one who minded?

"Ning Ruo's health is not good for a while, and she thinks I'm annoying her by my side."

"Oh......" she nodded in confusion and sat up straight. So what do you want to talk about? ”

"You had a nightmare last night, remember?" He quietly watched her expression.

"Hmm......" Xiyan's face darkened, and the person instantly sobered up. When she heard Chunxue and Xiashuang mention it today, she thought that he might ask her. I don't know what's going on lately, and I often dream about the past five years ago.

"Did you make a noise?" She looked at his face carefully and asked softly.

"Xiyan," he suddenly took her hand and said solemnly, "what happened back then...... We all believe that you are unintentional. Besides, although Ning Ruo was frightened, after all...... After all, it didn't ......," he didn't know how to continue. Ning Ruo is his wife, her reputation is naturally his, and he can't say those words. "Don't always take this to heart, and don't blame yourself. Water under the bridge. ”

"You really believe me...... Don't blame me anymore? As if in disbelief, she asked cautiously, widening her eyes.

"Of course I believe you." Li Xuan sighed. "We grew up together, don't I know what kind of temperament you have? Although he is a little naughty, his heart is good. How could such a thing be done? ”

"But...... But you ...... her tears fell instantly. She still clearly remembers Li Xuan's reaction at that time, so angry, so ...... Unfeeling. The words he said made her sad for many years, and until now, every time she thinks about it, her heart hurts so much that she can't help herself.

"I just," he just hated her, and when he tried so hard to be with her, she completely distanced herself from him for something stupid. Even just a few months ago, when he reunited with her again, he still couldn't help but resent her when he thought that there was no longer any possibility between the two of them because of her...... But now that time has passed, she has rejoined him in another capacity, and he naturally fades his view of what happened in the past. "I'm just angry that you don't know how important it is, and when you're naughty, you don't care about anything."

"I ...... I just wanted to scare Sister Ning Ruo at that time," hearing him say this, Xiyan burst into tears, "Moreover, those spiders are ...... It's dead...... It doesn't hurt, I don't know why...... Why Sister Ning Ruo...... In the room...... I don't know why it became like that......"

"When I went later, there were indeed a few spiders on the ground." Li Xuan nodded, "Presumably it was that beast who saw Ning Ruo and had bad intentions......"

"I killed Sister Ning Ruo and Fluttershy......"

"Fluttershy, she's ......," Li Xuan sighed slightly, "It's also Amma's anger at the time that will punish her so heavily." I can't complain about you...... "Who doesn't know that the person Amma really wants to punish is Xiyan?" Fluttershy is just a substitute.

"No, it's all my fault, it's all my idea...... It's all my fault, I'm sorry Sister Ning Ruo...... dragged others down again...... I'm so bad......" Xiyan cried and shook her head. "I know you're mad at me too...... I thought at the time...... You can never ...... again Never forgive me again......"

"Although I am angry, I am angry about your willful behavior, and I never thought that you were trying to harm Ning Ruo." Li Xuan said slowly. "I don't remember what I said or did at the time, and you forgot about them, okay?" The big palm gently wiped the tears from her face.

"Hmm." She held back tears and nodded. "Thank you, lord...... Thank you for being so magnanimous...... I ...... "This thing has been pressing on her heart for five years, like a stone, and she can't get through it." I can't imagine that someone is finally willing to listen to her and believe in her today, and he is the one she cares about the most!

Li Xuan took Xiyan into his arms, "Last time I was sick, the imperial doctor said that you were too heavy-minded, and you are not allowed to think about this matter again in the future, you know?" ”

"Hmm......" she leaned obediently against his chest. I'll ...... later. Later...... I don't even want to......"

I don't know how many tears she shed, and when she finally cried and fell asleep in his arms, Li Xuan's front placket was already wet. He shook his head helplessly and carefully carried her to the bed.

Xiyan, forget all the things in the past, let's start again.

He thought.