Albert only felt his heart tighten suddenly, and the panic of fear broke all his defenses in an instant, and he walked up with a single lunge, reaching out to shake Lance, but before he could reach out, he stopped out of fear, and when his eyes met Lance's empty eyes, his fingers began to tremble uncontrollably. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

The fingertips touched Lance's arm, the cold skin was not warm at all, and the slimy sweat also lost its temperature, which made Albert's heart tremble, and the uncontrollable fear made him shiver all over, like dead leaves floating in the autumn rain.

Suddenly, Lance began to gasp, as if he was rejuvenated, Albert was so frightened that his whole body stiffened, looking at Lance who had regained his life, his heart finally broke down, and he wiped the tears in his eyes in a panic, but he didn't care about hiding his embarrassment.

The torture, Lance felt that this was a torture, as if he had really experienced a Ling Chi execution, the kind of physical and mental torture that overwhelmed all his physical strength, and in a trance, as if he had really come back from the dead, he could only breathe heavily, his mind was blank, and he could not think at all.

"Lance, are you alright?" Albert's voice came from above, but before Lance could answer, there was a vomiting sound next to him, Lance wanted to look up, but found that he was weak, but he saw Alan lying next to a red plastic bucket next to him, burying his head completely.

"I, I'm fine." Lance withdrew his gaze, and even squinting his eyes at the others made it extremely difficult for him to look at them. He could only lie down again, closing his eyes, until Albert began to untie the ropes for him, and he realized that his limbs were still bound, and there was a burning pain in his wrist, so clear and so deep.

Lance didn't bother with Albert, but was immersed in his own thoughts, and his tired brain slowly began to recall the scene just now. This was the first time that Reims really felt that expressionism and methodology could be combined.

Before the performance began, all of Lance's conception of the scene was based on Expressionism. After all, he didn't plan to experience "castration" himself, so the methodological techniques were not applicable, he looked through many medical books, consulted relevant doctors, and borrowed a medical school teaching video to watch, trying to use the expressionist way to accurately grasp the emotion of "the pain is extreme but you can't scream, and then gradually begins to become numb".

In fact, he did the same in the process of acting, showing the pain that penetrates deep into the soul with the most precise performance. But gradually, he began to feel Jeff's soul gradually awaken, and even the picture of Jeff's life began to roll in his mind, how he became a lover/child/fetish, how he refused to admit himself, how he committed his sins, how he justified himself, and finally, how he lay here and was castrated...... That despair, that anger, that blankness, was running wildly in the blood, almost losing control.

In a trance, he forgot that this was filming, he forgot his true identity, he even forgot the existence of the camera, the boundary between falsehood and reality has completely disappeared, the whole person has escaped into a chaotic world, all emotions are so turbulent, almost out of control, the kind of struggle that is pushed to the extreme, as if Ling Chi is not killed by the body but the soul, again made him feel the fear of "the secret is punctured", everything is out of control, like a wave in a tsunami, Wave after wave, it became difficult to breathe, let alone resist.

However, there was a moment of clarity in the depths of his spirit, he knew that he was being castrated, he knew that he was falling into despair, he knew that he was falling apart, and he even vaguely knew that he could not completely lose control. So, every look, every breath, every expression, even every time you struggle to get up, every time your fingers curl up, every time your muscles tighten...... Every detail is so clear, so accurate, so fine.

This ambiguous state between loss of control and control challenges the extreme of the soul, as if every pore on his body is flowing with a blood mist, and after the pain reaches a critical point, it will swallow him at any time, in order to avoid drowning, he has to ignore the physical and mental torture, and begins to struggle forward, forward...... Until, "card".

Slowly closing his eyes, the details of the performance of the scene just now in his mind were so clear, but so unfamiliar, as if even he couldn't tell how this performance burst out from the depths of his body. He tried to find the context of the performance, vaguely, as if he touched it, but as if he couldn't grasp it, so he felt a kind of frustration.

In desperation, Lance could only reopen his eyes, the restraints on his wrists and ankles had ended, he sat up straight, but found that the whole person was out of strength, and then a transparent water glass appeared in his sight, and the smoke showed that it was a glass of warm water, and when he raised his head, Lance saw Percy's worried expression, "You're going to be dehydrated." Percy spoke.

