At this time, Tom did not immediately answer Li Qingshu's question, but looked up at me, obviously asking me how to go, but what kind of reminder can I give her at this time? Li Qingshu sat next to Tom and looked at Tom and me.

Tom saw that I couldn't give the reminder I wanted, so he thought about it like an adult, and said to Li Qingshu beside him: "Auntie, the food you cook and Aunt Xiaoyan's cooking are delicious, I love to eat them." ”

Tom gave the best answer, I also have to admit Tom's wit, I moved my eyes to Li Qingshu's body, at this time Li Qingshu was smiling, gently touched Tom's head with his hand, and said gently: "Even if they are all delicious, but there are also favorites, because no matter who has a favorite thing, this meal is the same, there is always one you like to eat, tell Aunt Sù, who do you like to cook?" ”

I know why Li Qingshu asked Tom like this, she just wanted to fit in with us, into this humble home.

But Tom is still delicious, can't tell, in the end Li Qingshu didn't ask why, but she was not discouraged, as a matter of course sitting at the dinner table with us to eat a hearty lunch, has been in Tom's words, keep giving Tom dishes, so that sitting opposite me a little helpless, this meal was nearly one, when we were all full of food and drink, Li Qingshu began to take the leftovers and prepare to go back to her new home, I also eat people with a short mouth, so I took Tom and her to send the dish back to her home.

This is also the first time I came to this room, I don't know what the woman looked like when she was there, but at this time this room, extremely clean, although the furniture has been replaced with new ones, but they are not the kind of expensive and luxurious, as if ready to be grounded, this is like a princess from a fairy tale kingdom, to live a commoner life.

"Are you really going to live here? I know you're impulsive, I advise you to be more sensible, you can only increase your sadness by doing this, I tell you, Xiaoyan and I didn't really break up, she will come back to me, I can't wait until she comes back to see you in my house, you know? Do you understand? ”

When Tom left Li Qingshu's house, I closed the door, slowly turned to look at Li Qingshu solemnly and seriously, and the coldness in his tone was still ▲▲▲▲, m.↘.c■omstyle_tt; Heavy.

Li Qingshu looked at me and gradually walked towards me, her steps were very light and slow, her eyes were not angry, but they were as sharp as a sharp blade, I don't know what she is going to do? If you want to slap me and kick me out of the door, this is what I want to see, but she is not, when she walks in front of me, she stretches out her hand, but instead of slapping me, she touches my chest with her hand, stares at me with sharp eyes, and asks me with a slight red lip: "You ask again, will your heart beating now not have a trace of mine?" If you feel it carefully, won't you be upset by me in your mind? Liang Jiafeng, please sue me, do you really hate me and don't want to see me? ”

Li Qingshu's word by word inquiry, like nails heavily pierced into my skin, my body trembled unconsciously, and my beating heart was even more so, my love for me surged into my heart, I slowly lowered my head, I didn't want to look at her eyes, I had no words, I didn't want to talk to her.

"I think Liang Jiafeng, you are a cowardly person, I think you are not the so-called hating of me at all, nor do you want to see me, but you want to escape from me and avoid me, why do you want to avoid me? Because you still have me in your heart, because your sense of responsibility is at work, I can understand this, as a man has to take promises very seriously, but as a person with feelings, you can't be with a woman you don't love so much, and give up the woman you love deeply, you can I be narcissistic, but I have the capital and qualifications of narcissism, because you Liang Jiafeng once loved me, I don't believe you will completely forget, you blindly talk hard, and even insult me, just because you are afraid of me, afraid that I will appear in front of your eyes, Liang Jiafeng This is what you think in your heart, and your beating heart now has already told me all this qiē, because it is beating very fast. ”

Li Qingshu seemed to foresee my silence, without waiting for me to speak, he got up by himself, every word and sentence was unforgettable, although her words were quite cold, but there were tears in her eyes, I wanted to refute her loudly, you are narcissistic, but I suddenly lost my strength, I suddenly found that I was not a good actor, I was simply a scumbag, a scum bad actor, even acting in a play is so unbearable, or maybe I can't act in front of her, right? Or maybe she has fiery eyes?

