But

Is it just because of her affection?

Is it just because of her pathetic?

Maybe not, for no reason, just because she is Zhen Pingle. There is only one Zhen Pingle in the world, he can't meet another person, he can be so clean and bright, but he is in the dark.

It's all his fault.

If it weren't for the beginning, he showed his liking for him, Mrs. Tai would not have taken the initiative to befriend Zhen Pingle, and she would not have gradually gotten closer and closer, making her think that everything had been completed, but such an accident happened, and his silent disappearance was such a big blow to her.

Mrs. Tai didn't know his whereabouts at first, and because of this, Mrs. Tai didn't alienate Zhen Pingle at first, but when he had news and kept in touch with Mrs. Tai, he didn't communicate with Zhen Pingle for the first time, they broke off contact, as if the previous acquaintance and encounter were a dream, just because of his inaction, her identity and conditions, there was no way to have anything to do with him anymore, and when he understood his heart, it was already two years later. After that, he wanted to make up for her best, but she didn't.

She has encountered so many difficulties in the past two years, and with the protection of Mrs. Tai, she can get through those hardships peacefully, but because of Jin Xuanji's coldness, maybe he revealed a trace of his heart to Mrs. Tai, Mrs. Tai thought that he didn't like her anymore, or he regretted it, and didn't want Zhen Pingle anymore, so Mrs. Tai didn't make friends with Zhen Pingle anymore. It can be said that Mrs. Tai is very realistic and cold-blooded, but Mrs. Tai never interferes in his affairs, because Jin Xuanji likes it, and Mrs. Tai likes it, because he doesn't like it anymore, it doesn't matter, Mrs. Tai doesn't say much, she just follows him and doesn't like it.

He always thought that Mrs. Tai didn't like him, so he was always not so enthusiastic about his affairs, and he didn't care too much, but then he realized that this was Mrs. Tai's way of expressing love, maybe Mrs. Tai had done a lot of things before, but they were not satisfactory, this time Mrs. Tai wanted them to make their own decisions and give them the most space, thinking that this was the best care for their family, but he didn't catch their love, he lost his happiness, and he couldn't even get her back.

Jin Xuanji looked around blankly, looking at the back not far in front of him, stepping on the ground with one foot deep and one foot shallow, he didn't feel as confused as he was now.

He didn't know where the direction was, he looked at her, but he couldn't see her heart, he was very confused, he couldn't find the past, and he couldn't grasp the future, this feeling both annoyed and frustrated him.

Maybe everyone is the same, he has succeeded in many things, he has done the best of himself, but there is always one aspect, he can never get what he wants, and the debt he owes can only be repaid by him for the rest of his life.

"What's wrong with you?"

I don't know how long it took, when he heard Zhen Pingle's voice ringing beside him, he lowered his head slightly, and saw her big black and white eyes, I don't know if it was because he was very fragile at the moment, he didn't want to think about it, so he said the words in his heart, "I'm thinking, can I still get your forgiveness?" ”

Zhen Pingle was stunned for a moment, smiled again, and said, "Of course I can, didn't I sue you a long time ago?" I forgive you, really. ”

"Really?" Jin Xuanji didn't listen lightly, he knew that she forgave her, but what he wanted was not only forgiveness on the surface, but also understanding in his heart, if she just deceived herself, and deceived everyone, showing the appearance of forgiveness, maybe one day she could really do what he wanted, but that day was too late, he didn't want to be so ambiguous.

"I really forgive you, it's you who don't believe me." Zhen Pingle didn't want to dwell on the same issue repeatedly, but seeing that his face was very bad, she couldn't bear it and asked, "Is there anything else you want to ask me?" ”

She always had nothing to do with him, he didn't say anything in front of her, but as long as he was a little unhappy, she felt a feeling a hundred times more painful than his.

Maybe that's why she's willing to wait for him.

Jin Xuanji didn't know what came to mind, smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "I really hope that if time can go back to the past, I will definitely not disappear for two years, and we will not become what we are now." ”

Zhen Pingle blinked.

Is he blaming himself? How could he be so fragile and so sentimental?

It seems that he is not satisfied with her answer, so he is still unhappy, so what exactly does he want to hear in order to get back on his feet?

She hoped that he could be better by her side, not that because of her, he could only be worn away by time and become another person who didn't even like himself.

Coughing lightly, Zhen Pingle said generously: "No matter what you want to say today, I won't be angry, so if you have any confusion in your heart, you can say it, and I promise to answer you well." ”

Even if he was in a bad mood now, it didn't prevent him from thinking about the problem, and when he heard her say this, he didn't immediately become energetic, but kept a confused look, and asked, "If I say it now, I hope you can go back with me to meet Mrs. Tai, will you agree?" ”

Zhen Pingle hesitated for a moment.

Jin Xuanji's heart was pounding, and the whole person was very nervous, but his face was still very confused, like a man who didn't understand the question, as if the answer of the woman in front of him was a guiding light for him to go on.

"If it's okay with you, I'm fine." Zhen Pingle looked at Jin Xuanji and said very seriously: "Actually, you all think I'm angry, right?" Whether it's Mrs. Tai or you, I have been in the capital for so long, and I haven't fulfilled the promise I made back then, and I will go to see Mrs. Tai as soon as I arrive in the capital, and Mrs. Tai must think that I am ignorant, right? ”

Jin Xuanji shook his head and said, "No, it's because we didn't fulfill our promises, so we ......."

"I know it, I really understand you, so don't worry, I'm really not angry anymore." She exhaled, as if relieved. (To be continued.) )