166 ideals
Life seems to have returned to its former busyness and calm.
Lin Shu went to work in the pharmacy, Su Guo and Sishu went to the school to study, Su Xing took Su Tao Dahua to catch up with the field, and Su Lian took Erhua and Sanhua to watch the house at home. Sometimes, Su Xing will take Erhua with her, after all, Erhua has a very good voice and likes to sing on stage.
"It would be perfect if it could go on and on."
Stepping on the afterglow of the sunset, Su Xing stretched her waist for a long time, reached out and hugged Su Tao's shoulder, and asked her with a smile: "What do you plan to do in the future, what do you want to do?" ”
What for? What does it mean? Su Tao scratched her head in confusion and asked strangely, "What are you going to do in the future?" ”
"Do I ask you or do you ask me? I mean, have you ever thought about what you're going to do in the future, you can't follow me for the rest of your life, right? "This girl will be eleven at the end of this year, and it's time to cultivate life ideals, after all, the ancients were more precocious than modern people, right?
"Why can't I follow you for the rest of my life?" Su Tao asked strangely, "You won't let me follow?" ”
"I'm sure you'll follow, but what if you don't want to? Kindness...... For example, if you want to open your own rouge shop, or restaurant, then you will have to do it yourself. ”
Su Tao was even more puzzled, scratched her head and stopped, and asked, "Sister, I didn't want to open a rouge shop, nor did I want to open a restaurant, do you think I'm troublesome?" ”
Su Xing was helpless: "How can I be troublesome to you, if I am troublesome, can I still run back to pick you up?" Anyway, I'm just thinking about what you want to do in the future, and if you have any plans of your own. Look at Brother Shu, didn't he go to work in the pharmacy? ”
"I don't want to go to the pharmacy."
“…… Forget it, you're still young, wait another two years. If you have something you like to do, you want to do. You tell me, don't hide it, you know? "Singing is not a decent profession after all. She didn't want Xing'er to grow up resentful.
Shaking her head, she turned her gaze to Big Flower: "Big Flower, ......"
"Sister Xing'er. I don't have anything I want to do, I like to be with you, I don't want to open a rouge shop, I don't want to open a restaurant, I don't want to work in a pharmacy, and I don't have anything I like. ”
Well, this girl took all the questions she wanted to ask back.
Forget it, forget it, it's just thankless to manage too much, let them take it. …… Meow. For Mao, she has a weird feeling of "children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren", she is not old yet, okay! It's getting dark, so let's go home and eat.
"Xing'er, you can make it easy for me to find it."
A hand suddenly slapped Su Xing's shoulder.
"Ahh After screaming in shock, Su Xing twitched the corners of her mouth, gritted her teeth and scolded, "Dead Hong'er, this big black sky, don't you suddenly pat someone on the shoulder from behind, okay?" ”
Zhao Hong glanced at her angrily: "You rush to the funeral all day long, are you so daring?" It's still dark. It's not dark yet, okay? ”
"It's not dark and it's almost dark, I suddenly slapped you behind your back, aren't you afraid?" Meow. The most important thing is that when you think about it, it was too embarrassing just now.
"Okay, okay, just your little guts, don't rush to the funeral in the future, so as not to come back from fright." Zhao Hong patted Su Xing's arm impatiently, "Don't pull it, I have something serious to tell you." ”
Hearing this, Su Xing's ears suddenly pricked up: "What's the matter." What kind of work did you pull for me? ”
There is no good job, but there are good employees.
Zhao Hong said. She wants to join the ultimate class and learn to sing. Rush to the funeral scene.
Su Xing looked up at the sky.
"What are you looking at, if you can't do it, you can give me a good word!"
"I'll just see that there is no thunder on this day, why do some people talk nonsense."
"Get out!"
After laughing with Zhao Hong for a while, Su Xing finally straightened her face and asked her, "Do you really have this plan, or do you suddenly feel impulsive when you think of something?" ”
"I've been looking for you for a long time, but I haven't thought about it, and now, I've figured it out, I'm going to come out and break in."
"Let me make it clear to you, it's not a good job, it's not nice to say, it's tiring to do, and it doesn't make much money."
But Zhao Hong still insisted.
Su Xing wondered, what was the reason why an ordinary little girl had to come to learn singing with her? After all, in this ancient era, even if it was not a registered play, it was not a good reputation to sing on the street, ordinary people would not be willing to marry such a woman to enter the door, and the neighbors would also point fingers. That's why she asked Tao'er and Dahua if they had any plans for the future, the two of them were still young, and if they didn't want to do it now, they still had time to withdraw, and the impact on the future would not be too great.
"Don't worry, I know in my heart that I have a bad reputation for doing this business, and it will be a joke to say it, but I just want to do it." Zhao Hong's little face was tense, and there was an unusual insistence.
"Can you tell me why you have to do it? Your mother will definitely beat you if she finds out about this, right? Su Xing frowned, she didn't want Zhao Hong to take a lifetime just for the sake of a momentary impulse. Could it be that he has suffered some grievances at home, at this age, it happens to be a rebellious period.
It's not just a fight, it's definitely a fight to the death. But Zhao Hong still looked stubborn: "Even if you kill me, I have to learn." Xing'er, I'm really not joking, I really want to learn from you. Seeing Su Xing's look of waiting for her to tell her story, she pursed her lips and finally opened the conversation.
She wants to cry for those old people whose bodies are cold.
worked hard for his children and grandchildren all his life, and in the end he closed his eyes and went into the coffin. Those filial sons and grandsons who kneel in front of the spirit and cry, who is really crying and who is falsely crying? Those who are really hurt may not see tears, but those who are hypocritical cry as if they were tears.
"At least, I really want to go. No matter whether their sons and daughters are crying or not, true filial piety or false filial piety, I will send them on their last journey. "Grandma has only been gone for a long time, not only uncles and aunts don't care, but even parents don't care.
Su Xing didn't say anything, but she had a strange feeling in her heart.
She has been singing for so long, and she has only used it as a means of making a living, and she has never thought about it so much. When people die, what can they do if they really cry, and what can they do if they cry falsely. She was just there to add to the atmosphere of the funeral, which she had always kept in mind. But now listening to Zhao Hong's words, she suddenly found that her career still has such a noble connotation.
No, whether it is noble or not, it is not in the cause, but in the people who do it.
Seeing that Su Xing was silent, Zhao Hong was a little anxious, pulled her sleeve and said: "My grandmother loved to listen to dramas when she was alive, and I have followed her since I was a child, and I have listened to dramas a lot." I can't sing, but I can learn, I usually have nothing to do with singing and playing, and people say I have a good voice. ”
(To be continued.) )