Chapter 17: Nervousness
Ruiwang's Mansion holds a happy event, although it is only a side room, but the momentum is also incomparable to ordinary people. Especially everyone cherishes the sunset, so the wedding is even more grand.
This day only felt that it was a long time. From the morning when she got up, she was like a puppet, letting people dress her, helping her to the sedan chair, and worshipping the church...... At this time, she was sitting on the happy bed, although she had not eaten for a day, she did not feel hungry at all, but she was terribly afraid.
Mama had already taught her how to serve the prince, but ...... Even under Hipa, her face couldn't help but turn red. The book was so humiliating that she looked at it twice and threw it aside. Later, the grandmothers said a lot, but her heart was so frightened that she was so ashamed that she blushed with shame, and she didn't notice what they said. Now that I think about it, I don't feel annoyed. Mama also said vaguely that if she studies well and makes the prince happy, she will definitely let her serve often in the future...... Often...... She wondered if that meant that he would come to see her often in the future and accompany her. She couldn't suppress a little anticipation in her heart. But this expectation was soon replaced by worry: she didn't learn anything from the painting taught! If she doesn't do well, will Li Xuan be angry? He didn't like her in the first place, and if he couldn't please him today, wouldn't he pay attention to her in the future? She didn't know what she was thinking, she obviously thought that she was dead to Li Xuan, but she still couldn't help but hope that he wouldn't hate her in the future, and even, he could like her a little bit - especially after knowing that Li Xuan had done those things for her.
Xiyan was in the middle of her heart, when she suddenly heard a noisy sound outside, footsteps, laughter, and then, the door of the house was pushed open.
Xiyan's back straightened up. She heard her own heartbeat, poof, poof, beating so fast and urgently, it was a little painful.
The happy ladies were babbling in her ear, but she couldn't hear it, there was only one voice in her heart, he was coming, he was coming, what should I do? She was afraid of him coming, and she longed for him to come. She was afraid that she would not be able to satisfy him, that he would still treat her so coldly. She was looking forward to ...... But I don't know what I'm looking forward to, I just can't help but look forward to it.
When Li Xuan picked off her Xipa with a weighing rod, Xiyan couldn't help but tremble. When she was a child, she also used to fantasize that one day she could marry him. Now, this day has really come, but she is at a loss. Looking at each other, she saw herself in his eyes, and was stunned for a moment. It's rare for him to wear such a festive color today, I don't know if it's his own illusion, even his eyes seem to be gentler than before. Xiyan looked at the man in front of him a little stupidly, and he didn't even realize that the people around him had left. When she came to her senses, there were only two people left in the room, her and Li Xuan. Xi Yan lowered her head with a red face, staring at her skirt desperately.
Li Xuan had been drinking a lot of wine outside just now. He was usually modest, and although he was not a drinker, he almost never got drunk, especially ...... But on a day like today, he still drank two more glasses. His mood at this time is very complicated, saying that he is happy, there must be something, the person who has been thinking about him for many years, has finally become his side blessing today, even if he feels that this identity has wronged her, but the joy of getting her has long exceeded all other thoughts; It's just that she is happy and a little worried, after all, her relationship with Yun Heng is not fake, not to mention that the two have reached the point of talking about marriage. As he expected, Yun Heng didn't come today, and he must have been locked up at home. If he comes, according to Yun Heng's temperament, he will definitely make a big fuss regardless of anything. And what about her? Will she still be willing to marry him then? Last time Shane came back, she thanked him, very decent, very sensible, but he also understood, she respected him, thanked him, but he was not rare.
These thoughts in Li Xuan's heart turned and turned thousands of times, and when he saw the delicate bride under Xipa, they all ran away from the clouds. She's so beautiful! Although I knew it early on, I was still full of joy in my eyes at this time. The original slightly pale face after recovering from a serious illness made Xiyan's whole person even more delicate, and the red wedding dress with her gorgeous makeup today was simply suffocating. Thinking of the shocking glimpse when he went to King Su's birthday banquet, and thinking that from now on he could look at her openly and have her, he suddenly felt so satisfied in his heart.
Anyway, she, finally his.
(End of Volume 1)