Only then did Lance notice that his body had become cold, and the hot sweat had turned cold at this time, and he twisted his body, only to find that his clothes had been completely attached to his skin, and a sense of hardship swept over him.

Raised his hand to take the water glass, the hot temperature scalded his fingertips, but let the beating heart slowly calm down, completely wrapped the water cup with both hands, felt the ironing temperature, the stuffy breath in his chest slowly spit out, and then Lance stood up, although his legs were weak for a while, but he finally did not fall, re-supported his spine, and took a step forward, "Monitor." ”

Percy and Albert looked worriedly at Lance's tired and weak shoulders, such a stranger to Lance, but neither of them spoke, because they knew Lance's temper better than anyone else, and the reassurance at this time was only afraid that they would hit the muzzle of the gun. Albert glared and motioned for Percy to speak; Percy, however, rolled her eyes and asked "Why don't you go?"

Emma hurried up to meet him, her face shining with excitement, and took the initiative to grab Lance's arm.

Lance was a little surprised, he looked at Emma with a slight frown, a hint of fierceness bloomed in his tired eyes, he didn't like people to be so close to him. Lance raised his hand and tried to break free of Emma, but Emma held on to it firmly and was not willing to let go at all.

Then Emma saw the fierceness in Lance's eyes, which suddenly exploded, which caught people off guard, Emma couldn't help but retreat, such Lance was so strange, the rich bloody breath lingered under her nose, she believed that if she didn't let go, Lance would tear her into countless pieces.

Emma swallowed a mouthful of saliva, but she didn't flinch - not only did she not flinch, but she also took a small half step forward, and the whole person was attached to Lance's side, hugging Lance's arm tightly, and then supporting Lance's weight with her own shoulders.

Lance was a little stunned, he caught the firmness in Emma's eyes, the firmness of refusing to compromise, refusing to give up, refusing to admit defeat, the light of care was so dazzling, Lance couldn't help but be a little embarrassed. He lowered his eyes and tried to shake off Emma's hands directly, but at this time he really had no strength, he only felt that the whole person was being involved, not only did he not shake Emma away, but his center of gravity was unstable, and he staggered two steps, as if he was about to fall.

Emma supported very hard, her thin body could not support Lance's huge size of six .2 feet, she only felt that the weight of Lance's entire body was pressed down, like the Alps cracking, she knew that she couldn't support it, but she still didn't let go, gritted her teeth, and used all her strength to support Lance, even if she was broken, she wouldn't let go.

Suddenly, the weight was lighter, and Emma only felt that her whole body was relaxed, and she looked up, and then saw that Michael appeared on the other side, holding Lance's left hand. Michael smiled at Emma, which made Emma embarrassed, and then Michael pressed the weight of Lance's whole body on top of him, and whispered, "Monitor, this is your destination, right?" ”

Lance had never been so embarrassed, not even when he was swept out of the house by Diorama Pictures, his cheeks were slightly hot, he lowered his eyes in some embarrassment, took a deep breath, then straightened up again, control returned to his muscles, he raised his arms slightly, only to find that Michael and Emma were still unwilling to let go, he could only whisper, "I'm okay now." ”

Michael hesitated for a moment and wanted to let go, but Emma glared angrily, which startled Michael, and quickly tightened his hands and grabbed Lance again, but the movement was too big, like an enthusiastic fan, and the bird leaned on Lance.

Seeing this scene, the other people standing next to him finally couldn't hold back anymore and burst out laughing, "Michael, your new boyfriend?" A joke erupted, causing everyone to burst into laughter.

Lance shook his head helplessly, and with the help of Michael and Emma, he walked over to the monitor. But for such a short stretch, Lance felt his legs tremble slightly, and he had to sit down in his chair, and then let out a long breath.

In this scene just now, the physical exertion is actually not so obvious, the most important thing is the mental fatigue, the kind of drowsy fatigue swept like a tsunami, making Lance almost unable to resist. Now, after sitting down, his muscles were finally relaxed and his spirits were reinvigorated, and Lance looked left and right, "Alan, Hayden, come here." Let's start looking back. ”

Allen, whose stomach was overturned, almost sat on the ground, and Hayden, who was paralyzed, also leaned against the corner of the wall with his eyes blank, and when he heard Lance's words, the two of them cast their eyes at the same time, revealing painful expressions. (To be continued.) )