Ziyan even asked Ziying rhetorically, "If you can let go of loving someone so easily, then it's not called love, it can only be regarded as liking, but I found that I not only like the eldest young master, I also love him, I want to be by his side for a lifetime, whether it's a cow or a horse, I'm willing!" ”

Ziying was speechless, and said again for a long time: "Don't you think about the eldest lady, she doesn't want to see you like this." ”

"Am I like this? What's wrong with me? Ziyan was even more confused, and said puzzledly: "The eldest lady also said that as long as I have someone I like, I can make the decision, and now that I am in love with someone, can't the eldest lady fulfill me?" ”

Ziying doesn't know how to explain, Ziyan won't understand, what Zhen Pingle said is in charge, and it definitely doesn't include such a thing as giving his eldest girl to his younger brother!

Ziyan saw that Ziying was stopped by her, and thought that she had made sense of Ziying, Ziyan said happily: "Don't worry, I know my identity, I won't ask for any title, I just want to be able to stay by the side of the eldest young master, and I can look at the eldest young master for the rest of my life, so that I will be content." ”

It's just that Ziyan doesn't ask for anything, so Zhen Pingle won't agree to Ziyan.

In Zhen Pingle's heart, Ziyan and Ziying are not ordinary big girls, Zhen Pingle regards the two as sisters, that is, relatives, how can Zhen Pingle allow it, her relatives do not seek fame, and humbly stay by a man's side. Even if that man is Zhen Ping'an, Zhen Pingle's younger brother, it seems that Zhen Ping'an took advantage, Zhen Pingle's sister should be happy, but Ziyan will never understand, Zhen Pingle also doesn't want Ziyan to suffer! Ziyan is no longer her maid, and she has another more important identity, even if it is different from Zhen Ping'an's identity, it is definitely not low!

But what Zi Ying can understand, Zi Yan still doesn't understand.

She only thought about her feelings, only thought about so many years, she carefully liked someone, and now she finally waited until this person grew up, and she could also say kiss, it is normal for some people to open meat at the age of eleven or twelve, Ziyan has waited for so many years, and she has long understood that she can't expect more things, but she still hopes that if the eldest young master wants to open meat, I hope that the first person that the eldest lady thinks of will be her. This can be regarded as Ziyan taking advantage, even if the eldest young master will have a lot of women in the future, but because of Zhen Pingle's relationship, Ziyan can be Zhen Ping'an's first woman, Ziying feels that this life is worth it.

Ziyan has been looking forward to it for so many years, so many days of missing, many, many loves, now that I see people, I can also realize my wishes, how can Ziyan not be excited, how can I not be excited! How could she calm down and really think about the consequences of these things. The purple smoke that was deep in the mud was hopeless, and she was now trapped in her own hallucination, no matter what others said or did, she couldn't let go!

Ziyan thought almost like a demon, when she went back, she would sue Miss Sù and let Miss Sù call the shots for her!

No matter who the eldest young master will like in the future, and who he will marry as the main room, Ziyan hopes that the eldest young master can fulfill such a thing as opening meat, and the eldest lady can fulfill her, so it is not in vain that she has been with the eldest lady for so many days, is it not as good as those women outside who can't know the roots? Even if you are relieved, the eldest lady should consider her, and she will not find other unclean women for the eldest young master, can she not reassure the eldest lady after she has been by the eldest lady's side for so many years?

Thinking about it, Ziyan felt that Zhen Pingle had no reason to refuse, and it was definitely for Zhen Ping'an's good, how could anyone be unwilling to do such a beautiful thing?

But when she saw Zhen Pingle and saw the eldest lady's pale face, Ziyan had a little bit of consciousness, and the eldest lady didn't seem to be happy that the person she liked was the eldest young master?

Why?

Why doesn't the eldest lady want her to stay by the eldest young master's side?

Although she was born badly, she is loyal, she will definitely serve the eldest young master and will not let the eldest lady worry. But why is the eldest lady still unwilling?

From Ziying's persuasive words, Ziyan also knew that the eldest lady might have known her thoughts, and she kept thinking that when she came back, she would definitely see the eldest lady's smiling face, and said to her, "I understand your thoughts, I will definitely make decisions for you." ”

But what was waiting for her was Zhen Pingle's miserable white face, and his eyes that didn't dare to look at her directly.

Ziyan's heart was broken all of a sudden, as if she suddenly understood that in the past so many years, she was delusional alone, and everyone knew her delusions, but no one would understand her and fulfill her. She is an insignificant maid, why should she like someone, why should she like someone or the eldest young master, just by virtue of people like her, is she also worthy?

She almost heard all kinds of discussions, those ridiculous faces, Ziyan was almost about to cry, as long as Zhen Pingle's words, Ziyan could collapse to the point of madness.

Zhen Pingle watched Ziying and Ziyan enter the door, fortunately, as soon as Ziyan came in, the first thing she said was not to ask her to be in charge, otherwise Zhen Pingle would not be able to sit still.

But Ziyan didn't speak, didn't say anything to let her be the master, but it seemed that her heart was broken, which made Zhen Pingle uncomfortable. She now understands very well that once the first words she says are inappropriate, it is very likely that she will lose Ziyan forever and hurt a good girl who is innocent and kind forever.

Zhen Pingle couldn't exert any strength in her body, she hadn't gone to see Mama Zhou since she came back, and she hadn't shared her joy of seeing her brother with Mama Zhou, it was only a long time, the last moment was heaven, the next moment was hell, she had to face Ziyan's love for so many years, she had to face Ziyan's feelings, and first solve Ziyan's matter before she could do what she wanted to do.

For a moment, there was an almost eerie silence between the three of them.

I don't know how long it has been, Zhen Pingle spoke first, and said with a reluctant smile: "You guys are back, where did you go to play, why did you delay for so long?" ”

Zi Ying breathed a sigh of relief, and didn't look at Zi Yan's expression as dead as ashes, and replied with a smile: "Zi Yan and I saw someone playing monkey and thought it was funny, so we followed, so we delayed some time." ”

"Oh, that's it, then you ......" Zhen Pingle still wanted to continue pretending not to know, and wanted to tear the topic away.

But Ziyan heard the words of the two and kept shouting in her heart: It's not like this!

Not at all!

They are all lying, they are all deceiving!

They didn't want her to talk, they didn't want her to be happy, they just didn't give her a chance to speak! (To be continued.) )