Chapter 192: Her Cowardice
During that time, everyone kept paying attention to the seriously injured Situ Shaonan and Jin Yiming, but Bai Yu was often mysteriously missing.
At that time, Zheng Mo didn't pay much attention to it, thinking that he was at work, so it was inconvenient to tell her, so she threw herself ******** on the side of the hospital, and waited until Situ Shaonan's situation stabilized, and her heart was slightly relieved.
One weekend, she went to the playground to play with her worries, and Bai Yu was accompanied by her as usual, but she was busy with work and had to work overtime.
His attitude was a little light, which made Zheng Mo's sensitive heart feel a little uneasy.
Just as she was about to go out with anxiety, the originally clear sky was suddenly covered with a layer of darkness, and then a cold wind rose and it rained cold, disrupting the original itinerary.
Helpless, she could only play at home with Worry at the Bai family for a morning, and when it was time for Worry to take a nap, Zheng Mo left the Bai family.
Holding an umbrella, walking through the streets washed by the autumn rain, my shoes have been splashed by the rain, and the cold air spreads all over my body along the soles of my feet.
She shivered a little from the cold, and she didn't know when she had no ability to resist such cold.
When the car passing by came to her, they would honk her horn to ask her if she wanted to take a taxi, but she ignored her.
In this way, Zheng Mo seemed to be enjoying 'strolling' in the rain, only she knew that her heart was even colder than this autumn rain, and she didn't know where this cold came from.
After passing through the two streets, I unconsciously walked to the commercial square, and the people in a hurry held colorful umbrellas, adding a touch of color to the late autumn of Xiaosuo.
Feeling a burst of hunger in her belly, Zheng Mo remembered that in order to go to Bai's house to see Bai Yu earlier, she hadn't even eaten breakfast, and now it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, and she had been walking for almost two hours unconsciously. Why did she end up so desolate, is she too sensitive?
It's funny to think about it, I feel sorry for myself here, if I find out in the end. Isn't it foolish to be just a mediocrity disturbing themselves?
Taking a deep breath, Zheng Mo tried her best to hook the corners of her lips, getting rid of the extra troubles in her heart, and now she was looking for a place to have a hot meal.
There are many high-end restaurants and specialty dining on the high street. In order to ward off the cold, Zheng Mo chose to eat hot pot for one person.
Pay attention, Zheng Mo's steps are unconsciously much lighter.
Just as she was about to step into a hot pot restaurant, suddenly, Yu Guang caught a familiar figure, immediately stopped, and turned to look.
Through the rain curtain, Zheng Mo actually saw Bai Yu who said that he was working overtime in the procuratorate, and at this time, there was a girl standing side by side with him with a clever smile. It looked familiar, but I couldn't remember when I had ever known such a person.
The beige windbreaker wrapped the delicate figure, and at this time he was holding Bai Yu's arm, I don't know what he was talking about, the two held an umbrella together, Bai Yu's face was full of doting smiles, and he listened carefully to the girl's words.
Zheng Mo's face turned white after brushing, and he subconsciously bit his lower lip, looking in their direction, his heart aching. Bai Yu's expression was something she had never seen before, and at that moment, she felt that her heart was breaking little by little. It's about to shatter.
The eyes still stayed on the two of them over there, it seemed that they were going to the parking lot to pick up the car, Zheng Mo trembled his hands, took out his mobile phone from his bag, gently unlocked it, and scratched the call record. When the words worried dad popped up, her breathing tightened again.
Suddenly, the phone dialed, rang a few times, she saw Bai Yu over there paused, took out the mobile phone from his pocket and looked at it, probably saw the caller ID, his eyebrows seemed to frown slightly, the girl next to him looked at his mobile phone suspiciously, Bai Yu instantly pressed the refuse to answer button, and put the mobile phone back in his pocket.
At that moment, Zheng Mo's heart instantly shattered into slag, and she lost consciousness in pain.
I saw Bai Yu smiling and lowering her eyes and saying something to the girl, so the girl stood in place, while Bai Yu strode into the rain to get the car.
There was a blind sound in the phone, but every time it hit her heart fiercely, the hand holding the phone hung down weakly, and her whole body trembled like chaff.
Suddenly, a message prompt sound came from the mobile phone, Zheng Mo hurriedly clicked on it, it was a message from Bai Yu,
"I'm in a meeting, and I'll talk about it in the evening."
Concise and clear, no superfluous nonsense, as if one more word is a waste of his energy.
Working overtime on the weekend, and now you're in a meeting again, Bai Yu, you don't even want to lie to me, if you hadn't seen it with your own eyes, maybe I would have believed it, but now
Zheng Mo wanted to smile bitterly, but she couldn't even smile bitterly, she loved someone for the first time, she loved someone wholeheartedly, without any distractions, but in exchange for the other party's deception, she was too easy to deceive? Or is she too stupid?
But she had to admit that there was still a trace of luck in her heart at this moment, that is, at least Bai Yu was willing to lie to her, maybe what she saw was not necessarily true, perhaps, what was his reason for doing this?
Zheng Mo, who scolded himself for being stupid just now, chose to deceive himself even more stupidly, paralyzing himself repeatedly, and what he saw was not necessarily true.
This is the expression of the weak in love, the more you love, the more unwilling you are to face it, the more you deceive yourself.
Suddenly, the girl inadvertently glanced at Zheng Mo's direction, and was so shocked that Zheng Mo's hand shook, the umbrella in her hand almost fell, and she hurriedly turned around, her heart pounding.
When she looked through the huge floor-to-ceiling window in front of her, there was no girl there.
The rain gradually increased, and a small umbrella could no longer completely shield Zheng Mo from the cold rain, his eyes were sour, and the tears that had been accumulated for a long time slipped without warning.
In the confusion, Zheng Mo returned to her apartment, she didn't eat for a day, coupled with the rain and heartache, in the evening, she started a high fever.
My throat was sore, my head was dizzy, and my stomach was throbbing, as if I was about to die.
And she just lay on the bed and stood up, too lazy to do anything, even if she poured herself a cup of hot water or took a cold medicine, she didn't have the strength to do anything.
I slept and slept after sleep, I don't know how long I slept, in a daze, I felt a warm spring moistening her chapped lips, so she was like a long-dried land, desperately absorbing the moisture of this clear spring.
After a while, Qingquan slid into her throat with a burst of bitterness, making her subconsciously want to spit it out, but her mouth didn't know what was blocked, so she had no choice but to frown and swallow the bitterness. (To be continued.) )