Chapter 536: Never Loved
readx;?in the nightmarish darkness......
Ning Ge couldn't open her eyes, fear and exhaustion hit her like a rough wave, the huge wave was like a black whirlpool, bottomless!
Her body turned involuntarily, the whirlpool seemed to swallow her, she wanted to struggle, but she had no strength, it was dark in front of her, she cried and screamed, struggled......
Suddenly, a pair of warm arms grabbed her and pulled her out of the darkness, she wanted to see the owner of the arm clearly, but there were layers of white smoke around her to obscure her vision, she wanted to cut away the smoke, but unfortunately the smoke was getting thicker and thicker, and she couldn't see clearly. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Who are you?" She asked directly.
However, there was no response, and the warmth of her arm gradually disappeared, and she suddenly began to panic, as if a black figure was gradually moving away from her in the smoke, and she wanted to chase her, but the closer she got, the farther the black shadow became.
"Who are you?" She began to shout.
As if she shouted so loudly, the white smoke suddenly disappeared, and a black figure gradually walked towards her, becoming clearer and clearer, and the face became more and more familiar.
"Seventy-nine?" When she saw the face of the visitor clearly, her face showed a look of joy, and she didn't care about anything else and ran directly towards Qijiu, but stopped when she was far away from Qijiu.
She stared at Qijiu with wide eyes.
I saw blood flowing out of Qijiu's body like a spring, she looked at her palely, and blood began to flow from her eyes, nose, mouth, and ears, and then she smiled, laughing so weirdly, laughing so frighteningly.
"Ah......h
"Ge'er, Ge'er......" A familiar voice came from her ears, Ning Ge let go of the hand covering her ears and listened quietly, who was calling her?
The sound of "Song, Song......" continued.
"Who? Who's calling me? Ning Ge asked, why was the voice so familiar, it seemed to have been heard somewhere, but why couldn't she remember where she had heard it?
Ning Ge began to tap her hand on her head to remind herself.
"Ge'er, Ge'er......" The voice carried a strong sense of care, which made Ning Ge's body stunned, and her heart became soft, as if there was a warm current flowing through, which also made her no longer afraid.
Slowly she opened her eyes, and what caught her eye was a handsome face of concern, she was stunned for a moment and said to herself, "Strange, why did I see Feng Yufei, am I still dreaming?" ”
"Ge'er, do you often dream of me?" Hearing Ning Ge's words, Feng Yufei showed a slight smile on his face, and when he thought that Ning Ge often dreamed of himself in his dreams, his heart was like eating honey, sweet......
Hearing the sound, Ning Ge raised her head and looked at Feng Yufei carefully, a pair of white little hands stroked and rubbed his face, the warm touch between her fingers made her pupils suddenly widen, and her body immediately stiffened, "You, why are you here?" ”
"Because you're here." Feng Yufei returned to the Tao without thinking.
Ning Ge's face immediately turned red because of Feng Yufei's answer, and in order to hide his emotions, he immediately said, "Go out." ”
"You just had a nightmare, didn't it matter?" Feng Yufei didn't care at all about Ning Ge's indifferent expression, because he was so worried about it that he didn't feel sleepy at all, he secretly came to her dormitory while everyone was asleep, and as soon as he came in, he saw that she was haunted by nightmares, and the little face that was wrinkled because of the nightmare made his heart tighten, and he kept calling her to wake her up from the nightmare, and his heart relaxed slightly after seeing her open her eyes, but he still couldn't help but worry.
The warm and caring words made Ning Ge's heart soften for a while, but he didn't want him to see his thoughts, so Ning Ge deliberately said with a straight face, "I'm fine, you can go." ”
"It's okay, it's okay, it's okay..."Feng Yufei repeated it several times in a row, maybe because the previous incident made him nervous, and he was very concerned about Ning Ge's matter, even if she was in front of him now, he was still a little unsteady in his heart, and he always felt that she would still leave him.
Feng Yufei looked at Ning Ge tightly with a pair of deep eyes, afraid that she would leave him again in the blink of an eye, he didn't want to experience life without her again, it was an endless torture for him.
Ning Ge was uncomfortable by Feng Yufei's hot and affectionate gaze, and she immediately turned her eyes to the side, "Why don't you leave?" ”
"Ge'er, do you really want me to go?" Feng Yufei had two big words 'lost' written on his handsome face, and there was a thick grievance in his voice.
Ning Ge wanted to answer in the affirmative, but when she saw Feng Yufei's face full of grievances, her slightly open lips slowly closed again.
I kept asking myself, why can't I speak?
Obviously, I have decided to forget him completely and start over, but why don't I even have the courage to face his refusal?
