When we came to Tiananmen Square, there were already many people around the square, and I think there will be people who get up early every day to watch the raising of the national flag while exercising, which is really a sacred moment.

However, I was a little absent-minded, I don't know what Qi Lei smoked this morning, it was not the same as yesterday at all, I was wondering if Li Qingshu said something to her? If I secretly went to find her, it would be miserable, I stood in the crowd, quietly looked at Qi Lei next to me, and found that she was very focused, and she didn't look like a person with something on her mind, so I was a little messy.

In the end, I had to accompany them to watch the flag-raising, and there was a national anthem that had not been sung for a long time, and soon the national flag raising was completed, and all the onlookers dispersed.

"Qi Lei, let's make peace with the tour group."

I hurriedly said to her, I thought to myself that I couldn't travel with Li Qingshu anymore today, and I couldn't stand the horror.

"Why are you in such a hurry to go back to the travel agency? Do you miss that little sister of the tour guide? You son of a bitch. ”

However, in response to me, it was angry words, looking at her angry, I really didn't know what to say, I could only look at her a little stunned, although it was silent, but the things I wanted to ask in my heart were all on my face.

"What's wrong? Why don't you speak? Could it be that he was really in a hurry to find the little sister of the tour guide? ”

Qi Lei saw that I didn't speak, so she said to me again, the anger on her face became more and more thick, I was getting more and more confused, I didn't want to say anything, I just stepped forward and grabbed her hand, pulled her aside, and didn't talk to Li Qingshu, Qi Lei didn't want to be pulled by me, kept struggling, and I didn't say much, just pulled her to the side of the square, and then let go of her.

"What are you going to do? Crazy, right? ”

The moment Qi Lei was let go by me, she yelled at me, her face was really angry, it wasn't a joke, I really didn't know what happened to her, how she became like this.

"Qi Lei, what's wrong with you? Did something happen? You're so abnormal today, where did I mess with you? ”

She was very loud, but I was extremely quiet, I didn't want to quarrel with her, especially since Li Qingshu was still standing not far away.

"What can I do? I'm asking you, are you crazy? ”

Qi Lei's expression changed, and then she returned to her savage appearance again, and continued to yell at me quite loudly, looking at her performance, I felt that she must have heard something from Li Qingshu?

"Qi Lei, can we communicate well? What the hell is wrong with you? Is it related to Li Qingshu? Can you tell me okay? Don't let me guess. ”

I grabbed Qi Lei's hand, held it tightly, and asked her very seriously, but when I asked this, my heart was very uncertain.

"It's okay, it's okay, are you particularly afraid that I will travel with Li Qingshu? Or is it superfluous when there is one of the three of us? ”

Qi Lei still didn't want to say, but instead asked two questions that I didn't know how to answer, my head began to spin very quickly, and after a moment I just looked at her and replied, "Qi Lei, what are you talking about?" This visit to Beijing is a personal trip between the two of us, and if you have to let Li Qingshu join in, of course she is redundant. ”

My words fell, but I was still silently thinking in my heart whether my answer was right or not, whether it was good or not.

"Huh, really? Do you think Li Qingshu is redundant? ”

Qi Lei looked at me with a surprised look on her face, and asked meaningfully, that feeling made me a little confused, and I was sure that Qi Lei must have heard something from Li Qingshu and learned something.

"Of course, is it possible to think that you are redundant? Qi Lei, let's play together, I am particularly awkward with Li Qingshu, you said that we are husband and wife, and now we have your husband and my former girlfriend, this kind of threesome is too bloody, I can't stand it. ”

I hurriedly replied, said sincerely to Qi Lei, and then looked at Qi Lei seriously to see the change in her expression.

"Husband and wife? Yes, we are husband and wife, but some people do sneaky things without telling their wives, are such couples considered husband and wife? ”

Qi Lei said meaningfully again, and there was a faint smile on her face, but this smile made me shudder, I knew that she was talking back, and I also understood some meaning from her counterwords, she seemed to know about me I secretly went to find Li Qingshu, could it be that Li Qingshu told her personally? It's impossible, how could Li Qingshu live to say this to her? Why? Why is that?

