668.Chapter 668 - Learning to Let Go ......
Xiyan tasted the ordinary tea lightly, I used to think how excited I would be when I saw him again, I imagined too many possibilities, but there was no such one!
The two of them were able to sit together quietly and drink a cup of tea...... The state of mind is so calm...... "Let's go after drinking tea!" ”
Xiyan has been using such a look to calm down, don't look at it lightly, don't say lightly!
"Good!"
Li Yan took a sip of the ordinary green tea in the teacup, and then nodded in response!
His eyes didn't mean to leave Xiyan at all!
Xiyan frowned slightly...... The man ......, "I'm in the shadows, and if you don't want to see me, I won't appear in front of you!" ”
Li Yan stared at Xiyan and said with a blazing gaze!
A handsome and uncast face is full of seriousness!
Not in the slightest way I felt how appalling my words were...... "I mean don't follow me!" ”
Xiyan said very seriously!
Since he chose to leave the moment the truth was revealed, he didn't want to entangle with him anymore...... But what is it now?
Follow yourself all day long, do you really think you don't know?
Even if you want to know yourself, you should hide it a little!
But what are you like that?
Swaggering ...... What is worse than not dwelling in front of her eyes?
"I can not appear in front of you, but you can't stop me from following you!"
Liyan said very seriously!
Staring at Xiyan, don't let her escape!
"Death, I thought you know, we're all in the past! I can't go back to the beginning! ”
Xiyan took a sip of tea and said faintly!
The green tea has a slight bitterness, just like her heart that has already been riddled with holes...... It's just that the bitterness can only be tasted by yourself!
"If you want to, we can go back to the beginning!"
Standing up, he looked a little excited!
Haoyu also wrinkled slightly!
Those originally cold Danfeng eyes were also full of panic and helplessness!
He is not afraid of Xiyan beating him, and he is not afraid of Xiyan scolding him...... What he fears most now is if she is unwilling to give himself another chance, unwilling to accept himself again...... So what should I do?
Xiyan, in addition to guarding you day and night, I really don't know how to redeem it...... I don't know what I'm going to do to fix your broken heart!
What about the evil gods with boundless power?
Now, he had an empty spell...... Listening to the words of the deceased, Xiyan sighed slightly...... Then he said seriously: "After I knew that you were with Huan Yan, I went to the West Heaven to find the Buddha, and I still remember that the Buddha once said to me that there are eight sufferings in life, birth, old age, sickness, death, love and parting, hatred for a long time, I can't ask for it, I can't let it go...... At that time, I asked the Buddha how I could be liberated...... The Buddha said to me that the first four are the suffering of the skin, and the body can be destroyed, and the last four, the suffering of the soul, and the reincarnation of eternity, are indelible...... I asked the Buddha, isn't there a bowl of Meng Po soup that can be solved? I'm a god, I don't know if the Meng Po soup can be solved! The Buddha said that it is difficult to understand, Meng Po soup can only erase the memory of the soul, but can not rub the pain of the soul, in fact, a qiē phase is born from the heart, and it is also understood by the heart, just "let go", let go, investigate, that is, at ease...... You are a god, if you have obsessions, then it will be useless for you to drink all the Meng Po soup! The world is alive, but it is only in your thoughts...... I said, I just can't put it down...... The Buddha persuaded me, do you know that in the world, people who can't let go are not reincarnated, because the heavens will not give a new life pain, but will only become a "spirit", forever wandering by the Yellow Spring, wandering in the world, not receiving in the underworld, not recognizing in the yang, let go, the Buddha will cross you, you have great love in the world, why bother with small love, and in the end it will only suffer yourself. And so it is with man, how much more is it thy God...... If you can't let go, the heavens and the earth will be wiped out with your obsession! You are the god of war, and maintaining the Three Realms is what you should do, instead of clinging to that little love and being unable to extricate yourself! It even caused a catastrophe in the world! I said to the Buddha that a gentleman becomes a great love, I am just a layman, I would rather see, know, know, love, depend, and promise, even if there will be a loss, a mistake, a mistake, a mistake, a rejection, abandonment, hatred, and even a decision. The Buddha sighed, the origin is extinguished, and the birth is empty. Let's go. Finally, I said to the Buddha, I can't ask for him, let alone let go...... So I'll take him with me, even if it's gone...... Sure enough, because of my persistence, how many lives in the world have been destroyed? But I don't regret it...... Even in the end, I didn't hesitate to do it in that way, just to be able to love you a few more times in the world...... I've been obsessed with it for thousands of years...... But I didn't know until the moment I finally woke up...... The Buddha was right...... But because of my persistence, how many human disasters have been caused! Just the people who died in the Lingshan Academy were enough to write countless karma for me! I am tired!! I was really tired when I ignored the Buddha's dissuasion and committed such a catastrophe......"
Xiyan stared at the death, and said lightly after slowly finishing the narrative!
Now, I'll learn to let go!
Please let me go!
"Bullshit Buddha, what are you and I? How could it be that bald monk who had the final say! ”
Liyan excitedly took Xiyan's hand, and Liyan, who had always been at the top of Mount Tai, said excitedly!
"Even if you and I are outside of heaven's punishment, so what?"
Xiyan squinted slightly and stared at the death!
"I used to be crazy, but after all these years, I'm slowly learning to let go! In samsara, there is too much to ask for...... No matter how much love there is, it has been wiped out! When I am reincarnated in every life, when I cross the Nai He Bridge, Meng Po will tell me that I can be at ease when I let go of my obsession! I don't understand...... But now, I understand, I want to try, is it obsession to let go, my Xiyan is still the god of war who once dominated the world and the world! ”
Xiyan shook off his hand and said!
"You are Xiyan, you will always be Xiyan! You like to cross the world, I will accompany you! Whatever you like, I'll find it and send it to you, don't say you're tired, okay? ”
Liyan's body was filled with a sluggish aura, and Yan said with some begging!
Thinking of him as an evil god, the sky is not afraid, the earth is not afraid, but now he is afraid that Xiyan is tired!
I didn't want to continue...... If it had been after he had been poisoned by Huanyan...... Or in every life on earth, how good it would be if he said that to himself...... But no...... Death, why do you have to wait for my heart to be cold!
What about saying such a thing when you have already decided to let it go?