XLVIII. Protector
Lian nodded, "If it weren't for Mu Qing, maybe I would have been just a pawn of Mu Ruoci by now." ”
"Mu Qing's story" Qin Shaoyang couldn't bear to say more, he could feel Li'an's real pain.
"More than a week after your Mu Qing announced her marriage, her fiancé suddenly disappeared from the world again, but this time it was no longer a coercion that could make her giggle, he said to Mu Qing that he already knew who Mu Qing was, and he would not marry such a woman."
Lian looked at the suspicious Qin Shaoyang, "You guessed right, the story that Mu Qing finally came to me to tell me was the other side of her seemingly beautiful life." ”
"Actually, I can guess a little bit after hearing you say so much."
"Shaoyang, I often say, I have expected it to be so bad, but the reality is always worse than expected.
Mu Qing has had her first boyfriend since she was nineteen years old, but these men have nothing to do with the love she wants, and Mu Ruoci has cultivated her as the best weapon.
She has had three boyfriends, all of whom are very important to Mu Ruoci, Mu Qing said that since the first day she came to them, she has been waiting for their boredom.
Mu Qing was only 28 years old when she left, and she was in her prime, how could Mu Ruoci let marriage bind her at this time? ”
"Why didn't she refuse?" Qin Shaoyang clenched his fists angrily, although he had heard a lot about the squalor of that world, it was the first time he had heard of such a naked evil in real life.
"What do you think life is? Life is not just about the wind and snow, and the present world is good. She has a mentally ill mother to support, and she has a kindness that she needs to repay that will never be repaid. Other people have 10,000 kinds of last resort, and it is easy for you to watch. Do you want to judge her with worldly ideas? ”
Qin Shaoyang was silent, if he was Mu Qing, what would he choose? Does Mu Qing have a choice?
"Listen to me tell you this story slowly, and maybe you will change your mind after listening." Lian An looked at something beating in Qin Shaoyang's eyes, "After Mu Qing's fiancé left Mu Qing, she completely lost her mind, I said that if she hadn't had this kind of happiness, maybe she could bear the existing qiē, but Mu Qing, who had gained and lost again, was in a desperate situation at that time.
If he leaves her for money, fame, and profit. She may be able to give herself a reason, but he is because of Mu Qing's past, the part she hates the most.
Since then, she has often gone out with some second-generation people to party and get drunk. Of course, it was those people chosen by Mu Ruoci, but it was not so necessary that Mu Qing had to accompany them, what Mu Ruoci wanted was Mu Qing's absolute obedience.
Mu Qing made these things out of line, I knew that she was just trying to report the news, and she wanted him to see it. She said she fantasized that he would be jealous, that maybe he would come back to her, but he never did.
Do you know? When Mu Qing sat quietly in front of me and slowly told me this, I thought she was fine.
I remember she laughing and saying that she had been raped the night before.
She said that the man had drunk a lot, so she had people gather in a circle in the middle of nowhere, and raped her like that. ”
Qin Shaoyang couldn't hold back any longer, "Scum! How can such a thing be allowed to happen? ”
Lian's eyes were cold: "Many people think that they can do whatever they want because they are rich. ”
"But it's a crime! Breaking the law! Why didn't Mu Qing go to the police? ”
Lian narrowed her eyes slightly, "If she still wanted to be called to the police at that time, I don't think she would have chosen to die." What is the meaning of survival for Mu Qing? She chose to die at the time. I guess she'll never find her again.
Do you remember what I just said? She kept telling me that she was destined to be ruined, how could I think she was pessimistic before? It's just that I'm not as penetrating as she is. ”
Qin Shaoyang clenched his fists: "So you"
"Me? Of course I'm lucky, I'm lucky I have a warm family, take 10,000 steps back, for me what to choose is just a game, Mu Qing used to always think of various ways to trick me, every time I asked her why, she always said, I'm too jealous of you. Can't help it. You know that she is such a person, and she is so ugly to say, but she is doing a different set. If I didn't have her protection, she would have been my protector, but unfortunately I didn't know until the day she died. ”
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I came to Mulan Mansion not long ago. I suddenly fell out of love inexplicably, my first boyfriend in college suddenly disappeared, after Mu Qing told me that I was Mu Ruoci's arrangement, I completely woke up, and this is the first game that Mu Ruoci set up for my life.
And after meeting Ren Chengzhi, I entered the second game of Mu Ruoci's life set for me. And if this bureau wasn't for Mu Qing's final sue me for the truth, maybe by the day I broke it, I would have been scarred and there would be no day of looking back, thinking about it, if Mu Qing hadn't protected every step, maybe the Li'an in front of you today would not be the current Li'an. ”
"Ren Chengzhi should be that Ren Chengzhi, right?" Qin Shaoyang smiled bitterly.
"A month after Ren Chengzhi and I were together for the first time, he suddenly disappeared, and I was crazy at that time. Mu Ruoci came to see me several times, first persuaded me not to be too sad, then persuaded me to think about the future, and finally persuaded me to end an old relationship to start a new relationship, and she would introduce me to a new and better boyfriend. ”
"Mu Ruoci is taking advantage of your emotional vulnerability, just like she is using Mu Qing's gratitude and dependence on her, it is really despicable."
"Maybe, fortunately, there is Mu Qing, at that time, she accompanied me day and night, suing sù I want to be strong, suing sù that Ren Chengzhi will come back, suing sù I must stay sober even if he doesn't come back, and I will start another one after coming out of one relationship."
"Every time I have an experience like this, Mu Qing is by my side to help me, and when I think of it, she is my patron saint, since I came to the Mulan Mansion."
"I remember you once told me that you don't want to go to Shengshi to be a female star because of this?"
After Mu Qing's death, there was no first-line actress in the prosperous world at that time, and the rumors from the outside world were very ugly, and she urgently needed a newcomer to balance the situation. Mu Ruoci always praised my songs at that time, and I kept prevaricating, but I think she didn't think that a girl would be able to refuse such a temptation, she just thought I was putting on a show.
One day she came to ask me what my plans were for the future, and I took the opportunity to tell her that I wanted to be a fashion designer, which was a career that could reassure her, but I also told her clearly that she should not think about anything else, because Ren Chengzhi didn't like it.
She didn't push me anymore, and I got what I really wanted for the first time. ”
"Did Mu Qing want you to avenge her before she died?" Qin Shaoyang groaned.
"Shaoyang, you also underestimate Mu Qing too much." Liane shook her head.
Qin Shaoyang couldn't help it, "Then what does she want you to do?" ”
But it's not so easy, it's a ...... to be burned" (To be continued.) )