634 Fools like me

I listened to her words, and I was also touched, Liu Qilei must be true love, and that man was stupid and didn't know, maybe there was an equally excellent woman by his side, right? And the more Liu Qilei said this, the more I wanted to know who this person was. ●⌒ Title novel,

"If you want to continue to be cowardly like this, it must be fateless, love is not just fate, but hard work, only hard work, can you get the love you want."

I approached her, looked at her and said quite seriously, in fact, I can really empathize with her situation for me.

"In fact, all our waiting is to meet such a person, a person who can make you forget to sleep and eat, and make you cry silently."

Seeing that she was still hesitating and struggling, I spoke to her again, giving her the courage to say the name.

And this time Liu Qilei really threw away the struggle, looked up at me, did not speak immediately, but shed tears from her eyes, I was just about to speak, she was the first to speak.

"Yes, all we have been waiting to meet, and this person I have already met is standing right in front of my eyes, does he know? What would he think when he knew? It should be incredible, right? Maybe I thought it was a joke? Who knows? ”

Liu Qilei spoke, but what she said made me feel like a bolt from the blue, so for a moment I thought it was a joke, but looking at her eyes, I didn't read the slightest meaning of joking, and then I was stunned, I didn't expect such a situation, looking at her, I stood motionless, and my lips trembled with a strange atmosphere.

"It seems that I am right, you will not believe it and I am extremely shocked, but Liang Jiafeng, this is the case, I fell in love with you when I was in college, at that time you had a girlfriend, and at the same time helped your brother pursue me, and then I buried this like, in fact, I don't want to promise Luo Meng, and then I will not see you completely, otherwise I will inevitably see you with Luo Meng, but in the end I didn't make up my mind, because I was worried that I wouldn't see you, so I was with Luo Meng, because I wanted to see you, I don't know why I'm like this, maybe at the moment of graduating from college, I already fell in love with you, and then I didn't see you for two years after graduating from college, I thought I would forget you and fall in love with Luo Meng completely, but the moment I saw you again, my misconceptions were self-defeating. ”

"My long-suppressed emotions exploded instantly, but I had to suppress it hard, because it was Luo Meng's girlfriend at the time, it was your brother's girlfriend, when I learned that you broke up with Manqing because of a child, I seemed to see hope, I even thought about breaking up with Luo Meng and being with you when no one was around, but such thoughts can only be thought about in my heart, because I thought of the consequences of my doing this, which will only embarrass you, but it is my cowardice who thinks about you and misses you again." "When I know that you actually like a person who is not in the same world as you at all, I am worried about your future, as a brother woman is secretly worried, this is the only thing I can do, I watched you come out of Li Qingshu's feelings and enter Wang Xiaoyan's world, happy for you, but also painful for yourself, maybe the reason I agreed to Luo Meng is that you are on the scene, right? Maybe I was impulsive, in fact, I regretted it at the moment of marriage, but I couldn't do anything, and such regret lasted from the moment of regret to the present, a year has passed, I don't know how I spent it, life after marriage may be torture for me, the word marriage is also the rusty cage for me, the happiness and sweetness on the surface is actually just the emperor's new clothes, and I am divorced now, it is really a release for me, I finally stepped out of the cage, Because I can pursue the happiness I want, because then I won't feel sorry for Luo Meng, no one can say that, after all, he betrayed me, and the crazy things I did in the hotel are not true, because I really don't love Luo Meng, even if he fools around with many women, he has nothing to do with me, just when I was about to tell you about my long-suppressed feelings, I heard you say that you were with Li Qingshu, and at that moment I felt like I was falling from a beautiful heaven to hell, and at the same time, when I learned that I was pregnant, That feeling is really uncomfortable, I even feel like I'm about to be decadent, I didn't want to say it, but when I heard what you just said, I still made up my mind, but I also knew that after I said it, it didn't make sense, I knew your character, I knew ......"

Liu Qilei said a lot to me, and also told me her mood and pain over the years, when she spoke, her feelings were collapsed, tears kept flowing, and her strong image had become fragile, looking at her tearful appearance, I was sluggish in addition to being sluggish, and now my whole body is trembling, this is not fear, but shock, in addition to the trembling of the whole body, my heart is the same, even the steps are unconsciously stepping backwards, shocked like a gust of wind rushing towards me, my mind is disordered, However, Liu Qilei became silent after saying these words, but looked at me with tears in her eyes, as if waiting for me to speak, but what can I say now? Actually, I really want to say that this is fake, right? It's a joke, right? But is it? I don't think it's possible myself.

