Chapter。 6
Shu Hang heard the movement and slowly raised his head, although he hadn't seen him for more than a year, Cheng Jiayi's footsteps still knocked on his heart so familiarly.
As expected, her slender figure turned out of the hallway as footsteps approached. The slightly twisted posture, like a child who has made a mistake, mustered up the courage to enter the teacher's office to be punished.
He looked at her cautious appearance, amused and sad. Standing up, slowly approaching her, I couldn't help but reach out and rub her head. She stood obediently and did not resist. When he rubbed enough and withdrew his hand, she called him in a low voice: "Shu Hang...... Let's talk. ”
Shu Hang: "Hmm. ”
They went to the café on the 17th floor, and instead of sitting on the swing chair, they chose the sofa in the corner, a cup of coffee and a cup of fruit tea, and there was silence for a while.
Shu Hang didn't explain anything to himself, from Cheng Jiayi's gaze at him, he knew that she understood. As every time he did something that upset her, it didn't take long for her to have no explanation from him, and she was able to list all the reasons why he did it, and accept and forgive it. This kind of understanding is reassuring and unsettling at the same time.
At this time, he hoped that she was not the one who had such a quiet connection with his heart, but could scold him and beat him impulsively like an ordinary girl, cry and make a fuss, maybe comfort can be easier to redeem......
Finally, Cheng Jiayi spoke, her eyes were gentle, her voice was sweet, and she called him: "Shu Hang." ”
He responded: "Xiaoyi." ”
Her smile slowly enlarged, and her expression finally relaxed: "Shu Hang, let's be good friends in the future, okay?" ”
Shu Hang: "Why? ”
Cheng Jiayi: "Originally, I still felt embarrassed and overwhelmed, but when I really sat face to face, I still felt that it didn't matter if I was close to you and didn't be a boyfriend and girlfriend, I think I may never meet someone who understands me like you again, and I may not understand others like you anymore." So, let's be friends, shall we? ”
Shu Hang shook his head slowly and continued to ask, "Why?" ”
Cheng Jiayi: "I love you, I hope you are doing well, but I can't forgive you, you know, so let's be good friends, okay?" ”
Shu Hang was anxious, and reached out to hold Cheng Jiayi's hand: "Xiaoyi, I love you, I don't want to be just friends, I really want to live a good life with you, you know, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, forgive me, okay?" Will you give me another chance? ”
Cheng Jiayi pulled out his hand and put it on the back of his hand: "Shu Hang, it is impossible to reunite with a broken mirror, you know, you also know my attitude towards love, right?" We should all move forward, and it is better to continue to be together with a rift, than to find a good love again. ”
Shu Hang nodded slowly and whispered, "I know." Then leaned back into the couch feebly, yes, how could he not know about her decision? No matter how unwilling he was to accept it, he knew that this was the decision that Cheng Jiayi would make.
He sat up again, propped his elbows on the coffee table, and looked at her deeply: "Xiaoyi, I know your decision, and I understand your decision, but I can't accept it, just like you can't forgive me, I can't accept being friends with you." ”
He paused, lowered his right hand, took the left hand she had placed on the table, and continued, "I know it's all my fault, and I know that I must have let you down too much...... In the past, you were always waiting for me, waiting for me to become mature, waiting for me to stop being playful, waiting for me to become a family with you...... This...... Is it okay to wait for you this time? ”
Cheng Jiayi: "Shu Hang......"
Shu Hang interrupted her refusal: "Xiaoyi, I quit drinking for more than a year since you disappeared, and now I don't drink...... I know you don't like me to play until the wee hours of the morning and I won't, I promise you, I won't do anything you don't like me to do in the future, so let's not just be friends, okay? Are you going to let me wait for you? When you're gone, will we get married? ”
Cheng Jiayi: "Shu Hang...... Don't ...... that."
Shu Hang didn't wait for her to continue to finish speaking, he reached out and rubbed her head again, and changed to an extremely gentle tone: "It's okay, Xiaoyi, it's my fault, you don't have to worry about my feelings, it's okay if you insist on your decision, it's okay if you treat me as a friend." But, I'm waiting for you, it's my decision, I know you'll understand, right? ”
Cheng Jiayi looked back at him fixedly, this man she had loved for nearly thirteen years, understood her so much, and touched her soft switch so lightly, in the face of such a scoundrel's self-talk, she was speechless, her own set of friends' rhetoric, isn't it also self-talking? She smiled slowly, tears streaming down her eyes without warning.
Shu Hang wiped away her tears with his index finger: "Good, don't cry...... What's next? ”
Cheng Jiayi also hurriedly wiped her tears with the back of her hand: "I plan to go back with my friends, anyway...... We've met too, how about you? ”
Shu Hang sighed: "I'll stay for a few more days...... Now that I'm out of love, I have to think about how I can chase you back in the future......"
Cheng Jiayi couldn't help but laugh.
Sure that he loved her seemed to reassure her more than the fact that the two of them were together in itself. Although this kind of thinking is inevitably a little selfish, Shu Hang is like a good medicine for all her diseases, and a sentence of "I love you" has swept away all her gloom for a long time.
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Next, Cheng Jiayi's mood completely relaxed, accompanied Ye Qingyun to visit the MC, tasted all kinds of snacks, bought all kinds of souvenirs, and ...... at the Ruins of St. Paul's, A-Ma Temple, and Our Lady of the Rosary Took a picture full of memory cards.
During dinner, Ye Qingyun asked her, "I'll go back tomorrow, what about you?" How are you going to do it? ”
Cheng Jiayi drank sugarcane juice, bit the straw and tilted his head and smiled: "Go back with you." ”
Ye Qingyun: "Really? ”
Cheng Jiayi nodded, puzzled: "Really, there's no point in running anymore, haven't you all seen him." Na...... Did you book a flight? ”
Ye Qingyun: "Not yet, I plan to book it in the evening." ”
Cheng Jiayi: "Then order it now." ”
As she spoke, she took out her mobile phone and began to retrieve the flight: "I want to fly to Hongqiao...... There are more than 10 a.m. and almost 11 o'clock, more than 1 p.m., and more than 7 p.m., what about you? Feihongqiao is still in Pudong? ”
Ye Qingyun: "It's all right." ”
Cheng Jiayi: "Then let's fly to Hongqiao together, at 1 o'clock in the afternoon, at the airport at almost 4 o'clock, you can go back to Hecheng for dinner." ”
Ye Qingyun: "Okay." ”
Cheng Jiayi: "ID card." ”
Ye Qingyun took out her ID card from her wallet and handed it to her, asking, "How much is the ticket?" I'll give it to you. ”
Cheng Jiayi waved his hand: "No need, you invited me to drink, invited me to dinner, I invited you home, it's even~"
Ye Qingyun repeated suggestively: "Please let me go home......"
Cheng Jiayi stuck out her tongue and said coquettishly: "I hate it! ”
So the two laughed tacitly.