138 Believe in fate

The rain was still falling, but it was getting lighter and calmer soon, and I was looking forward to the moment when the sun would break through the heavy clouds and show off my muscles

And the atmosphere in the carriage is a little strange, after Xiaoyan's words fell, he fell into silence again, looking at her expression with a little bitterness, there should be some setbacks in the emotional issue, and it can be seen that Xiaoyan likes this man very much, looking at Xiaoyan who exudes a scholarly temperament in every gesture, I have a trace of doubt in my heart, with Xiaoyan such an excellent woman, what man will not like if he doesn't open his eyes, a well-known female writer full of talent, with a flower-like face, almost perfect to the extreme, if someone rejects her, an absolute idiot,

But listening to what Xiaoyan said, this man seems to be a very good guy, could it be that he has some people he likes, and Xiaoyan can't get in is distressed,

"Xiaoyan, does this man have someone he likes?"

When I had a thought, I had doubts about Xiaoyan's inquiry,

Xiaoyan turned his head and looked at me, also with a hint of doubt, and said in surprise: "Bingbing, how do you know?"

"I saw that your face was a little unsightly when you spoke, so it was a blind guess, does the guy you like really have someone you like, is it better than you, how is it possible?"

"Actually, no woman is bad, it just depends on how he feels, I like him, I know he likes her, but I don't know if he likes me or not,"

"Then it's good if you just say no, if this guy is with the person he likes, you can also grab it, if he is not together, just express your heart to her, whether it is fate or not, you can't regret it after all, maybe he also has a good impression of you, no matter what, you have to fight for it,"

Originally, I asked Xiaoyan why she appeared in the West Lake, and then asked her if she knew that the ghost face was me, but at this time, it was wrong to follow her words, but I didn't have the slightest impatience, after all, it was Xiaoyan who saved my life, in ancient sayings, the grace of dripping water should be reciprocated by a spring, not to mention the grace of saving lives, even if Xiaoyan asked me to rob people now, I have to do it, if it weren't for her, I would have gone to the Hades Palace to report now, how could I still sit in the car safely, if it wasn't for Xiaoyan to the West Lake, I'm probably floating on the surface of the West Lake by now, spotted by my grandmother who was exercising in the morning

My words fell, Xiaoyan suddenly looked at me seriously, stared at me for a moment, I looked very awkward, when I wanted to speak, Xiaoyan's serious look disappeared in an instant, with the so-called loss of warmth became a bitter smile, turned to look at the rain curtain and muttered: "I don't dare, I'm afraid he will reject me, if he rejects me, I really don't know what to do, it's better not to say it, so that I can be by his side,"

Although the beginning of the speech was bitter, but when it came to being able to be by his side, it was full of smiles, full of joy, without the slightest bitterness and melancholy, I felt more and more that Xiaoyan really liked this man, and now I really want to meet this mysterious man, how much charm can attract the attention of the temperament beauty Xiaoyan,

"Xiaoyan, it's not right for you to think like this, now you may be able to accompany him, you also enjoy it, but if this man is with the woman he likes, can you still be by his side safely and take care of him, I think you will definitely hide alone in the corner at that time and cry tears of sadness, you eat together, when you see them showing affection and feeding each other, your heart is pierced by needles, but you still have to force your face to laugh, you can't bear it, and you have to deceive yourself to find a so-called spare tire hired by money, until that time, Xiaoyan, you will definitely regret it, we are all authors of love stories, don't you know when to pursue and when to cherish,"

I put aside the doubts in my heart for the time being, and reminded Xiaoyan with a bitter smile seriously,

But as I spoke, in the case of the rain knocking on the car window, my mind actually appeared her figure, wearing five-centimeter-high heels, a luxurious long dress, dancing in the largest square in Hangzhou, and when I wanted to talk to her, she turned away without looking at me, leaving only the extremely familiar disgusted eyes, and I was looking at her from afar, quietly following her with heavy steps,

At this moment, I was in a quiet carriage, and there was a trace of fear in my heart, I didn't know what I was afraid of, and the lilies that were still clenched in my palms had sweat oozing from my palms

"Bingbing, Bingbing, what's wrong with you, why is there a cold sweat on your forehead, is it a fever?"

Xiaoyan's sudden words broke my thoughts, pulled me out of the dirt of my thoughts, and looked at her and said mechanically, "It's okay, it's okay,"

I hurriedly shook my head, my palm tightly held the sweat-stained wilted lily and fell at my feet sadly, I glanced at the lily at my feet, strengthened my mind and picked it up, shook the window and threw it out, thrown it in the rain, such an action, in fact, it is also to strengthen my heart, don't think about things that shouldn't be thought about, she is not suitable for you, and you are not suitable for her

My sudden strange movements attracted Xiaoyan's brief gaze, and he looked at me deeply and with a slight strangeness, and said with a smile: "It's okay, my business is over, I'll tell you why I went to West Lake,"

Hearing that Xiaoyan was willing to speak, I also sat up straight, stabilized my mind, nodded, looked at Xiaoyan, waited for her next, and my heart was filled with curiosity and doubt, and I found that after Xiaoyan said these words, her face was much more relaxed,

Xiaoxiao crawled on the steering wheel wrapped in a sheath, looked at the gradually clearer world and said calmly: "I couldn't sleep that day, and I couldn't write anything in code, and then I wanted to go to West Lake to go around, take a walk, and find inspiration, but I didn't expect to see you and that woman fighting, and then that woman left, I appeared in front of you, I could see that you liked her, so I said that you liked her,"

Listening to Xiaoyan's words, I couldn't detect any mistakes, and it didn't look like I was lying, after all, code words need inspiration, looking at her very calm look, looking ahead without blushing or panting, I also believed what she said, but the most important thing I have to ask her is whether I know who the ghost face is,

"Xiaoyan, that ghost face has been very popular recently, you go to the bar every day to listen to him sing, do you know who he is?"

I coughed lightly, and asked Xiaoyan who was crawling on the steering wheel, my lips were trembling uncontrollably when I spoke, and my tone was about to drift to outer space, although I believed that she was not because I went to West Lake, but I was still a little uneasy, afraid that she would know that the ghost face was me, and I was the ghost face

The atmosphere in the carriage briefly became heavy, and I stared at the moving Xiaoyan, waiting for the moment when her lips opened slightly, hoping that she would say what I wanted,——

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