At the end of March, the winter cold has long been swept away, and although it is not yet the time for a hundred flowers to bloom, the fresh smell of the air is refreshing.

The breeze blows, and the blooming apricot blossoms fall with the wind.

There was a piece that happened to fall on the black hair on the forehead of the county lord of Nanyan, which made her beautiful and gentle face a little enchanting, like the finishing touch.

Du Yunluo's gaze fell on the petals, and she suddenly remembered the county lord An Ran.

"On that day, the county lord of Anran came out of the pavilion, and I went to watch the ceremony," Du Yunluo said softly, "She said that your life is better than hers." ”

The county lord of Nanyan was surprised, stunned for a long time, and said: "I think she is also good, the skinny camel is bigger than the horse, and she has no worries about her life when she marries Enrongbo's mansion." ”

Du Yunluo was stunned when she heard this, and muttered "worry-free life", she finally caught a strange feeling in her heart.

Could it be that the county lord of Nanyan knows very well that her life is far less smooth than that of the county lord An Ran?

Is it because she is at the center of the power struggle that she can see it so clearly?

This speculation, Du Yunluo himself overturned it first, if he could know this just because he lived in the palace, how could the saint sit back and watch King Rui's secret recruitment?

If you want to say that she is afraid of the Queen Mother, the Queen Mother must be the person who is most unwilling to see King Rui have different intentions.

The lord of Nanyan County......

How can it be?

But if you think about it, why is it impossible?

She can start all over again, why can't the county lord of Nanyan?

It's an incredible experience, but who can guarantee that you're the only one.

Therefore, the county lord of Nanyan said that the two of them are the same.

Du Yunluo couldn't help but gasp, it turned out that before she saw through the county lord of Nanyan, people had already seen through her.

Du Yunluo wanted to ask, but she didn't know how to speak for a while, hesitated for a moment, thought of the current situation, and asked: "Since the county lord knows that he won't have a worry-free life, why ......?"

Why do you want to marry Li Luan?

As Du Yunluo told the county lord An Ran, Li Luan would not listen to Nanyan.

Li Luan was born with a pair of peach blossom eyes, even when he was not smiling, his eyes were gentle as water, but Du Yunluo knew that Li Luan was not a gentle and harmless person at all.

How can a person who dares to follow his father to plot a rebellion and usurp the throne, and who dares to kill his father when he knows that he has no way out, can be gentle? How can it be harmless?

Li Luan has his own thoughts and ideas, and the county lord of Nanyan is powerless to stop and change.

In the previous life, the county lord of Nanyan knelt outside the princess's mansion for the Rui Wangfu to intercede, and ended up committing suicide, so why bother to mix the affairs of the Rui Wangfu in this life?

For the Rui Wangfu?

For Li Xiang, the king of Rui, who has died in the hands of Li Luan?

Thinking of this, Du Yunluo's eyes tightened.

Originally......

Turns out that's the reason.

It turns out that this is what the county lord of Nanyan said, "We are the same".

The county lord of Nanyan noticed that Du Yunluo's expression had changed, and he knew that she had guessed the ins and outs.

"Thou shalt be arsenic/frost, my honey." The county lord of Nanyan smiled, the breeze blew away the petals on her forehead, and her eyes chased the broken flowers, and she didn't know where they fell.

And her voice was like a drum, crashing into Du Yunluo's heart word by word.

His throat was astringent, and his eyes couldn't help but heat up.

Du Yunluo took a breath and said, "I thought I was hard enough, compared to you, I was ashamed." ”

The county lord of Nanyan pursed the corners of his lips, smiling as if there was nothing, with three points of bitterness and helplessness.

She liked Li Luan and didn't know what to do, but on the day she understood it, she found that that person was already buried deep in her heart.

Because of living in the palace, from childhood to adulthood, she has seen Li Luan many times and said a lot of things, and she even followed Li Luan out of the palace quietly, of course, not only the two of them, but also Princess Yunhua and the crown prince Li Ke, and the son of Cheng Li Yu.

The Li brothers couldn't stand Princess Yunhua's temper, and they were so worn by the princess that they couldn't do anything, so they secretly took the princess out of the palace, and the princess would take Nanyan with them.

When she slipped out of the palace for the last time, Nanyan was twelve years old.

On that day, there was no curfew in the city, and the banquet in the palace was drunk and noisy, so that a few of them seized the opportunity and slipped out of the palace.

There were a lot of people watching the lanterns in the city, and they scattered as they walked, and there was only one Li Luan left by the side of the county lord of Nanyan.

Nan Yan was a little panicked, if something happened to the princess, how would she explain?

Li Luan comforted her a few words, took her hand and searched everywhere, until the five of them gathered at the palace gate in the middle of the night.

On the second day, the queen mother and queen were reprimanded.

Nan Yan lowered her head to listen to the training, but her palms were hot, as if Li Luan was still holding her.

It's just that these thoughts can only be buried in her heart, she knows that she is helpless, and her future is never in her hands.

Later, Li Luan married Mu Lianhui, Nan Yan cried and complained, and a year passed in a daze, and then she suddenly woke up to the fact that she had been set the way forward by Princess Yunhua.

Marry a medicine jar and spend the rest of your life with a princess?

She knew Princess Yunhua's temper, she didn't want to become that set of broken porcelain dolls one day, and she didn't want to become Shaoyuan.

Shaoyuan has been frail since she was a child, and it is sad that she died of the cold, but it was not unexpected, only Nan Yan has always been worried and uneasy, but unfortunately she was still young at the time, and many memories have been blurred.

But what if she remembered it clearly?

Relying only on a little clue, she didn't dare to sue the Queen Mother and the Empress at all, and it was useless to say it.

As the marriage between Princess Yunhua and the eldest grandson of Zhenguo was put on the table little by little, Nan Yan knew that her time was running out.

She didn't want to give up her life, just like she didn't want to give up her heart.

Li Luan has already gotten married, and as long as Princess Yunhua is there, Nan Yan doesn't care, and she can't be Li Luan's side concubine.

Away from the princess and close to Li Luan, Nanyan's choice is Li Xiang, the king of Rui.

Regardless of the result, she gave everything away, she succeeded, and at the foot of the rockery in the back garden of Cining Palace, where she was now standing, she was entangled with the drunken Li Xiang.

She became Li Xiang's step-concubine, and she also angered the Queen Mother and Princess Yunhua, but Nan Yan did not regret it, and there must be sacrifices if she gets it.

Nan Yan entered the Rui Wang's Mansion, Li Xiang didn't treat her well, nor was she bad, Nan Yan didn't care about this, she just wanted to see Li Luan.

It's just to see it, and the admiration is buried deep in her heart, and she doesn't dare to show it and can't show it.

She watched Mu Lianhui give birth to Li Luan's eldest son, and watched their husband and wife raise their eyebrows until the Empress Dowager Bintian.

Overnight, everything changed.

When she knew that Li Luan killed her father, Nan Yan didn't cry, she had no feelings for King Rui, and she was so distressed that she couldn't help but feel sorry for Li Luan.

Nan Yan knows very well that if there is anyone in the world that Li Luan cherishes the most, it is not his wife, not his disciple, but his father Li Xiang.

Killing his father with his own hands, how violently Li Luan's heart shook at the moment, Nan Yan knew it when she thought about it, but Li Luan gritted her teeth and held on, she would not shed a tear for him.

Li Luan doesn't need tears.

(To be continued.) )