"Xiyan, open the door!"

Her mind was in a mess. Recalling the words of everyone at the dinner table just now, it still made her sad...... Embarrassed again. She never thought that he didn't come that day because Ning Ruo deliberately concealed it. When she re-examined the relationship between her and Li Xuan and Ning Ruo at this time, she suddenly felt ...... I'm ashamed. This is not to say that Xi Yan is really convinced of Ning Ruo's bunch of high-sounding reasons, nor is it that Ning Ruo's words really stand up to scrutiny, but in terms of Ning Ruo's identity and her feelings for Li Xuan for many years...... She did such a thing, can Xiyan blame her? She couldn't. Xi Yan even thought that if she was Li Xuan's Fujin, she would definitely do the same. Since she liked him so much, how could she be willing to let him visit other women at the moment before departure, how could she be willing to let other women lie in his arms and talk to him? In fact, Xiyan really underestimated herself. Not to mention that if she is Li Xuan's concubine, will there be other women around Li Xuan, even if there is, according to Xi Yan's temperament, she will never do this kind of thing to sow discord: she has neither this mind nor this scheming. At most, she knocked over the vinegar jar in her heart, and couldn't help but sour him.

Another thing that made her think a lot was Eniang's attitude. She once thought that Eniang treated her and Ning Ruo equally, but today's words made Xiyan not only sad, but also more aware of her embarrassing identity in this family. "What decision does Fujin make, how can he still explain it to someone like this?" Although E-Niang's words were not explicitly stated, she also heard them clearly: if Ning Ruo, as a concubine, was really inappropriate to handle some things, and it would not be her turn to put a beak in a side room. E-Niang's obvious partiality towards Ning Ruo is certainly to calm things down, but why don't you tell yourself on the side, don't expect to get what you don't deserve, and don't try to keep people you don't deserve to stay?

She thought about it for a long time, thought about many things, but she didn't want to think much about the person standing outside the door now. Maybe they really don't have fate, so it's so difficult for her to take a step forward......

"Sunset!" The knock on the door did not stop but became more urgent.

"Lord Wang...... I've already fallen asleep, what's the matter for another day...... Okay? "Her eyes are red and swollen, how can she see anyone now?

"No, I can't sleep if I don't make it clear today, open the door quickly!"

"But I'm ...... I'm sleepy. She whispered as she stood by the door.

"If you don't open it again, I'm going to bang the door!"

Sure enough, as soon as he finished speaking, the door opened. "Don't ...... you"

Before she could finish her sentence, he had already squeezed in.

"Aren't you already asleep?" He pulled her over. "What's wrong with your eyes? It's not going to be swollen, is it? ”

"That's it...... Yes......" she muttered weakly with her head down.

"You don't have anything to say to me?"

“…… Say what? ”

"You have wronged me for so many days, shouldn't you say something?"

"Hmm......" Xiyan thought about it, and was indeed a little embarrassed by him. Sorry...... I misunderstood you earlier......"

"That's why you haven't written to me?"

“…… Sort of. "Xiyan is not a pretentious person in the first place, since Li Xuan asked, she only hesitated a little and happily admitted it." I thought...... You don't want to see me...... I don't see it at home...... Go out and return ...... What kind of letter do you have to write......"

"Who's hypocritical?" He was angry and amused, "Do you know how much I was looking forward to receiving your letter?" ”

"Oh......"

"What does 'oh' mean?" He lowered his head and asked softly.

"I'm ...... now Now I know ......"

"So you know, what are your plans? Still don't want to pay attention to me? ”

"I didn't ignore you," Xiyan defended humbly, "You were injured a while ago, haven't I been taking care of you......"

"But you're only halfway there, and then you left me and ran away."

"Not really." Xiyan stepped back, "I'...... It's because I see that others take better care of me, so I ...... Take the initiative to 'let the virtuous'. ”

"Do I have to thank you?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.

"That's it...... You're welcome. Xiyan lowered her little head, and the snow-white skin on the back of her neck was clearly visible. If you want nothing else, please go back. I'm going to sleep. ”

"Of course there is." He hurriedly said, "I just asked Cai Qi," his expression was gentle, and the corners of his mouth were interspersed: "You asked her to go to me that day, saying that she had something very important to tell me, what is it, can you say it now?" ”

"I ......," she was dumbfounded. Oh, yes. She had a lot to say to him. She wanted to sue him, and she waited for him. She wanted to sue him, and although he had hurt her heart so many times, she still liked him. But...... He didn't come. When she wanted to talk to him the most, and wanted to let go of all the restraints and hurts and only love him with all her heart, he didn't come. Even though she now knows that she doesn't blame him for what happened at the beginning, she will never have the courage at that time.

"After all this time, I ...... I don't even remember. She said softly.

At that time, Xiyan didn't know that there were many deep and shallow feelings in this world, but it was because she chose to be silent when she should express it, and she chose to give up when she should fight for it.

"Don't remember?" He asked unwillingly, "If it's so important, will you forget it?" ”

"Hmm......" Xiyan dodged his gaze and lowered his eyes, "Anyway, it's just to take care of your body and come back as soon as possible." Now that you're back, that's all that ...... Nothing matters. ”

"Okay then." He thought about it, although he was a little disappointed, but he didn't think much about it. "That's all for now...... And what about what I asked you last time? Have you figured it out? ”

"What did you ask me last time?" She looked up, looked at him innocently, and asked puzzled.

"I said, let's start over, shall we?" His arms around her suddenly tightened, and he held her hard in his arms, and the hot breath blew on his face, making her heart beat faster.

"You ......" Xi Yan grabbed his clothes and wanted to turn his head to dodge, but his body was tightly held by him and he couldn't move. As if he was afraid that she would not be uncomfortable enough, his thin lips deliberately rubbed between her ears. "Don't ...... Don't do this...... that ...... be seen"

"Who dares to see it?" His hoarse voice mixed with emotion, and he asked in a low voice. "Tell me quickly...... To say yes or not to agree? ”

"I ......" Xiyan subconsciously wanted to shake her head, but where was he willing to give her such an opportunity-