"The slave maid asks for peace to the side Fujin." Cai Hua blessed her with a blessing.

"Get up." She barely smiled at the painting. "Why don't you serve in front of Fu Jin at this time?"

"Back to Fu Jin's words," Cai Hua smiled and stepped forward, "It was Fu Jin who sent the slave to look for you." ”

"Looking for me?" Xiyan was stunned. "Sister, do you have any other orders?"

Cai Hua looked at Xi Yan's hand, and smiled quietly, "Fu Jin has instructed the housekeeper to send all the account books of these years to your room, please be sure to be familiar with the affairs of the house." ”

"Oh, good." Xi Yan squeezed the list of medicinal materials in his hand blankly, "Wait for me to put this medicinal herb—"

"The matter of medicinal materials will not bother with the side Fujin." Cai Hua smiled, and took the list in her hand, "Let the slave and maid do these rough jobs." Fang Fujin is now shouldering a heavy responsibility, and he has more important things to be busy. ”

"Hehe, that's ...... It's good. Xiyan smiled awkwardly and withdrew her hand. Then you should hurry up and get some work. ”

"Yes, the slave and maid are gone." Cai Hua lowered his head, grinned disappreciatively, bowed, and calmly retreated.

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Before Xiyan entered the Chenxi Pavilion, he had already heard the chattering inside. Seeing that Xiyan was back, several girls quickly dispersed, and only Chunxue and Xiashuang came out first.

"Gege." Chunxue first carefully looked at Xiyan's expression, and saw that although her face was a little pale, her spirit was quite passable, so she breathed a sigh of relief. "The butler brought several boxes over just now."

"Oh," Xiyan smiled, "I didn't expect Fauber to move so fast. ”

"Well, it's some ledger or something." Xia Shuang also said busily. "Gege, I heard that Fujin - ouch!" Before she finished speaking, she was pinched by Chunxue.

"Well, Fujin is happy." Xi Yan nodded with a faint smile, and then continued her words, "Why don't you let her say it, everyone is talking about this now." ”

"Gege...... Are you okay? Chunxue asked tentatively.

"Me?" Xiyan paused, deliberately frowning in embarrassment, "It's not good." Fujin is pregnant, and I am afraid that my life will not be idle anymore. ”

"You ......" Chunxue swallowed what she wanted to say, and had to smile and respond, "It's really busy, those big boxes, the slaves and maids have a headache just by seeing them." ”

"Really?" Xiyan sighed. "But I have to finish reading it."

"Doesn't Gege love to read?" Xia Shuang said innocently, "Can't you just read them as books?" ”

"I'll try." Xiyan smiled.

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That night, Li Xuan really stayed in the main room. Xiyan was busy making snacks for a long time during the day, and then he was sad and sad, and his spirit was a little weak. So I slouched on the head of the bed and read a few pages of the ledger, and then fell asleep on the pillow. Seeing this, Chunxue and the others lightly covered her with a quilt and turned off the lights, which is not a problem.

It's just that Xiyan has something in her heart, and this sleep is very difficult.

In the dream, she was in a strange room, with a pile of clothes scattered at her feet, including a woman's skirt and belly pocket, and a man's long shirt and trousers. She was blushing with shame, but there were a few soft gasps and whispers in her ears, and she saw a couple of men and women intertwined in the light-colored gauze tent. Xiyan was shocked to find that he was snooping on someone else's*, and wanted to get out of the door, but he was afraid of disturbing the two people on the bed, and he was standing there helplessly, not knowing what to do, but he heard the woman exclaim, it seemed that it had also reached the extreme, and Qianqianyu's hand actually ripped off the thin layer of gauze tent! Xiyan was dumbfounded, and forgot to turn her face away for a while. The faces of men and women are presented in this way. The woman's world-like appearance, peerless posture, the jade body is displayed on the red brocade quilt, and the skin is better than the snow. The man's silhouette was clear and distinct, his eyes were deep and full of love, but he was the one she knew all too well. Xiyan only felt that it was difficult to breathe, but she still watched without blinking. The man cared for the woman gently, whispering soft words in her ear, the woman laughed coquettishly, stretched out her hand to beat him, but he grabbed it, and said affectionately, "Ning Ruo, I have only you in my heart from beginning to end." Our children, my baby is tight. ”

Xi Yan's heart hurt fiercely, and she almost couldn't help but rush over and ask, what about her? And what did he think of her?

She ...... after all Still care.

She kept telling herself that he and Ning Ruo were in love, and it was natural and natural for them to be together, but even so, she didn't want to think about what he did to her, and he ...... Do it more often to Ning Ruo.

She sat helplessly on the ground with her arms folded, feeling so sad that she was going to die, but she still forced herself to look up. The qiē in front of me actually changed again. In the Chengde Palace, several boys surrounded Qingcang...... No, it's not Qingcang, it seems to be younger. So who is that? His little face was dirty, and Li Xuan's shadow was faintly visible in his facial features, but his eyes were bigger and rounder, "Your mother is a slut, and you are also a little slut!" ”

"I'm not, I'm not!" The boy was still young, and after being scolded a few times, he sat on the ground and began to cry.

She tried to go over and help him up, but she couldn't muster her strength. I could only watch him being pushed and beaten by a few older children. A cool voice came from behind him, "Slaves who no one disciplines, you can dispose of them casually, but don't be soft." ”

The little boy was crying breathlessly, but the others had no intention of stopping. She was so anxious that her tears blurred, and as far as her eyes could see, she saw Li Xuan and Ning Ruo walking towards this side, and Li Xuan was still holding a well-dressed boy with pink carved jade in his hand.

"Ama Amma, it's my younger brother!" The boy said in a milky voice.

Li Xuan looked over here when he heard the voice, and a trace of hope rose in Xi Yan's heart, "Li Xuan, save him, save him!" She cried out for help, but couldn't make a sound.

He stared indifferently for a while, and only said coldly, "Things that don't grow." With that, he hugged his son and led Ning Ruo away so familiarly.

Xiyan watched them leave like petrified, and at some point, tears were already raining down. Her self-esteem has long since evaporated, and even her children are not immune? She was born in a famous family, and in the past, their family was also a prominent family that everyone in the court wanted to cling to, how did they get to such a field? It's not enough for her to make a side room for others, and even her children are destined to be inferior, why?! Just because she has nothing, because she is nothing, just because she is nothing, just because she is ...... He doesn't love her!

She struggled to wake up from her dream, only to find that her middle coat had already been wet with sweat, and tears were rolling down the corners of her eyes.

She sat up, curled up in a ball.

It's an October day, and it's already so cold...

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There is an extra monthly pass today, and the www.biquge.info of Biqu Pavilion is not displayed, is it Yunqi's little friend? And Yunqi comments every day on the sentence "Qingqing Riverside Grass", I don't know what it means?

Another: Tomorrow's second watch will be at 11 o'clock. (To be continued.) )