Chapter 317: Recollection
Because everyone's attention was on the involvement between Situ Shaonan Jin Yiming and the girl, they didn't pay attention to Liang Yun's emotional changes at this time.
Liang Yun, who had made up his mind, suppressed the churning in his heart and regained his composure.
After a meal, everyone was still sighing for what happened to Fang Xiaoning.
After the meal, everyone packed up and gathered together to watch the Spring Festival Gala.
Liang Yun also returned to his normal appearance because he calmed down.
Situ Shaonan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in the back hall with a glass of warm water, looking out the window at the twilight, the cold wind blowing through the branches, and the snow falling with the branches.
It must be very cold at this time, that Xiao Ning doesn't know what happened, whether she found it or not, her cousin and the hospital should have called the police.
In order to reassure her, Jin Yiming and Bai Yu had already gone to the psychiatric hospital where Xiao Ning was to inquire about the news.
Situ Shaonan, who was thinking in a daze, suddenly moved his ears, and heard light footsteps behind him, it was not Zheng Mo, she was pregnant, and she walked very carefully and calmly.
Then it's He Jiaoqian. Since the last time, she and He Jiaoqian haven't seen each other for a long time, and since they met in the morning, the two of them haven't spoken a few words.
He Jiaoqian looked at Situ Shaonan and looked sideways at herself, and naturally smiled slightly.
"Still blaming yourself?"
He Jiaoqian has always dared to hate liver cancer, so the unhappiness with Situ Shaonan before had long been thrown out of the clouds by her.
In fact, she didn't really hate Situ Shaonan, but she still had thoughts about Jin Yiming at that time, and then preconceived about Situ Shaonan as a rival in love.
After that, some of her actions also made her feel aggrieved by her defeat, so she did so many things that even she couldn't understand.
Later, she fell in love with Qu Haoze because she unknowingly fell in love with him, and when she knew that Qu Haoze also liked Situ Shaonan, her dislike for Situ Shaonan rose to a new height.
But at that time, she couldn't sort out her feelings, thinking that she was still unwilling to lose Jin Yiming.
It wasn't until she had a substantive relationship with Qu Haoze that she realized that she was minding Qu Haoze's liking for her, and the two people she liked successively fell in love with Situ Shaonan, which seriously hurt her pride and made her unbearable.
But now she has let go, not for anything else, just for Qu Haoze's commitment to herself, which can be regarded as self-confidence, she doesn't believe that she has no way to replace her place in Qu Haoze's heart.
Thinking about it this way, He Jiaoqian completely let go of her prejudice against Situ Shaonan, to be honest, she admired her a lot, if she didn't have so much mustard at the beginning, she thought, she liked to be friends with her.
Although she is very cold and gives people a feeling that she is not easy to approach, it is the heroic spirit in her body that makes her feel good.
But fortunately, it was in time, and from now on, she planned to befriend her.
Situ Shaonan pulled his horns with a wry smile, "It's okay, I'm just worried about Xiao Ning's situation." ”
He Jiaoqian looked at Situ Shaonan, "It's okay, for the New Year, there shouldn't be many people on the street at this time, it shouldn't be difficult to find." ”
Situ Shaonan nodded, then raised his hand to signal He Jiaoqian to sit down and speak.
Sitting on the chair near the window, Situ Shaonan put down the cup in his hand, raised his eyes to look at He Jiaoqian's delicate face, and suddenly wondered how she and Qu Hao got together, you know, Qu Haoze's temperament is not much better than his own, and being a commander for a long time always gives people a sense of forced oppression.
"In fact, Hao Ze is a cold-faced and warm-hearted person, and he is also very good at hurting people, and he promises that once he determines something, he will stick to it no matter what."
Although Situ Shaonan was curious, it was difficult for her to gossip and ask He Jiaoqian about the story between her and Qu Haoze.
So he changed the conversation and talked about his understanding of Qu Haoze. However, He Jiaoqian had the feeling that she was promoting Qu Haoze.
"He's so nice, why don't you like him? Don't you know that he likes you? Maybe it's more appropriate to say it's love, because like is selfish possession, but he would rather bear the pain of being alone and not being able to love, and he wants you to be happy. ”
He Jiaoqian has always been a fast-talking character, so she naturally blurted out and asked the question that had been bothering her.
She didn't know the past between Qu Hao and Situ Shaonan, but she knew very well that Qu Haoze's feelings for Situ Shaonan were so deep and painful.
The confused drunken disorder, Qu Hao's affectionate murmur when he was in chaos, and the hot teardrops when he hurt deeply, shook her heart like that, knowing that her indulgence might be exchanged for his ruthless spitting, but she still wanted to use that way to soothe his emotional wounds at that time.
Situ Shaonan's eyes flashed with a touch of apology, it was difficult to explain the feelings clearly, Qu Hao's feelings for her, she was not a stone, of course she had feelings, and she was also very moved, before meeting Jin Yiming, she also considered whether she should try to respond to his deep feelings.
But she didn't have the courage to try, since she couldn't give him results, she couldn't provoke him and give him hope, which would only make him more miserable.
It's better to let him completely die to himself and find happiness that belongs to him, so after meeting Jin Yiming, she promised the seemingly ridiculous Feng Xuanhuang, but in fact, she also wanted Qu Hao to give up himself and pursue his other half.
Although this process was a little beyond her expectations, in the end he still found his happiness - He Jiaoqian.
He Jiaoqian caught the apology that flashed in Situ Shaonan's eyes, and then only heard Situ Shaonan's cold voice slowly sounding, and his tone was long, as if he was recalling, "He used to be my instructor in the military academy, at that time, he was, seriously, quite annoying, and showed no mercy to these female cadets at all, even harsher than boys."
Later, when the special forces were selected, he found me and hoped that I could run for the election, and just like that, I was deceived by him into going to the special operations brigade.
And he worked as an instructor in the military academy for half a year, and it was at that time that I met our instructor, Du Junsheng, in the special operations brigade.
At that time, I was young and vigorous, with excellent grades, it was inevitable that I would be a little impetuous, and I often made mistakes and caused trouble in the special operations brigade.
In the end, his methods became more and more ruthless, and I became more and more frustrated, and my squad was often subjected to inhuman training because of me, resulting in our results becoming the best in the entire special operations brigade.
Later"
Situ Shaonan suddenly stopped, picked up the cold water on the table, put it to his mouth, and took a sip.
He Jiaoqian leaned on the table with her hands, holding her cheeks and waiting for Situ Shaonan to continue. (To be continued.) )