Seeing Ning Ge's hesitation, Feng Yufei's face showed a look of joy, and his big palm hurriedly held Ning Ge's white little hand, and said excitedly, "Ge'er, I know that you are reluctant to let me go, you still have me in your heart, right?" ”
In the face of Feng Yufei's excitement, Ning Ge seemed very calm, even a little indifferent, "You are wrong, my affection with you has already been broken when I left the palace." ”
She knew it hurt a little bit, but she couldn't give him any more hope, so let's end it between them!
The smile on Feng Yufei's face suddenly stiffened, and he was a little unacceptable, "Why?" Are you still blaming me for that? I admit that I was wrong and shouldn't have hidden it from you before, but I thought that after losing you, my heart hurt so much, and I regretted it all the time, and when I learned that you were still alive, I immediately went to look for you, can't you give me a chance? ”
Saying these words, Feng Yufei's heart seemed to be dripping blood, God knows how painful his heart was, why couldn't she forgive him?
The straightforward words made Ning Ge's heart sour, she didn't resent him at all, she had already figured out what happened before, he did it for the sake of the community, it was because he understood her too well that he was even more sad, what she longed for was a simple love, and he couldn't give it to her at all.
"Why don't you speak? Didn't you ever love me in your heart? Feng Yufei's voice seemed to come from a distant place, in fact, when he learned that she was still alive, his heart was about to jump out of excitement, but when he thought that she was obviously alive to make him think that she was dead, his heart couldn't help but feel sour, he thought of many reasons, but this reason made him unacceptable, but this reason was also the most possible.
If she loved him, she wouldn't leave him, if she loved him, she wouldn't be so cruel to see him sad, if she loved him, why did she reject him repeatedly?
Feng Yufei looked at her with heartache, he wanted to know if she had him in her heart.
"Does the answer matter?" It took a long time for Ning Ge to speak, she wanted to tell him that she loved him, but she couldn't, after going through so many things, let her understand that love is not the only one, she can't give him any more hope, and the relationship between them has long been over.
"Important, important." Feng Yufei stared at Ning Ge tightly, for fear of missing a word.
If she loves him, he will desperately keep her by his side, and if she doesn't love him, he will do everything he can to let her stay by his side even if he imprisons her.
He believes that time is the best medicine, and it will definitely heal the wounds in her heart, and as long as he persists, she will definitely fall in love with him.
"I..." Ning Ge's throat seemed to be stuck, and she couldn't say anything negative in the face of Feng Yufei's expectations.
"Why not go on? Or do you have something unspeakable? Feng Yufei couldn't help but snicker in her heart when she saw Ning Ge's appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, she really loved him, otherwise why couldn't she say it, he was too similar to her, both of them were people with strong self-esteem, so they would hesitate in the face of their true feelings It was because he was too strong that he would give her a chance to leave, but now for her, he is willing to abandon all his self-esteem, just to keep her.
Ning Ge shook his head, his eyes met Shangfeng Yu Fei's gaze, seeing the expectation in his eyes, he said extremely indifferently, "I have never loved you from beginning to end. ”
This sentence directly immersed Feng Yufei's body like cold seawater, and the coldness made his body stiff, and his ears suddenly became tinnitus, and he couldn't hear any sound.
Ning Ge could tell from Feng Yufei's petrified face that she had hurt him, and her heart ached.
Just as Ning Ge fell into deep self-blame, Feng Yufei suddenly choked her jaw, his face became distorted because of anger, which made Ning Ge's heart sink and some regret angered him, but since she had chosen this path, she had to hold on.
At this time, Feng Yufei was like an angry lion, the previous gentleness disappeared in an instant, and was replaced by full anger, and the words that were as cold as frost spit out from his thin lips, "Ning Ge, you don't want to escape from the palm of my hand in this life, even if you don't love me, I will imprison you by my side forever, you can only be my woman." ”
As if to swear his ownership, Feng Yufei increased the strength of his fingers, and Ning Ge wanted to struggle in pain, but unfortunately his strength was so great that she couldn't break free from his restraints at all, so she could only tilt her eyes to the side and tell him that she would not give in.
"Look at me!" Feng Yufei's cold voice did not contain a trace of warmth, he did not allow her to resist him, he wanted her to know that he was the leader, and she had no right to refuse at all.
Ning Ge stubbornly turned her eyes to the side and didn't look at him.
"Look at me!" Feng Yufei's voice was even more indifferent and cold than just now, her eyes were full of pain, why was she so ruthless, thinking that she was dead, he was like living in hell on earth every day, every time in the dead of night, his mind would repeat the moment of her 'death' again and again, how many times he was awakened by nightmares, but it turned out that all this was deliberately arranged by her.