"Qi Lei, that ...... I...... You. ”

I was rambling, but I didn't even know what I was going to say.

"I know what you think, you go, I feel a lot easier when I tell you this, I don't force you, because I understand you, you shouldn't stay with me at this time, but should accompany her, don't let her misunderstand, I can see that she really loves you, although I still think that you are not people of the same world, but since you have decided, you should have your own ideas, okay, this time I really have to sleep, good night."

I couldn't speak, Liu Qilei also interrupted my speech, and said to me with a smile, and then I wiped my cheeks with tears with my hand, turned around and quickly walked into the bedroom, this time she didn't stop, opened the door quickly, closed the door instantly, I was going to say something, but I didn't give me a chance to speak at all.

Looking at the closed door, I wanted to take a few steps forward but finally stopped, now I am confused, even more messy, take a deep look at the closed door, turn around with moist eyes, and inevitably let out a sigh the moment I turned around.

I walked out of Liu Qilei's house, with a secret that had been buried for a long time and finally revealed, a secret like a heavy stone, this heavy stone was so hard to kick that I couldn't breathe, and now what makes me feel most upset is not the child in Liu Qilei's belly, not her love after the divorce, but ...... It's a situation that is difficult for me to talk about.

Looking up at the starry sky, the love is extremely depressed, except for the long sigh is a heavy sigh...

Will Liu Qilei like me? And she liked me for so long, it was really more shocking than the sun coming out of the west, I can't believe what I heard until now, she used to hate me so much, how could she like me when she quarreled with me every day?

The more I thought about it, the more incredible I felt, I didn't want to think about it anymore, I didn't want to go, I wanted to go home, I left the community in a hurry, stopped a car on the side of the road and drove back home, but when I returned home and just opened the door, a voice came from behind me, which really scared me in the middle of the night.

"I went out for a trip."

I turned around and looked at Li Qingshu, who was wearing beige pajamas and had long flowing hair, and whispered.

"Why are you going out so late? Is something wrong? ”

Li Qingshu asked me with a puzzled face, his words were quite concerned, but the more she was like this, the more embarrassed I felt, after all, I went to find Liu Qilei just now, and I knew that Liu Qilei actually liked me, and I liked it for so long, looking at her, I inevitably didn't dare to look at her.

"What could happen? I don't have an accident every day, I just can't sleep and go out for a walk. ”

I'm talking nonsense.

"Can you go out for a walk for two hours? Did you get to West Lake from here? It wouldn't take more than two hours to go back and forth. ”

Li Qingshu looked at me suspiciously and questioned me.

"yes, how do you know? I just went to West Lake for a walk, and then stayed in West Lake before I came back, but how do you know that I went out for two hours? ”

I can only lie now, I can't sue Li Qingshu for going to Liu Qilei in the middle of the night, right? After all, we were just together, and what surprised me the most was how Li Qingshu knew that I had been out for more than two hours?

"Okay, I'll believe you for the time being, as for how I know you don't have to know, you go back to sleep, I'll go to sleep, so sleepy, good night."

Li Qingshu habitually stroked his hair, said to me casually, and then quickly turned around and opened the door and walked into the room, and I also said goodnight to her, and watched her walk into the room, I went back to the house, I went to the bathroom to take a shower and then went back to the bedroom to rest, but lying on the bed I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, my mind was full of Liu Qilei just now to say shocking words to me, so many shocking words still surround my ears, something like this happened, it really makes people feel helpless, As Liu Qilei said, she told me the truth and expressed her heart for me, but what about me? What can I give her? It will only be embarrassing for us to meet in the future, and I now regret why I kept asking her who this man was. Asked and asked, it turned out to be me a fool, I was really blind, I lost my senses, I have known Liu Qilei for so long, I don't know her intentions, let her start the marriage by mistake, and then end so sadly, but in the end, what did Liu Qilei get? It's just a sad pain.

What a fool like me