Chapter 122: Falling apart
"You...... Say it first, my ...... It doesn't matter. She greedily wanted to hear more of his voice and see more of what he looked like.
"It's fine." He nodded, smiled reluctantly, and said harshly, "I...... Brought what you wanted. ”
The Queen Mother already knew about the scandal in the house and handed Xiyan over to him to deal with. But what can he do with it? E-Niang has made it clear that she will not be tolerated, although Ning Ruo has not expressed her position, how can the pain of losing her son be forgotten if she wants to? If Xiyan continues to stay in the house, the future will be extremely difficult. Even if he can ignore everything and only blindly defend her, he can't ignore one thing alone-
His heart ached again......
The most important thing is that she doesn't want to stay with him.
He also felt that there was something else hidden in this matter, and he specially ordered someone to investigate, but the results of the investigation made him even more angry: it turned out that Chunxue had not only bought a deceased medicine, but had even gone out of the house to buy a decoction of contraception a few months ago - so, from beginning to end, she disdained and did not want to have children for him.
He felt pathetic and ridiculous to himself: she had worked so hard to prevent pregnancy, and it was hard for him to try to condition her body like a fool.
Xiyan didn't understand the meaning of his words, and was looking at him blankly, but something was suddenly stuffed in her hand, she looked down and looked, "...... It's ......"
She asked, the handwriting on the paper burning her eyes, and her hands trembled involuntarily.
“…… Let's go. He said with difficulty.
"What...... What the? She asked in a trembling voice.
"I said, you're free." He took a deep breath and said word by word. "These deed properties should be enough for you to have food and clothing for your life. Later...... Are you going to live alone, or are you going to remarry...... It's all up to you. Since she has always been concerned about Yun Heng and wants to go with him in her heart, then he ...... and it will be done to her. He once said that as long as she wanted, he would do what she wanted. Right now...... He did what she wanted!
Xiyan didn't look up, just muttered to herself, "It turns out that even you don't believe me......"
"No, I do." His eyes were deep and heavy, and there was a sharp pain in his chest, but he still forced himself to speak, "I believe that you didn't want to harm Ning Ruo, I believe that you prepared the elixir for yourself, and I also believe that you don't want to have children for me at all." You see, I believe everything you say. ”
He tugged at the corners of his mouth, as if he wanted to laugh, but he didn't.
"You don't even want your own children, so how can you care who is my child? Xiyan, I naturally believe you. ”
She still kept her head down, biting her lip desperately. Clenching the letter of resignation and the property he generously gave away, her heart twitched so hard that she couldn't hear what he said, but her ears were buzzing: "You go...... You're free......" - he left her behind again!
Li Xuan originally had a glimmer of hope in his heart, hoping that Xi Yan would deny his words, even if it was to defend himself a few words. But her indifferent appearance now, it is clear that she has acquiesced! This action undoubtedly stung him even more, and his heart seemed to fall straight into the abyss. He was so painful and hateful, and he forgot his original intention of coming over today, he only grabbed her arm fiercely, and his voice was hoarse and cruel that he didn't even notice, "But now Ning Ruo's child is gone because of you, but you yourself have not been able to do it." Xiyan, how do you say it is good? Well? What do you think is the best thing to do?! "Such a selfish woman, such a ruthless woman, he is so stupid as to plan the future with her, looking forward to the life of his children around his knees in the future. Even if he offered his sincere hands, he was just trampled on by her!
"How...... Is it okay......" Xiyan finally raised his face, looked at him strangely for a while, and suddenly smiled faintly. "It's no better for the prince to deal with it like this." She wanted to cry, but she couldn't—she had suffered so much that her tears had long since dried up; She wanted to laugh again, laughing at herself for being sentimental again, but the smile froze on her face and couldn't be dissolved.
He shook her off vigorously with a handsome face and took a step back.
"yes, it couldn't be better." He reflected on her words, smirking self-deprecatingly and shaking his head. "It couldn't be better, indeed."
At the moment when she looked up just now, he was still delusional that she would keep him, and would tell him that she wanted to stay! He was even thinking that if she was willing to explain well, if she was willing to change her mind, even if she was going to break everyone's hearts, he would definitely hold her hand tightly and never let go, even if he failed everyone, he must protect her...... He's been a fool again!
He doesn't want her anymore...... In his heart, she was still as worthless as ever. He's had enough of playing now, he's tired of it, and he can discard it when he says it's discarded...... Xiyan thought in a trance. So those sweet words are really her wishful thinking, and they are all her sweet dreams. She has never been treated by him, but she lost a child that made him feel pity, and because she still had a little bit of grace that made him infatuated, now that she would rather have an accident with her, she should naturally get out. No, no, he has done his best to her, and he also left her a cheap life, she should be grateful to Dade!
Xiyan leaned down deeply and respectfully bowed to him, "Lord Wang, Xiyan is grateful." ”
His body stiffened.
She's really ...... Never nostalgic.
Even if the whole palace is restless because of her, even if he loses harmony with her mother and son and separates husband and wife, she can still be so calm. He suddenly wanted to ask her out loud, do you have a heart, do you still have a heart!
But he restrained himself.
The gap in my heart is getting bigger and bigger, as if I feel painful even breathing.
He clenched his fists in hatred, and the joints of his bones turned white—so it was, so it was......
"In that case, you can leave at any time." After he finished speaking, he turned his head and strode out.
He didn't even have time to ask her what she was going to tell her about herself—whatever it was, it didn't make any sense.
Maybe he didn't think that with this turn, they would be two worlds from now on. Or perhaps, he has already thought about it, but he is powerless to change it. He always felt that he was the one who gave the most, and always thought that he had sacrificed enough to love her, so much that he could no longer trample on her dignity.
But he never knew that in order to love him, she had no dignity at all.
Let her go.
He thought desperately.
The short-lived beauty of having her was originally stolen.
It's time to return it too.
It's time to return it......
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Busy June...... Today, I will continue to start the manuscript deposit~ Since the start of abuse, I have spent almost every day in the harvest, and my heart is really tired, hehe. (To be continued.) )