Chapter 625: Your loneliness, although defeated, is still glorious
Along the Xiangjiang River, the ancient trees are towering to the sky, and the dome is like a crown. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Next to it is a metropolis that is becoming internationalized, the rapid economic development is surging, the people on the riverside are free and scattered, and a group of old ladies and old men are dancing, accompanied by the sound of music, and the demons are dancing under the dome tree.
Or the people who were gathered around the stone table and stone chair were pressed in black, and they squeezed into it to know that they were playing cards.
Although these old people are playing cards and gambling money, there are no policemen to go back to manage, and even the policemen are standing on the side and watching, because this is a pastime for the old people, not to mention that the amount of gambling cards is not large.
There are not a few groups of people who play cards like this, and Su Can and them strolled along the Xiangjiang River, and they could see the existence of more than a dozen or more people.
"Your roommate came so early, like our roommate, only one came so far." Su Can held Cheng Keshu's soft jade hand, interlocking his fingers, feeling the cold and soft touch.
Cheng Keshu chuckled, the slightly curved melon seed face looked good in the sunlight through the leaves, the skin was white, white and red, of course, the creator was good to her was her smart eyes, the phoenix eyes were clear and bright, with a touch of light blue arc light. This fairy with a faint smile is indeed very good-looking, but it is only a brilliant smile shown to Su Can, if it is someone else, there may be a smile, but the smile reveals the indifference of rejecting people thousands of miles away.
From junior high school to high school, Cheng Keshu didn't know how many times she rejected the boy's affection, and all kinds of love letters were sent back to the boys by her intact, even if she met the kind of kind-hearted boy who dared to block her in her class after school and said that she wanted to send her home, she would quietly retreat in her almost indifferent gaze.
"Girls are always more rational than boys, and it never hurts to come early."
Ahead of you is a huge circular plaza with fountains, music and DLP flashes shining on prismatic glass mirrors, reflecting a variety of brilliance. The square is not very large, but the crowd is still dense, and there are many people everywhere in China, and it seems that if we don't do this, we can't express that we are the descendants of the dragon.
There are people feeding white pigeons with breadcrumbs in the square, and the shoulders of the huge statue of the great man are covered with rows of white doves with crooked heads, combing their feathers, red and tender claws, white wings, and pigeons, which already have the meaning of 'peace', are much better than those gray sparrows, so in short, they are more pleasing to tourists.
They landed unscrupulously on the steps of the marble square, or stood on the branches of the camphor, or beside the fountain that was constantly splashing, enjoying the bread crumbs given by the tourists, and as for the sparrows? can only hide in the corner and steal those crumbs of bread that fall on the ground, this world is like this, even animals are so unfair, born with superior and inferior, let alone people.
"Do you want to feed the pigeons?"
"Hmm."
Su Can and the two strolled to the side of the grocery store next to the square, walked in and came out.
Then Su Can pointed to the open space in front of him, where someone happened to be feeding the pigeons, it was a family of three, and the two couples brought a little girl, the girl looked very cute, in line with the lolita of some strange uncle.
Su Can took out a piece of chewing gum, peeled off the package and stuffed it into his mouth, chewing slowly.
Cheng Keshu stood here and pulled the bread open and crumbled, squatted down slightly and soft her waist, her long hair hung down behind her back, and the crumbs of bread spread out with her palm to throw a parabola, and finally landed not far away. The dove that had fallen on the shoulders of the statue of the great man turned its head sideways, and its bony eyes turned, and it spread its wings and stooped down, and landed on the crumbs of bread, and the great feathers smelled of holiness in the light particles.
The little girl saw that there were more and more pigeons falling on Cheng Keshu's side, so she also made a surprised sound, and came over very politely and asked, "Big sister, can I feed the pigeons with you?" ”
"Of course, let's go together." Cheng Keshu smiled.
So Cheng Keshu fed the pigeons with the little girl, and at their feet were white pigeons flapping their wings, purring, and there were also pigeon kinders who flew over, pigeons are swarm animals, just like people, like lively. One big and one young girl laughed happily, and finally Cheng Ke Shuping stretched out her palm, and a bold pigeon landed on her hand, free and loose.
