Chapter 362: Blame for oneself
Jin Yiming's words were like a slap in the face, Feng Kai immediately understood the true meaning, and followed the trend. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Simple two-bedroom apartment, very clean and tidy, full of warmth and tranquility.
After Jin Yiming put down his things, he walked to Feng Kai who was standing on the edge of the sofa, stretched out his hand and patted him on the shoulder, "Brother, it's up to you next, although I am not optimistic about you, but you have to have confidence in yourself, I will go out first, call me if I have something." ”
Jin Yiming's words of encouragement stopped in Feng Kai's ears, but there was a hint of strangeness in his ears, why can't he still look down on himself, is he so a failure?
Feng Kai let out a light "um", and then watched Jin Yiming leave, standing in place and hesitating for a while before walking towards the bedroom.
At this time, the baby's crying had stopped, and there was a sound of stumbling footsteps inside, and I didn't know what Yang Xinyao was busy with in the room.
Yang Xinyao walked out of the bedroom with the diaper that the child had just changed, and saw Feng Kai with the pestle at the door of the bedroom, and she remembered that he had found herself.
Seeing that Yang Xinyao was holding a dirty diaper in her hand, she reached out to pick it up, "I'll take it and throw it away." ”
Yang Xinyao raised her hand, but she missed Feng Kai's hand, dodged his outstretched hand, and passed by him.
Feng Kai's hand froze in mid-air, and it took a while before he slowly put it down, and when he raised his eyes, he saw a small group of people moving around in the crib next to the big bed in the bedroom.
He was instantly drawn to his full attention, and his heart beat faster.
Uncontrollably walked into the bedroom.
Feng Kai only felt that the whole room was filled with the unique milky smell of babies, which was refreshing.
In the crib, a small baby was staring at the toy hanging above it with wide eyes open.
The fleshy little arms kept waving, and the cute little feet kicked wildly.
He is a beautiful boy, and although the child is very small, it is not difficult to see that the child's eyes look very much like himself.
Suddenly, Feng Kai realized how much of a mistake he had made, no wonder Yang Xinyao was so disappointed in himself.
At this moment, he suddenly felt that even if he only thought about a little bit about her, it couldn't stop him from wanting to make an unwavering commitment to her and the child.
No matter what he has to give, he will not give up on their mother and son.
As if sensing that someone was looking at him, the baby's black eyes rolled, and Feng Kai looked at each other, at this moment, Feng Kai suddenly felt that the whole person was satisfied, this was his child, his and Xin Yao's child.
The little baby stared at Feng Kai for a while, and suddenly grinned, revealing its pink gums.
Feng Kai was infected by his smile, and also grinned, and greeted the child softly: "Hi, little baby, I'm Dad, hello when we meet for the first time." ”
After throwing the diaper, Yang Xinyao, who had washed the milk, came in and saw Feng Kai greeting the child stupidly.
The child continued to smile at him as if he had sensed something.
She babbles as if she really understands him and responds to him.
made Feng Kai even more excited, he instinctively wanted to touch the child's soft body and wanted to hold him in his arms, but he didn't know where to start, just stood there and was in a hurry.
Yang Xinyao sighed softly, put the milk aside, squeezed away Feng Kai, who was standing next to the crib, bent over, and reached out to pick up the child.
Watching her pick up the child, Feng Kai stood aside and watched helplessly, wanting to say something, but didn't know how to speak.
Yang Xinyao sat on the edge of the bed with the child in her arms and brought the bottle to the child, but the child didn't seem to buy it, and she didn't like the milk that her mother sent to her mouth, and she refused to suck the milk.
"Why doesn't he eat it, is he hungry or doesn't like to drink milk, or does he not like this brand? Why didn't you breastfeed him? ”
Seeing that his son refused to drink milk, Feng Kai couldn't help but ask anxiously.
When Yang Xinyao heard this, a resentment instantly rose in her heart, glared at him, and said coldly: "Why is Mr. Feng so concerned about other people's children?" My children, I will take care of them myself, I don't need outsiders to dictate you, you are not welcome here, love to leave. ”
She deliberately accentuated the words 'other people's children' and 'outsiders' to vent the resentment in her heart.
Didn't he use the child as an excuse to say a lot of things that hurt her heart, so she didn't have to leave room to speak.
Feng Kai's heart stagnated, and her words pierced her heart, no way, who let herself provoke her, these are also what he deserves.
No matter what she wanted, as long as she didn't let him leave their mother and son, he wouldn't care.
Seeing that Feng Kai was still there, Yang Xinyao suppressed her anger and said, "Why are you still here, it's so hard that you want me to ask you out in person." ”
She saw Feng Kai's weakness in her eyes, her heart still trembled slightly, in order to prove that she didn't care about him anymore, Yang Xinyao tried her best to pretend to be ruthless and stimulate him with words.
If he insists, she will not rule out that she will solve it by force, believing that she has the strength.
Feng Kai's eyes moved, his feet were floating, he almost couldn't stand, he held his forehead, and whispered: "I'm sorry, I'm a little uncomfortable, can I rest for a while?" I don't have the strength to walk at this point. ”
With his own words, Feng Kai's face was indeed a little bad, after all, he had been in the hospital for more than half a month because of drunkenness, although the doctor said that there was no big problem, as long as he recuperated, but he was bent on thinking about Yang Xinyao, who was missing, where did he have the heart to recuperate.
So, to this day, his body is still a little weak, but not to the point where he can't walk, as he said.
Yang Xinyao looked at his pale face, her heart tightened, and she instinctively wanted to care about him, but after thinking about it, she still held back.
The hand holding the bottle gradually tightened, and her son kept writhing in her arms, just refusing to eat the milk that was placed in his mouth.
This made her heart more and more irritable, "Feng Kai, are you so interesting?" ”
Hearing this, Feng Kai took a few steps back, leaning his back against the cold wall, supporting his weight.
At this time, he was really a little uncomfortable, exhausted for days, annoyed and blamed himself, coupled with the long-distance travel, his body was really unbearable, but there was always a drum to carry it there, supporting himself to find their mother and son.
At this time, they were safe in front of them, and the energy they were carrying seemed to be spit out because of the relaxation in their hearts, and they only felt as if they had closed their eyes and slept at this time.
Looking at his weakness, Yang Xinyao's heart twitched, she thought that Feng Kai was exaggerating her situation, but seeing him like this, it seemed that he was not all pretending.
In the end, she still didn't know what she cared about, and asked out loud, "You...... Are you okay? (To be continued.) )