I had already raised my head when she spoke, but I looked away, just glanced at her, my hand had already grabbed the edge of my pants, and pulled it tightly, my love xù belonged to a state of confusion but collapse, Li Qingshu understood a qiē, she saw through a qiē, saw through my disguise, in fact, I still have her in my heart, I am not without love for Xiaoyan when I am with Xiaoyan, I really want to be with Xiaoyan, for Li Qingshu I believe that I don't see her, avoid her, and will definitely forget her, because I love Xiaoyan very much, I can forget her, but life is so bloody, when I want to get married, the person I want to marry suddenly leaves, not even a word of parting, more painful than Manqing's parting, and when Xiaoyan broke up with me, in fact, I also wavered, whether I want to be with Li Qingshu, but this thought is just a flash, I can't be like this, I choose Xiaoyan, I can't let this relationship disappear without explanation, I must find the reason, Find out why Xiaoyan left me, so I can't accept Li Qingshu's feelings, and I'm afraid that she will be hurt for a while, and the second is that I can't, it's just that I can't.

Li Qingshu finally stopped talking, but withdrew her hand and slowly left in front of me, she was still able to control her feelings, but I was uncontrollable, I needed to leave this home, I needed to close my eyes and sleep well.

"I don't understand any of yours, and I don't want to hear it, I'm going to work, what do you want."

I didn't look at her, I hurried out these words as I turned around, and then I opened the door very quickly, and walked out of her house, she didn't continue to speak, maybe just calmly watched me leave, but sure there must have been tears in her eyes.

When I got home, I found Tom sitting on the couch and losing his mind, and I walked up to him, and he slowly raised his head and stared at me, and asked me, "Father, what are you going to do?" ”

Tom's words hit the nail on the head, but I also wanted to ask myself what to do.

"You don't have to think about it so much, you don't have to think too much when you go to school, I can take care of this, okay, I go to work first, you can go too, hurry up and get over this damn weekend, it's annoying."

I'm talking to Tom, and I'm talking to God, it's just a simple whining anyway.

……

The work in the afternoon is very heavy, the end of a trip is the beginning of the next trip, the travel agency is already in a nervous state, about to go out for the second time, I dragged my tired body, born of a messy mood, I worked wholeheartedly, until the sun set down the cliff to know that it was time to get off work.

When I walked out of the travel agency with Tom, who was about to fall asleep, the stars had already filled the sky, and the noble moon was lazily scattering light, but I couldn't be as happy as the stars, and the thought of Li Qingshu being my neighbor made my head big, and if it wasn't for Tom, I really wanted to go to the bar for a hangover.

But after thinking about it, I'm still going to sit at the bar, Tom has been to the bar before, anyway, the bar atmosphere is very good, and it is very good as a refuge.

The soft night breeze blew on my cheeks, I took Tom's hand and stood at the bar that I hadn't been here for a long time, looking at the bar that was still as usual, I sighed heavily and led Tom into the bar.

As soon as I walked into the bar, the familiar smell came to my face, which made my mood even more depressed, I wanted to drink and sing.

The bar was full, so I bought a few bottles of beer and sat down at the round table, bought Tom a glass of juice for him to sit quietly, and I borrowed wine to kill my sorrows, listening to the sad voice of the singer on the stage, I just dried a bottle of beer in one breath, the beer was really hard to drink, but I had to drink it, the world is so sad.

It seems that he is no longer in the bar, after all, he has happiness, no longer a man who is depressed all day long, but I still have not been the so-called happiness forever, when happiness is close at hand, I let it slip away, the beer is hard to drink but drank quickly, two bottles of beer down, I walked to the stage with some heads, my face seemed to be burned by fire, but this feeling I enjoyed it very much, now I just want to sing, I haven't come to the bar to sing for a long time.

When I walked to the front of the stage, the man had just finished singing, and I said unashamedly with the strength of the wine: "The singing of Zhen Nyima is ugly, brother will sing one, let you listen to what is an emotional song, what kind of song can match this bar." ”

My extremely arrogant words fell, and at the same time I walked up to the stage, and the singer, who had just risen from the stool, looked at me with an angry face, obviously I had hit his self-esteem, and the rest of the audience was also unknown, but there was more excitement, and some people had already roared.

"Can you bear to sing it, let everyone listen to your song if you have feelings, don't get drunk, this is not the place to get drunk."

A man yelled at me very loudly, and I smiled indifferently and watched as everyone in the room bragged loudly.

"Do you know the ghost face?"