Xiyan couldn't think of a suitable word to describe it for a while, and it took a long time before he said, "Jing Yi...... Jing Yi seemed to be alienating me. ”

Li Xuan couldn't help but smile.

She was even more depressed: "Do you think I'm too careful?" ”

"Aren't you too careful......," he sighed, hugging her tighter, "You care too much about Jingyi's feelings." ”

Xiyan was silent.

"I know that the whole year since I left Jingyi has been a piece of your heart. No matter how good and loving you are to him in the days to come, you don't feel enough and feel that you owe him. Every time Jing Yi has a little discomfort, even if it is as small as an uncomfortable expression or an aggrieved look, it can immediately make you uneasy and make you feel distressed. I know all of this, and even many times, even myself. He paused, and said, "But Xiyan, everything shouldn't be over...... Jing Yi is our eldest son, and he is the one who will shelter his younger brothers and sisters from the wind and rain in the future, and will support the entire palace. Excessive protection and doting on him can only do him a hundred harms but no benefits. ”

“…… I didn't ......," she whispered.

"I know," he soothed her arm, "I'm just reminding you—give him a little time to grow on his own." ”

"Then what do you mean, I should ......"

"Leave him alone." He said calmly. "There are a lot of things that people don't do what they want. If you can't change it, you can only accept it. This is something that anyone has to face. Even he was no exception. ”

Xiyan thought silently for a while. Although he recalled Jing Yi's stubborn and gloomy eyes when he left, he still felt a little distressed, but he also knew that what he said made sense, so he had to compromise and said, "Then I'll try as you say...... But...... You'd better talk to him. Jing Yi is still young, he may not be able to figure out what you said......"

"Okay," he smiled and nodded, "I'll talk to him when I get a chance." He pinched her chin, "Can you sleep peacefully now?" ”

Xiyan smiled embarrassedly.

"I said how did you toss all night. I thought it was a child who was messing with you. He teased. Sleep, don't sleep—" he patted her belly gently, "this kid is going to wake up." ”

"Hmm." Xiyan nodded, pillowed on his arm, and closed his eyes obediently.

Without any worries, she soon fell asleep.

But he didn't fall asleep for a while.

What he said just now was more than enough to bluff Xiyan, but he himself would never believe it.

Jing Yi was born and can almost be said to have grown up in his arms. He knows his son better than anyone - he may be disappointed that E-Niang is pregnant with a younger brother instead of a sister, but he will never do such a thing as deliberately alienating Xiyan and making Xiyan sad today.

He narrowed his eyes......

Someone must have told him something.

He turned his face sideways to look at Xiyan.

She slept soundly, and by the moonlight outside, she could still see her long, thick eyelashes like wings.

Although her illness is cured now, it is always a heart disease, and once it is stimulated, no one dares to say whether it will happen again...... Even he usually takes care of her very carefully, lest she be hurt a little...... Someone dared to separate the relationship between their mother and son when she was pregnant with a child and couldn't take care of Jing Yi wholeheartedly......

There was a hint of cruelty in his calm eyes.

It's really looking for death.

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Amma's sudden appearance in the martial arts training arena surprised Jing Yi a little - both unexpected and happy.

"Amma!" He flew over like a bird and said happily, "Why are you here?" ”

"Why are you working so hard these days, hiding here alone and shooting arrows?" Li Xuan walked over with a smile.

Jing Yi scratched her head and smiled embarrassedly. How dare he say that it's because he doesn't want to go to Eniang......

"Come on, let Amma see what you're capable of." He patted his son on the shoulder encouragingly.

"Yes." Jing Yi responded, and Zhengse took the bow and arrow that the little guy brought over - his strength was too small to pull an adult's bow and arrow, and this small bow was given to him by Ama on his birthday last year.

Jing Yi drew his bow and aimed at the target - with a "snap", the arrow shot straight out, hitting the bull's-eye.

"Amma, Amma, did you see that!" Jing Yi smiled so much that his eyes were crooked, and he was very happy.

I have to say that he is really a very handsome child. obviously resembles his facial features, but because of his motherly look, he has become much softer and more delicate.

"See." He smiled and touched his son's head approvingly, "Jing Yi has been doing a lot lately. ”

Jing Yi's little face lit up excitedly. "Really! Amma, do you think I'm doing a good job too? ”

"Yes." Li Xuan smiled, "Excellent." ”

"Amma, will you teach me yourself in the future?" Jing Yi asked with anticipation on his face.

Li Xuan thought for a moment, "Ama may not have time to stay in the mansion on weekdays. You might as well wait for your mother to give birth to a younger brother and let her teach you. ”

Jing Yi was stunned, "E-niang can also shoot arrows?" ”

"Of course." Li Xuan said, "Your Eniang's riding and archery skills are not below Ama, which is enough to be your master." ”

Jing Yi hesitated for a moment, and the joy on his little face also dimmed, "But ...... Then...... E-Niang already has a younger brother. ”

"Whether you have a brother or not, you are the son of Ama and Eniang, and we will love you as much as before, you know?" He hugged his son to his lap and explained softly.

Jing Yi lowered his head and didn't make a sound for a long time.

"Ama ......" spoke again, already with a crying tone.

"Huh?" He felt a wetness on his chest, but he just waited for the little one to say it himself.

"Shall I ask you something?"

"You say."

“……”

He didn't rush, he just waited quietly.

Half a day.

“…… E-Niang isn't your first blessing, is she? ”

Li Xuan was slightly stunned and was silent for a moment, "Yes." ”

"That'...... Then you have other blessings before, right? ”

“…… Right. ”

"And what about her, where did she go?"

Li Xuan pulled his small body apart, looked at him and asked, "Why do you want to know this?" ”

Jing Yi lowered her head, tears crackling and falling down.

"Is she gone?"

"Jing Yi," his brow furrowed into a Sichuan character, "what exactly do you want to ask?" ”

"Amma, am I ...... Isn't it E-Niang's child......" Jing Yi suddenly cried loudly.

Li Xuan's face sank suddenly, but it was only for a moment.

"Why do you think that?" He patted his son on the back as usual. "Tell Amma...... E-Niang usually treats you badly? ”

"I didn't ...... No...... Forehead...... Eniang...... Waiting for the Glory ...... Okay......" The little one couldn't cry.

"I think so." Li Xuan nodded, "Your mother's belly is so big, if you sit for a little longer every day, you will have back pain at night and can't sleep...... But you said you wanted a kite, but she didn't say a word and drew a ...... for you for most of the hour."

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Because the two chapters are more critical, they are sent together for easy reading (to be continued.) )