Chapter 256: The Secret of the Heart!

Shangguan Lingxiu came to Mrs. Yang's tomb, placed incense and candle offerings, and opened a jar of wine, but he didn't say a word for a long time, standing quietly, and after such a long time, he poured all the jar of wine in front of the grave, and said softly: "Sister Juan'er, I miss you so much." ”

He sighed faintly and said, "Rest in peace." In front of you, I will not speak ill of Yang Botao, I hope that if you have a spirit, come to your dreams, and we sisters, come back to talk. ”

She just stood, saying goodbye, but she didn't leave, and let out a long sigh.

"Stand down, all of you, and wait for me down the hillside, and let me be alone here for a while. ”

The two guards said yes and walked away.

Seeing the guards go away, Shangguan Lingxiu sighed again.

From Yun Yang's point of view, he saw that Shangguan Lingxiu seemed to have lost the strength of his whole body at this moment, and slowly sat down in front of Mrs. Yang's grave.

"Sister Juan'er, it is said that you are much older than me, and it is really arrogant to call you sister, but the seniority of the Shangguan family is like this, if I really call you aunt, auntie, it will not be good...... When we got together that day, you relied on this sister's identity, but you didn't laugh at me less, if you were a generation lower, I was afraid that I would be spoiled by you. ”

Shangguan Lingxiu's stunning face showed a trace of remembrance and tenderness, she sat in front of the grave with her knees crossed, her face was full of rare delicateness, she looked unusually pitiful, and there were indescribable lonely accidents. In addition, there is still a graceful daughter's family that suddenly appears, and the charm is difficult to describe, difficult to write.

This situation made Yun Yang's heart flutter when he saw it.

The gentleness and delicacy of such a daughter's family, Yun Yang saw it for the first time in a woman from Jiangmen.

"When you were alive, you talked to me, and I never spoke to me...... To be honest, I can't say, let alone say...... In this world, I don't have anyone to talk to, I can only talk to you at this time, I hope you don't blame me......"

"Just a few days ago, when we chatted, you told me that you should find your in-laws as soon as possible and set your life's events...... Hey......" Shangguan Lingxiu looked at the white clouds in the sky and said abruptly: "At that time, I said that I had such a mind there...... You've been persuading me for a long time......"

"But Shangguan Jiangmen is now, the old and the young, I can still try my best to take on one side, if I really get married...... What are we going to do with this big bunch of people in the family?"

"You ask me if I have a crush on someone...... You say that a woman's life is complete only when she becomes a parent and has a child, I don't know that what you say is reasonable, but in fact, why don't you say that, grandmother, mother, mother, they all say this to me......

Shangguan Lingxiu muttered, "But...... The Shangguan family can't live without me now...... Although my grandmother still looks strong and tough, I know ...... They can't hold on anymore, and even if their bodies are still able to support them, their hearts are already tired...... I felt a strong will to die in each of them......"

"Before the re-introduction of the Mengong case, even though the truth was revealed and the truth was revealed, it still made their hearts more discouraged, they only thought that it was a metaphor to die if they were discouraged, and it turned out that people's hearts can really be discouraged!"

"I am now the only one left of the young generation of generals, and I can't see that Shangguan Jiangmen is gone......"

"Even though I'm just a daughter...... But I ...... After all, it's the ...... surnamed Shangguan."

"I'm twenty-one years old...... The little sisters who played together back then are now married and live happily, and sometimes they will come to my house with their children...... The little ones are cute...... It's just me ......"

"As for the person you like...... Which daughter's family doesn't have a crush...... It's a pity that I'm ......."

"Do you still remember the Yun Gongzi of the Yunhou family outside the sky?" Shangguan Lingxiu's voice became deeper and lower: "During this time, he really helped me a lot...... He's not the kind of guy who's been said to be out there, he's a very good, very good, very good man......"

"Yunyang...... Worthy of any girl's lifelong ......"

"Sister Juan'er, you also know my character, straight to the point, if I am not a woman of the Shangguan family, if my father and brother are still alive, I would have told him a long time ago; whether it is successful or not, it is good if he likes me or not; I have to tell him directly, if he doesn't like me, I will let go, I will continue to like myself, but I will not force him to like me...... If he likes me too, then let's ...... together."

"However, my identity does not allow me to do this, he is so good in his bones, so bright, chivalrous, soft-hearted, I believe that there must be many girls who like him...... And I couldn't do anything but watch from afar. Maybe one day, I will watch him marry other girls, and I will be harmonious and beautiful, and I can only watch ...... from afar."

