The cold wind mixed with the cold was blowing, my hands on my legs were bitter and helpless, Xiaoyan's astonishing words made the air around me no longer fluctuate, and the atmosphere was already shrouded in hesitation, but I couldn't say anything? Maybe there is no face to say at all.

Xiaoyan's love for me is only disappointed, but only disappointed, what else can I say?

Xiaoyan's words also made Li Qingshu speechless for a while, it is indeed as Xiaoyan said, she loves me, Li Qingshu does not have me in her heart, and she will never be able to compare to Xiaoyan's concern, but I still can't help but look at Li Qingshu and want to hear how she should answer?

The raging wind blew Li Qingshu's hair that was not tied with a leather band, signaling that Li Qingshu should make some rebuttals, and Li Qingshu turned his head to look at me quite calmly, and then looked at Xiaoyan.

"I admit that you love him, when I saw you holding that thing for him, I understood, but I take care of him I have my reasons, although I can't be as meticulous as you take care of him, but I will try my best to take care of him, after all, he is my life-saving benefactor, I want to take care of a person, even if I don't love him, I can take care of this person, the grace of a drop of water should be reciprocated by a spring, not to mention the grace of saving lives, so I must take care of Liang Jiafeng, you don't have to worry about this."

Li Qingshu looked at Xiaoyan very solemnly and seriously, and said word by word, and the cloud lightly resolved the oppression from Xiaoyan.

Kindness, gratitude, repaying kindness, Li Qingshu's affection for me is only these after all, and she can tolerate my rudeness, all because of the so-called kindness.

She should be happy to repay me, but I can't.

"Whatever do you want to repay the favor or what? If you don't know how to keep Bingbing warm on such a cold day, you can't take care of Bingbing, and I can't rest assured, I have to take Bingbing away today. ”

Xiaoyan didn't care about 3721 and said angrily to Li Qingshu, it seems that if you don't take me away, you will die.

"Impossible, since Liang Jiafeng came to my house, I won't let you take him away, and if you want to take him away, you have to ask him what he thinks, right? If he wants to go with you, I won't stop him. ”

Li Qingshu's words changed and threw the decision to me, I really don't want to see such a situation, they are extremely important women in my heart, and let me make a choice again, it really fucking hurts.

Li Qingshu looked at me, Xiaoyan also looked at me, Xiaoyan said to me even more bluntly: "Bingbing, come with me, staying in her house can only hurt you, and when the time comes, let her ruthlessly sweep the floor out, and it will be you who will hurt your heart." ”

Looking at Xiaoyan's rather ugly and eager look, my heart collapsed a little, I really don't want to see Xiaoyan do this for me, I really don't deserve it.

"Xiaoyan, go back."

After all, I can't go to the end of the day, lower my voice, and say the choice in my heart bluntly, I can't give Xiaoyan hope, because no one will know my heart better than me, if I choose to leave with Xiaoyan now, Xiaoyan will be hurt in the end, I don't want this to happen.

I believe that I slandered her again, Xiaoyan will definitely give up the love that has no future, the love that does not match it, the love that I don't deserve now.

"Bingbing, was your head kicked by a donkey? Why can't you figure it out? You like her deeply, and does she have you in her heart? She's just grateful to you, and when the gratitude expires, you're still dispensable, and now she's just feeling guilty when she's kind to you. ”

Xiaoyan was anxious, and directly expressed my affection for Li Qingshu, but now that I have become a cripple, how can I listen.

"Wang Xiaoyan, you are enough, Lao Tzu's head was kicked by a donkey, and Lao Tzu's feelings have a woolen relationship with you, I can tell you very seriously now, I don't like you, I hate you very much, you go, you go, I don't want to see you again."

I pretended to be angry and yelled at Xiaoyan who was standing a meter away, maybe this is the only way for Xiaoyan to dispel all useless thoughts and let her find a man who is truly worthy of her, instead of hanging on my decayed tree and wandering, all I can bring to her is a rough feeling.

My sudden roar couldn't help but make Xiaoyan's body shake, and the beautiful face was not even more lively, full of painful loneliness, I understood that my words deeply pierced her heart, she was also thinking that she had done so much for me, and in the end I was exploding foul language, I knew that she was very aggrieved, and the ravages of the cold wind aggravated her grievances.

But I have to continue to pretend, I have to pretend like this all the time, even when I see her, my beautiful eyes flicker with hot tears, I can't wave away the ruthlessness and indifference, I can't describe the feeling at this time, it's really like being pricked by a needle, deep pain.

Li Qingshu remained silent at this time, and I didn't care about the look she showed when she heard Xiaoyan and my words, now all I should face is Xiaoyan, how to make Xiaoyan leave with hatred and give up on me completely, I don't know if I should or shouldn't make such a choice.

"Bingbing, I understand, it turns out that you have always hated me, I understand, I'll go, I'll go, you take care of yourself, try your best to get better."

Xiaoyan looked at me, with tears in her eyes, her trembling body, full of pain, and said to me suddenly.

When the words fell, she turned around and left with the wind that was eroding her around her, and the lunch box in her hand quietly and inevitably fell, the world may have heard the sound and meaning of the lunch box falling to the ground, looking at the lonely back of Xiaoyan's departure, I understood that her heart had become a wreck at this time.

I hurt Xiaoyan with my so-called great truth, and hurt Xiaoyan who couldn't be better for me.

Suddenly, for a moment, looking at Xiaoyan who was leaving quickly, I hoped that her pace could slow down, and I pushed the wheelchair to catch up with her, but this feeling was instantly blown away by the wind.

She came in the wind, and disappeared in the wind, after Xiaoyan left the villa area, I silently lowered my head, I met Xiaoyan is my luck, but Xiaoyan met me is a disaster, and the conscientious care is indeed exchanged for the disgust of the foul mouth.

I grabbed my head with both hands, tearing my messy hair, I couldn't restrain myself, I wanted to yell loudly, so that my suppressed heart could be released, but I couldn't roar, she was by my side, and the feelings that had nowhere to vent could only be turned into a sentence of sorry, living up to Xiaoyan's concern, hurting Xiaoyan's heart, for Xiaoyan, I can only say sorry for these three words.

"I understand now, she's not your girlfriend, although I'm wrong with her, but I can't deny that she's a good woman, why would you reject her? Are you blind? I don't understand? ”

When I was unstable and depressed, Li Qingshu's doubtful words suddenly surrounded my ears