131 I cannot give you single-mindedness
After Shiyin helped the drunk Zhenfeng to leave, Mo Mo cleaned up gloomily.
"Are you sure it's best for him to do this?" Jian Hai asked.
Mo Mo was silent for a long time before he said in a low voice: "Thank you for not demolishing me just now." ”
As soon as she thought of Zhenfeng's gaffe just now, her heart felt pantothenic.
"Momo, you tried your best to keep him away, but you repeatedly rejected me, why? Isn't the two of us as affectionate to you as that person? Jian Hai's eyes were lonely.
He seemed to underestimate her love for that person.
"Every person is unique. There is simply no comparison. Momo smiled wryly.
"What if...... I'll propose to you again next year, when ...... Will you agree to be my family? Jian Hai grabbed Momo's hand, his eyes full of anticipation.
"You have long been a relative to me and Forgetfulness." Momo looked up and smiled, with an apologetic smile.
"It's a relative, but you can't be a family, can you?" Jian Hai asked, his voice bitter.
"Yes." Momo broke free of his hand: "I also once thought about finding a father who loves him and giving him a complete home." ”
Since it's not that person, who is not married?
As long as you can be a father to your child.
But such a person, even if it is a stranger, she will consider it, but it can't be Zhenfeng, let alone Jian Hai.
"Then why not? You know that Zhenfeng and I are both single-minded to you and to children. Why are you pushing us away at the same time? Jian Hai asked urgently.
"Because you are important to me!" Momo's voice suddenly rose a few decibels: "If I still have someone else in my heart, if I can't forget that person for the rest of my life, it's not fair to you!" I'm afraid, I can't give you single-mindedness! ”
Momo's heart was weeping and bleeding. But the wound could not be found.
"If I say, I'm not afraid! I don't care! Jian Hai took Mo Mo into his arms: "Since you can't forget it, you don't have to deliberately forget it; You can live without me in your heart, but don't feel guilty about me, I don't need to. I just need you to stay with me. ”
Mo Mo glanced at Jian Hai painfully, broke free from his embrace, squatted on the ground, holding his head, and the long-suppressed feelings were like wild horses on the loose, and the flood that opened the box poured down: "No! I can't! I still have him in my heart! It's full of him! There is not a single void. I hate him, but I still love him! Love Him Clearly! Love him all the time! I can't forget! Can't forget...... Woowoo woo ......"
Jian Hai stood silently, listening to her words of love for another man, and sadly found that even if he racked his brains, he couldn't soothe the pain in her heart.
Because, the person she needs has never been herself.
Mo Mo watched Zhenfeng's lost back fade away, and the sadness in his heart was difficult to control.
"Mom, I want Uncle Feng......" forgot to shout with a small mouth.
"Uncle Wind is home."
"And when will he be back?"
"I'm not coming back." Momo paused for a moment and said seriously.
"Like Daddy, never coming back?"
Mo Mo hesitated, and finally nodded.
Forget the nose wrinkled, and cried "wow".
Momo didn't appease him, just looked up at the direction where the bus disappeared, and raised his sleeve to wipe the moisture from the corners of his eyes.
In the wind, there is an old song "Actually, You Don't Understand My Heart" by Tong Ange, with a melody and sad melody and lingering lyrics:
I'm afraid that I can't afford your affection, so I don't dare to get too close to you......