"My nephews are still young, and when they are really old enough to take on the responsibilities of the family, at least, it will be seven or eight years from now, and that time will ...... I'm almost thirty years old......"

"Our Jade Tang Empire, a girl who doesn't marry at the age of thirty...... It seems that after so many years, there are too few and too few ...... And at that time, even if my mind still did not change, how could I expect him to be alone, people should not have such extravagant hopes......"

"Sister Juan'er...... Do you understand? The bitterness of my heart ......?"

There were two slight sounds, and Shangguan Lingxiu's tears quietly fell to the ground.

"No matter how strong I behave, I am a woman after all...... Shangguan Lingxiu said softly: "You once said that a woman will only be stronger when she has a home in her heart, and will she know what happiness is...... But none of this belongs to me, it's too far out of reach for me......"

"Now your soul is slim, but you are finally relaxed, and you don't have to worry about anything in the future...... No matter how much notoriety Yang Shuai will bear, you won't be able to hear it after all...... In fact, the hard days of your life are only these few days...... And then it's over forever...... This kind of life, although not perfect, is enough to be admired, at least I envy!"

"Because I have to continue to hold on, to stay up, knowing that I have no head, but I have to keep gritting my teeth and persevering, carrying on, and in the eyes of outsiders, I have to pretend to be cold and hard, like a man...... There is no one to talk about the weakness of the heart, and there is no one to rely on......"

"After that day, I will never say these words to anyone......"

"In this world, I don't know how many people there are, bustling, every day, in the crowded crowd in Tangcheng on this day, but I always feel that I am so lonely, as if, in this world, I am the only one, walking alone. ”

"I'm alone, I don't know where the goal is, I don't know where the front is, and I don't know where the end is...... Day after day, just forever alone......"

"Sister Juan'er...... It's so bitter. ”

The voice grew low and thin.

Only the slight sound of a tear falling to the ground sounded endlessly.

Yun Yang hid his figure behind a tree on one side, but he couldn't help but feel a sour feeling hit his heart.

Yes, there has never been a woman in the past, who is as lonely and heavy as Shangguan Lingxiu now, and has worked hard to support herself, and the responsibility of the whole family is all on this weak woman......

I can't put it down, I can't stand it, I can't hold it, but I still have to hold on...... Faltering efforts to move forward.

There is simply no space or possibility to think about your life's events.

Because it's just a fantasy to think about!

Only when the juniors of this family can really stand up, Shangguan Lingxiu ...... to get out!

Yun Yang suddenly sighed in his heart.

Time flies.

Half an hour passed quietly.

Shangguan Lingxiu stood up, stood melancholy for a moment, solemnly bent down and saluted, and walked away. She took a deep breath, wiped her eyes, suddenly straightened her chest, repeated the noble lady, and strode away!

It's like a general stepping on the battlefield, so sharp, so resolute!

The footsteps are sonorous and vibrant.

Watching Shangguan Lingxiu's slender figure gradually fade away, seeing that she was still cold and arrogant in the face of the world, strong and not letting her eyebrows go, Yun Yang watched silently, only feeling a burst of sighs in her heart.

This woman is really not easy!

If Yun Yang was an ordinary person, or his heart was a little softer, he might have gone over to confess, tell a story, and even make a move of applause, after all, that is human nature!

But Yun Yang remained silent all the time and never came out.

He doesn't know what he can say when he comes out?

What can be done?

In all fairness, Yun Yang really hasn't thought about his life's events at all.

In this regard alone, Yun Yang is not even as good as Shangguan Lingxiu or Ji Lingxi, the two girls at least know what they want, at most they don't take action because of some entanglements!

But Yunyang really has no idea!

The departed Ji Lingxi, Yun Yang has no idea; the current Shangguan Lingxiu, Yun Yang still has no idea; all his thoughts are on revenge.

Since the day Yun Yang inexplicably returned to his soul, he only had a strong obsession filled his heart: his brothers were all dead, and he was the only one who survived; he was too busy to take revenge, where would he have time and leisure to take care of the love of men and women? If he really did that, would he still have a bit of human flavor? Or are he still human?

Even after a hundred years, what face will there be to go down to see my brothers?

However, seeing Shangguan Lingxiu leave gloomily at this moment, Yun Yang unexpectedly felt that he had a heavy meaning in his heart.

Should I catch up and comfort you?

Well, forget it, what I'm facing is the Four Seasons Building, the most terrifying huge force in the entire Tianxuan Continent, maybe one day one accidentally burps, day and night, since I don't have enough ability to give other girls any guarantees, provoke other girls, give a false hope, what!

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