"Wow!" The little girl opened her mouth in surprise and reached out to carefully touch the pigeon's head.
It was obvious that the pigeons that landed in the square had become accustomed to the presence of human beings, and had adapted to their feeding and feeding, knowing that these people would not harm them, so even when the little girl reached out to touch her head, the white pigeon did not fly away, but honestly let her hand touch her head.
The little girl's parents looked at the two of them with a smile, and the man talked to Su Can, and learned that their family of three was not a local here, but a tourist from other places.
Su Can told them that although this time is a good time for spring outing, but now is also the time when there are the most people, the crowd is surging and crowded, it is difficult to see the true color of Orange Island, it can only be said that it is just to see the crowds of people, if you want to go, finally go in the evening, because the evening is the time to eat, avoiding the peak period of crowds.
"We booked a train ticket at eight or nine o'clock in the evening, if we go to Orange Island in the evening, although it is not so crowded, but we still have to hurry, in case we miss the train departure time, it will be a bit more than worth the loss." The man groaned slightly.
The woman also said, "Besides, there are crowds of people everywhere in China, and there is not much difference between going now and going in the evening." ”
You don't know the sea of people in Orange Island right now... Su Can and the others went to Orange Island last time, and it can be said that they have a deep understanding that noon and evening are completely two worlds. Su Can thought in his heart, but they were going to go now, and the train tickets had already been booked, and there was no way to change it, so he could only wish them good luck.
"Memories always carry old wounds, so that I must not forget, the paradise blown by the wind is the place I yearn for, peace and freedom are the only dreams."
Cheng Keshu stretched out her hands, the pigeon flew away in response, and the sun hit her face with a hint of cool wind.
In the end, after feeding each other, the two couples took the little girl and prepared to go to Orange Island on the other side of the Xiangjiang River, so Su Can and the two waved goodbye to them.
After walking around the scenery on the edge of the Xiangjiang River and seeing enough of the musical fountain in the square, Su Can and Cheng Keshu walked and stopped all the way, crossed the zebra crossing, and went back to the Wuyi Square at the traffic light intersection, which can be said to be going around and back to the original place.
Su Can smiled dumbly, "There are still two or three hours left, why don't I go to Taiping Street for a stroll, and then go buy a few clothes and go back?" Cheng Keshu nodded very obediently, she has always been so well-behaved, she was a good girl in the eyes of parents and teachers when she was a student, and she was the same in Su Can's eyes, but this does not mean that she is really warm, and the arrogance in her bones is only an outsider.
"I'll buy you a dress later, well, I remember your birthday is coming soon, it just so happens that now we are in the square area, you can go shopping for clothes and buy you a birthday gift in advance." Cheng Keshu's eyes flashed with a sly light.
"My birthday...... Only one piece of clothing? Su Can was a little hesitant.
"Huh? What do you mean? Cheng Keshu was a little puzzled, and her long eyelashes blinked habitually, with some crampedness and unease.
Su Can had some meanings, but it was a little difficult to say, in the face of the peach-like girl with a human face, a long, long time ago, when he could only look up at her figure, he never thought that he could hold her hand tightly, and even had some non-distinguishing thoughts about her, but as time passed, the goddess-like girl became more and more flesh and blood in his mind, or fell from the clouds high above.
He is Dong Yong who stole clothes, and Cheng Keshu is the seven fairies.
And now, there is an urge in my heart to push the fairy.
After all, people are not easy to be satisfied.
Beasts, beasts! Su Can, who had a colored heart and no gall, wailed in his heart.
Fairy Cheng of Jian Xin Qin finally understood that Su Xiaocan, who was struggling, had some small dark thoughts in his heart, or that our fairy had already grown up.
Her face was flushed, her pretty face was pink, and she said in a low voice: "Let's see when the time comes." ”
"We'll see when the time comes? When the time comes...... What do you think? Su Can sweated a little anxiously.
