Chapter 354: Tears
Zhen Ping'an also knew that Mama Zhou was now hopeless, before Shen Lao invited the best imperial doctors in the palace to see Mama Zhou, but he still couldn't save Mama Zhou's life, Zhen Ping'an and Mama Zhou only made their words clear today, and realized that Mama Zhou was going to leave soon, and his feelings suddenly fell down, and he didn't show a smile for a long time in the past few days.
Zhen Pingle was especially happy to know that Zhen Ping'an and Mama Zhou had opened their words and untied the knot in their hearts. She is very happy now, and feels that whether it is for Mama Zhou or herself, she can reconcile Mama Zhou and Zhen Ping'an, and Zhen Pingle feels that there is no such thing in the world that makes people feel surprised and surprised.
After asking about the cause and effect, Zhen Pingle also felt more sorry for Mama Zhou, but the best reward she gave Mama Zhou now is to live happily every day, whether it is facing Mama Zhou's illness or witnessing Mama Zhou's life and death, Zhen Pingle understands very well what Mama Zhou wants to see most, so she can't be sad, she wants to send Mama Zhou away with a smile, this is the tribute to Mama Zhou.
I have a thought in my heart, I tell myself every day that I want to be happy, Zhen Pingle is really not so sad, even the morning of Mama Zhou's departure, she can always smile and talk to everyone, even if everyone knows that she is sad, but she still has to be happy and let Mama Zhou leave with peace of mind.
Mama Zhou left half a month later, and passed away very quietly and peacefully.
When she left, Mama Zhou didn't tell Zhen Pingle and Zhen Ping'an's secret. Li Rong has already decided, and when Mama Zhou is buried in the ground, she will replace Mama Zhou and tell the unspoken secrets, which may disappoint Zhen Pingle and make many people unhappy, but Li Rong feels that since Mama Zhou thinks that this is a big deal, then she must solve the matter and can't always run away.
That morning, the wind was very light and the clouds were very light, and everyone was by Mama Zhou's side. Zhen Pingdan has been shedding tears, because of deliberately avoiding Zhen Ping'an, Zhen Pingdan has also lost a lot of time with Mama Zhou, most of the time, Mama Zhou will take the initiative to find Zhen Pingdan, talk to Zhen Pingdan, and talk about some principles of life and work, Zhen Pingdan did not have the courage to appear in front of Zhen Ping'an, she thought that Zhen Ping'an could not forgive her, and would never treat her as a sister.
Jin Xuanji took all the responsibility for taking care of the aftermath, this is his unshirkable responsibility, Zhen Pingle didn't argue with him, she herself felt that the current state was not suitable for doing such an important thing, there was someone she could rely on, Zhen Pingle couldn't care about any unreasonable and unruly affairs, he and she were like an old husband and wife, taking care of Mama Zhou's funeral together.
Shen Lao also came on the morning of Mama Zhou's departure, and after receiving the news, Shen Lao rushed to Zhuangyuan Lane in time, at that time Mama Zhou was talking to Zhen Pingle, her words were very clear, and her complexion was also very good. Mama Zhou and Zhen Pingle said a lot of things, but they were not some important things, nor were they big secrets, they were all small things that no one usually noticed, or interesting things, Mama Zhou only thought of these, and said a lot of Zhen Pingle's troubles, although the people next to him listened to it very funny, and they couldn't help but raise the corners of their mouths, Zhen Pingle himself felt embarrassed, but the atmosphere was still very quiet, crying and laughing were silent, quiet, and couldn't bear to disturb.
It's like a dream, and in the end, if you can grab a little tail of the dream, no one wants to let go.
and Zhen Pingle muttered a lot of things about Zhen Pingle's childhood, Mama Zhou suddenly felt very tired, she lay on the bed calmly, looking at the top of the bed, the smile on her face was getting bigger and bigger, and there was no focus in her eyes, but everyone heard what Mama Zhou said clearly, "Xiao Ping'an, you come over ......"
No one knew if Mama Zhou was calling Zhen Ping'an, but Zhen Ping'an still walked to Mama Zhou's side and called hoarsely, "Mama Zhou." ”
Mama Zhou felt the warmth of Zhen Ping'an's palm, the smile on her face could be said to be bright, she said with a smile: "Xiao Ping'an, you are so good, you don't cry or make trouble, and you don't make noise to find your mother, Mama Zhou likes you so much......"
Zhen Ping'an was stunned, even Zhen Pingle's eyes widened, Li Rong probably knew, what Mama Zhou saw now was what happened when they were children, how small was it? Maybe Zhen Ping'an was born not long ago, and he won't be naughty or always get into trouble, he is just a well-behaved baby, lying carefree in Mama Zhou's arms, not understanding anything, not caring about anything, just looking at the world with a pair of ignorant eyes, and everyone who appeared in front of him.
"Miss and I are looking forward to it, this baby is a boy, so that the eldest lady will have a younger brother in the future, and she can also be taken care of by her younger brother, and she will not feel helpless...... It's just that it's too difficult for Miss to give birth to a little child, and the birth of this child almost cost Miss half of her life, but when she saw the child's crying and mournful face, and screamed and screamed, Miss was very happy...... I'm also glad that this is the boy we've been looking forward to...... He will grow up slowly, inheriting his father's heroism and his mother's bravery...... What a lovely child this is, Miss and I love him so much, but ...... Why did his birth take the life of the young lady? ”
When Mama Zhou said this, Zhen Pingle and Zhen Ping'an were already in tears.
They all knew that not long after Zhen Ping'an was born, Shen Muhuai left, and since then, Mama Zhou has always disliked Zhen Ping'an, and in Zhen Pingle's limited memory, it seems that she can remember that Mama Zhou didn't like her younger brother from the beginning, but after her mother left, Mama Zhou began to change, becoming more powerful, more capable, more ferocious, and more unclear. Since then, Mama Zhou began to stay away from her younger brother, every time Zhen Pingle wanted Mama Zhou to take a look at her younger brother, Mama Zhou was always like avoiding the flood beast, and she was far away from being close to her younger brother.
At that time, his younger brother was not sensible, but Zhen Pingle remembered a little bit of things, and later when his younger brother grew up, he didn't remember that when he was born, Mama Zhou also loved him in her arms, and often smiled at him, and also took him with her all day long, just to have more opportunities to take care of him. He can only remember that Mama Zhou doesn't like him, since he can remember, Mama Zhou has always hated him, and she doesn't even hide her eyes, telling him very clearly that Mama Zhou just doesn't like him. (To be continued.) )