Hearing Qi Lei's words, I was thinking messily, the doubts in my heart became more and more intense, I glanced at the direction of Li Qingshu, and then said sincerely to Qi Lei, who was smiling at me: "I know that you are angry because I secretly went to her, I just want to help her, absolutely no other thoughts, you have to believe me, I choose to marry you, marry you, and I will not want to have anything to do with her again." ”

"Since you simply want to help her, and you don't have any ideas, why can't you tell me? Why sneak up? ”

Qi Lei finally asked the question she really wanted to ask, which is why she changed after waking up in the morning, and when I heard her words, I asked her rhetorically, "Did she tell you this?" ”

I asked knowingly, and my eyes were fixed on her, not moving for a moment.

"What's the point of you asking that now? I'm asking you, please answer my question, if you don't want to answer, then I'll leave, I'm going back to Hangzhou now, you go to help her now, help her through the sadness, and then what happens. ”

Qi Lei looked at me and said angrily, although she was smiling, but from her eyes I saw the ripples that belonged to tears, at this moment I knew that her heart was very painful, and I was the same, how could I let her go back? When she wanted to pass by me, I quickly grabbed her wrist, held it tightly, and then said firmly: "Qi Lei, you have to believe that the person I love now is you." ”

The impulsive Qi Lei, the heartache Qi Lei, trembled when she heard my words, but in the end she still wanted to break free of my palm, she wanted to leave, I now know her mood, and I know what she is going to do? Likewise, I know what I want to do?

I let go of her wrist, but I hugged her hard, hugged her tightly in the calm Tiananmen Square, now the wind is unusually cold, shivering Qi Lei needs my warmth, I don't care whether Li Qingshu saw this at this time, and I don't care what other people think, I only know that everything I did hurt Qi Lei, I know her love for me, but I am not so pure for her.

This time Qi Lei didn't struggle anymore, but was held by me like this, and I didn't be silent, but said softly in her ear: "Qi Lei believes me, I went to her, just a simple help, I didn't tell you, I'm just afraid that you will misunderstand, believe me, don't be angry." ”

My words had an effect, Qi Lei also hugged me, we hugged each other in the square, treating others as wooden people, and then we hugged for a while, left each other, glanced at each other, and randomly looked in the direction where Li Qingshu was before, but found that there was no longer her there, she may have seen the picture of us hugging each other, and chose to leave silently, maybe she didn't want to see us at all, right?

"Look, you're going to have her travel with us."

I looked in the direction of Li Qingshu and muttered.

"If I hadn't asked her to travel with us, how could I have known that you had looked for her, and this time I came to Beijing completely for her, yes, I owe you in my last life, I have loved you for so many years, and I have never even expected anything, even when I got married, I didn't dare to think that you gave me a heart completely, but after getting married, I became insatiable, I want your person to be mine, and my heart is all mine, I want you to have someone else in your heart, especially her."

Qi Lei said word by word, her voice was not high, but it made me listen to it very real, her mood was so real, and it was very simple, and it moved me even more, but I didn't let her enjoy the simplicity of such a touch, I was also dirty with this touch, I am sorry for her, help Li Qingshu, I don't know what I am for? Is it to look at her pathetic pathetic? Or maybe what? I don't even know it myself.

"Qi Lei, I'm sorry."

Now all I can say to Qi Lei is this sentence, a sentence that makes me tremble a little, I feel very guilty about her, and even more guilty at this moment, as she said, if I really want to help Li Qingshu, will I not tell her? Or maybe I really love her, will I hide it from her?

"You're sorry to me again, we're still so far apart? Would you have said sorry to her before? ”

Qi Lei looked at me and smiled, but her smile was bitter, and I could really see it.

"Fool, we're getting closer, we're already close."

I stroked her hair and said gently, trying to make her smile genuine with a sincere smile instead of containing bitterness.

"Hmph, I hope you didn't lie to me, I fell into it, I can't lose you, I can't even think about what I will be like after I lose you?"

Qi Lei looked at me and finally smiled happily, maybe it was because I touched her head, making such an intimate gesture would not cause much distance, but there was still some small worry in the smile.

The wind continued to blow, still very cold, but I looked at Qi Lei and said more firmly: "It won't happen......"

"Well..."