But his face can't be revealed, while continuing to be calm, he hides hypocrisy, maybe this is the bad root of human nature.
There is a long street at the gate of Taiping Street, the street is very spacious, and there are all kinds of old shops and snacks in it, which can be said to be a snack street, which is very famous. In front of the gate, there is a huge marble inlaid on the ground, on which are carved the four characters of the world peace.
There are advertising signs hanging on the building in the distance, surprisingly there are no fashionable modern girls, no advertisements by various stars, but a girl wearing a white Hanfu skirt, wearing green silk, standing by the lotus pond in the blue sun, looking at the blank space in the distance across the river, this scene is very meaningful, there is an indescribable taste.
Su Can thought of the infinite blue of the lotus leaves, and the red lotus flowers in the sun.
And Cheng Keshu thought of the "Pu Jia" in the Book of Poetry, and read softly, "The Pu Jia is pale, the white dew is frost, the so-called Yi people are on the water side." ”
Su Can was stunned, his head was like being electrified, and he had a paralyzing touch all over his body, and subconsciously replied to her, "Follow it, the road is long and obstructive." Tracing from it, it is like being in the middle of the water. ”
Cheng Keshu smiled slightly, "The so-called Yiren is like being in the middle of the water. ”
"That's right! On the water side, it is not only those girls who were once unattainable, but also distant dreams and feelings. Su Can whispered.
"What are you talking about?" Cheng Keshu asked.
Su Can smiled and said that he suddenly thought of some things, but some things have long been forgotten, but in that flying time, he can't take them out, and he can't tell them to others, he can only experience them alone in the dead of night, do you know that feeling?
Cheng Keshu nodded, "The most dripping loneliness." ”
"That's right, I remember a person said, your loneliness, although defeated, still glorious, sometimes I think, how can there be such a person to write some hypocritical words, what is the meaning of those sentences, it is like instilling too much chicken soup for the soul, but it is still the same as it was, the soul has not been sublimated, and there is no epiphany of putting down the butcher's knife and becoming a Buddha, and then I understand that some loneliness is not able to be said to others, you can say it, and write it into a book, then it proves that you are not lonely."
Su Can waved his hand and continued in a very indifferent manner: "But I still want to quote what he said, 'You have written hundreds of logs, some of which are written for special people. But often the person can't see, won't look, and doesn't want to look. Until one day, another unrelated person suddenly said to you: I have read everything you wrote, oops, I feel sorry for you, aha~ You see, what people who really care about you read is not a certain mood of yours, what they want to read is your whole life. So some loneliness lies in the fact that you directed and acted in a play, you were very serious in and out of the play, but the people in the audience have already left, those people you specially arranged are not willing to see your life, and some people you have never paid attention to, but have never left, loneliness is that you love him, he loves others, just like Plato's Ouroboros, repeatedly, caught in a dead loop. ”
Cheng Keshu listened quietly to Su Can's words, and somehow suddenly felt that there was a kind of sadness in Su Can's indifferent tone, which was uninterpretable, wandering away from her knowledge, coming from afar, with a wound that she had never been able to read. She really wants to know about Su Can's life, but she hasn't been with her before, so she can only spend the rest of her life to understand.
In the surging crowd of people on this downtown street, in this drunken afternoon, under the Taiping Street of a hundred years or even longer, Cheng Keshu stood on tiptoe, put his soft body in, and gave him a hug, just like being hugged into Su Can's arms back then, warm and full of heart.
Su Can took her into his arms, and he still had a sad appearance, but he disappeared, like a fox with a bad idea, with a wicked smile on his face, "I'll give you a hug, will you give me back ten?" ”
"Okay—"
"Su Xiaocan."
"Huh?"
"Enough hugging?"
"Not enough...... Hold it for another 10 minutes! ”
"But there are so many people watching us!" Cheng Keshu was like a quail, burying her head in Su Can's arms, tilting her head slightly, and glancing over with her very good-looking phoenix eyes, she could see the crowd next to the street, many of them cast sideways gazes, some doubts, some amazements, some puzzles, more curiosity, with this shocking taste.