Chapter 41: It's better to miss each other than to see each other

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Dong Xinyi is indeed very beautiful, she has exquisite facial features that make other women ashamed of themselves, and a figure that makes men obsessed, even if her face is full of loneliness at this time, she is still amazingly beautiful.

Her slender legs were together, milky white like ivory in the light, her buttocks were leaning against the wall, and she was holding a half-drunk bottle of beer in her hand, she looked at Bei Yiming and laughed at herself: "But in the end, it was because of my beauty that you caused a lot of trouble, although I don't know how you solved it, but I knew that you were in danger at that time." ”

Speaking of this, Dong Xinyi turned her head sideways to look out the window at the night and muttered, "You know what? I have always been a very strong person since I was a child, and I never relied on anyone, including my parents, because my mother told me that women should be independent, and beautiful women should be independent, and she didn't want me to be the second her.

When I was in high school, I didn't ask for money like her, my tuition fees were all earned by me doing odd jobs, and it was the same in college, and there were a lot of people chasing me, but I never promised anyone, I didn't need a man, I didn't want to get married, and I wouldn't get married, just because I knew I could live well on my own. ”

Dong Xinyi slowly turned her head sideways and looked at Bei Yiming's bright eyes and continued: "I thought I was strong enough, strong enough to face any wind and rain, but when I met you, I found that I was wrong, very wrong, I was really not strong enough, a malicious comment made me panic, I still experienced too little, I went too smoothly, so I wanted to change my way of living." ”

Bei Yiming sighed and said, "Are you leaving?" ”

Dong Xinyi first nodded, then shook her head, shrugged her shoulders and said, "I don't know now, but I should leave and leave you." ”

Bei Yiming said puzzledly: "Me? ”

Dong Xinyi nodded seriously and said, "Yes, you, I said that I don't want to rely on anyone, but staying by your side, I found that I began to rely on you." Speaking of this, Dong Xinyi groaned and said, "I found that I seem to like you." ”

Bei Yiming never thought that Dong Xinyi would say such straightforward words on such a night and in such a state of mind, he didn't know how to answer for a while, being liked by a woman and a stunning woman like Dong Xinyi is a joyful thing, but Bei Yiming couldn't be happy, because Dong Xinyi at this time was like a cloud floating in the sky, he could see it, but he could never catch it.

Moreover, Bei Yiming never thought about anything to happen to her, he was a little wooden, a little sluggish, and even inferior to his feelings, he always thought that how could a woman like him like a woman, he ignored one thing, he was Bei Yiming, but not the former Bei Yiming, he was growing at an amazing speed, he would sooner or later flap his wings and fly high, soaring above the sky and looking down on the world.

Dong Xinyi said suddenly: "Bei Yiming, you are a very strange person, do you know? You are different from the men I met, the first thing they thought of when they first met me was how to get me, whether it was my classmates or those men on the Internet, they wanted to get me, but from the first time I saw you, your eyes told me that you didn't think about it.

You are a man with affection and righteousness, for an ordinary friend like me, you can risk your life just to protect me, so I am moved, Sun Qian is right, I should catch a man like you, but I am afraid, really afraid, I am afraid that once I fall into it, I will not be me, do you understand? ”

Bei Yiming exhaled a long breath and said: "You want to be yourself, to be the only Dong Xinyi in this world, that's right, thank you for liking me, I'm so big You are the first girl to say that you like me, really, I support you, no matter what you want to do." ”

Dong Xinyi walked to Bei Yiming's side and sat down with two long legs, she gently rested her head on Bei Yiming's shoulder, she stretched out her hands and hugged Bei Yiming's arm, and said softly: "Actually, it's good to stay by your side, no matter how much trouble I cause, I know you will definitely help me solve it." ”

Dong Xinyi's soft and warm body made Bei Yiming's muscles freeze, he had never been so close to a girl in his life, he was even a little nervous, there was a wisp of good aroma between his noses, this is Dong Xinyi's body fragrance, it smells good!

Dong Xinyi tightened her hand and said: "But I still have to go, I want to be the unique Dong Xinyi, I have to go through more ups and downs, if I am tired that day, I will come back to you, you are the only man I can rely on in this world, and the first man to make my heart move." ”

Bei Yiming suddenly had an urge to hug Dong Xinyi into his arms, and then said to her: "Don't go, stay, I will use my shoulders to shield you from any wind and rain." ”

But he didn't say this sentence after all, because he wanted Dong Xinyi to be happy, and if she stayed, she would be unhappy, so he chose to let her go.

A tear slipped down Dong Xinyi's face and gently fell on Pei Yiming's shoulder.

Feelings are so wonderful, two people who once had no feelings for each other have a change in their mentality after experiencing some aftermath, and suddenly find that he or she is a person worthy of their liking, and a sudden heartbeat detonated a volcano called **love.

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Seven days later, Dong Xinyi left, without warning, she went to find the life she wanted, the night before she left, Dong Xinyi gently hugged Bei Yiming, and then kissed him gently like a chicken by rice, and left completely the next day.

She transferred the WeChat group to Bei Yiming and left him a letter, with only one sentence on it, a sentence that made Bei Yiming stand in front of the window all night.

Without Dong Xinyi's house, Bei Yiming suddenly didn't want to live, he wanted to move, Chen Sanye's house he went to see, but he didn't like it, and he didn't like the car, so these things were sold by Qin Wu, and the new house was bought the next day, and now it is being renovated in the style that Bei Yiming likes.

Bei Yiming can only live in the luxurious office in the bar for the time being, several nights he lies on the wide sofa and stares at the ceiling in a daze, he is thinking about Dong Xinyi, thinking about her being there at this time, thinking about what she has for dinner, Bei Yiming has insomnia, he has insomnia for a woman in his life, but he quickly cheered up, and tried to bury the love that had ended before it started in the deepest part of his heart, and only in the dead of night would he experience this very short, very short love alone.

Three days later, Bei Yiming saw Lin Runqing in the team of free clinics in the countryside, and the two of them just nodded and did not speak, but this day was destined to be an extraordinary day for the two of them.