Chapter 5: Affection and Powerlessness
After a year, people are still like that, they are still the same as they used to be, but a person's appearance depends more on a person's heart. Zhao Kuangran was very unfamiliar with this world after a year's interval, and he was even more unsure whether they were or not.
All the way forward, Zhao Kuangran was like a lone wolf only looking for a nest, and finally arrived at Huma Pass, but stopped at this door, Zhao Kuangran didn't know what he was hesitating about, as long as he walked in, he would hug a woman he loved, and pick up the child who hurt him in his heart, but what hindered his progress?
Zhao Kuang took out his mobile phone, whenever he saw the mobile phone that had worn off the color, he always smiled, because he would think of Yi Yinghuo, but now he really couldn't laugh, unlocked the screen, and found a number in the contacts of a few people, the last call was half a year ago, and he hesitated and dialed it.
"Hey, Brother Zhao." On the other end of the phone rang a little monkey's unique voice, but a little hoarse.
"How's it going?" Zhao Kuangran asked, since Qian Guozhong has done it to his own sister in a frenzy, Zhao Kuangchao is also a little worried about the safety of the little monkey, after all, the little monkey's father is also a member of the Qian family who once colluded with Qian Guozhong, and he still has a lot of weight in Qianhai.
There was silence on the phone for a long time, and finally the little monkey cleared his throat and said, "Brother Zhao, I'm fine, I can resist." ”
Zhao Kuangran suddenly felt that the little monkey was no longer the follower in his impression, and had his own dignity and stubbornness, although it had no impact in front of the overall situation, but this was a kind of growth that was enough to set off stormy waves in the future.
"What's the matter, the first to sue me, remember, life is your last capital, you can't joke about this, although your brother Zhao is not a big person, he is not a bastard who watched his little brother being bullied." Zhao Kuang laughed and said, casually, in a light tone, but he also knew the responsibility of this promise better than anyone else.
Zhao Kuangran may not know that the little monkey on the other end of the phone shed tears, this fledgling young man has resisted enough, in front of anyone, even in front of his father, he held back his tears, and at this moment, maybe only the little monkey himself felt ashamed in this world, and only he saw his own tears.
The little monkey snorted and hung up the phone, Zhao Kuang looked at the phone for a long time, and dialed another number, this number did not have any call records, but it was a well-cooked number that Zhao Kuang memorized, although it is said that real brothers do not need to contact each other every day, but this is too long.
"Mess." On the other end of the phone is Gong San'er's ghost howl, which is very distinctive, and Zhao Kuang knows that Gong San'er is overjoyed but villainous and wants to laugh inexplicably.
"How has the master been mixing lately?" Zhao Kuang laughed and said, he didn't expect Gong San'er to be popular, or even didn't want to, all he wanted was to hear Gong San'er call him a mess in surprise, and just these two words would be content and leave a life.
"It's still the same." Gong San'er coughed dryly over there, not saying what kind of wind and rain he had experienced in the past year, nor did he say anything about gains and losses, as if he had really been in a trance with Zhao Kuang for a year.
"Master, are you coming back for the New Year?" Zhao Kuang asked randomly, he didn't mention the matter of Beijing, for fear of causing trouble to Gong San'er.
"Fight for it." Gong San'er smiled, and similarly, he didn't mention the black hall that was about to appear in Qingdao recently, and the two of them hid it in good faith.
Zhao Kuang smiled casually, chatted a few more dispensable words, none of them had any water, and finally hung up the phone.
Put the phone back in his pocket, Zhao Kuangran finally walked forward, although his heart had already dragged mud and water, or he had already lived in mud and water, but the happiness of dragging mud and water, and because of this happiness, Zhao Kuangchao also suffered from gains and losses.
Pressing the doorbell, Zhao Kuang sorted out his clothes, touched his little flat head, and maybe he would get better, just to see what kind of price he would pay.
The door "creaked" open, Xiao Peach rushed out, jumped directly into Zhao Kuangran's arms, Zhao Kuangran took a few steps back at a loss, touched Xiao Taohua's long hair, looked at Yi Yinghuo who was preparing slippers for him in front of the door, his face was slightly red, and his body exuded more feminine smell, and he couldn't see the shadow of the past for a long time, but Zhao Kuangran was no stranger at all, stretched out his hand, held the bracelet on the ivory wrist, Zhao Kuangran grinned and said: "I'm back." ”
"I'll go in when I come back, and it's a lot of credit." Yi Yinghuo seemed to be a little shy, but it was still the poisonous tongue of the rectum, Zhao Kuang laughed and entered the house with a little peach blossom with almost no weight.
"Little peach blossom, it's still so light, are you reluctant to give my daughter a good meal?" Zhao Kuang joked indiscriminately, lifted the little peach blossom above his head, and the amusing peach blossom giggled, making Zhao Kuanglan have a feeling that these were enough.
"It's better than you, and it's a year to be gone." Yi Yinghuo said with a roll of her eyes, as if she was particularly worried about Zhao Kuangran's father, but she couldn't hide the joy on her face, there were already full meals on the table, and all of them were made by herself.
Zhao Kuang said that it was fake not to be moved, the smell wafting in the air did not seem to be the fragrance of vegetables, it was the smell of home, he, a lone wolf, really had a wolf's den? Zhao Kuangchao was not sure of this, as if he was not sure of his life and death.
The winter seems to be warmer, Zhao Kuangchao would rather die in this winter, or stay in the winter forever, maybe these are enough to weave Zhao Kuangran's last memories.
After eating in a harmonious atmosphere, the sky gradually darkened, Zhao Kuangchao sat on the sofa and watched Yi Yinghuo busy before and after, and wanted to intervene and was pushed back by Yi Yinghuo, the back of the apron seemed to be pierced into Zhao Kuangran's bones like a needle, and he couldn't let go for a long time.
Call to make an appointment with Wu Ming, this time idle guy killed in a hurry, between this year, Wu Ming has changed a lot, a lot of black, and he is also a lot capable, I heard this kid say that he studied with the old man for half a year, and his hands have been ground out of thick calluses. Although the ambitious Wu Ming still wanted to mess with Zhao Kuang, Zhao Kuangchao refused for many reasons, and Wu Ming did not ask any further.
Sitting on the balcony blowing the cold wind, Zhao Kuang was not used to the warm and decadent air conditioner, Wu Ming accompanied Zhao Kuang to stand on the balcony, looking old-fashioned, it seemed that he had a lot to say to Zhao Kuang, but he didn't know how to speak, so he had to hold back.
"Do you think I'm worthy of her?" Zhao Kuangran stood up with some difficulty, Wu Ming was a little surprised, it seemed that Zhao Kuangran was a little unspeakable, and he always felt that Zhao Kuangran lacked a little vitality, a little weak, and I didn't know if it was an illusion.
Wu Ming nodded and said: "Only those fools who don't understand things are unworthy, Yi Yinghuo is a good woman, or stupid, recognize you." "For the understanding of love or women, Wu Ming has a special definition, women are very strange creatures, they will choose with something called feeling, or love xù, and strive to be what they look like in their hearts, in fact, it is a bit naïve, it hurts a lot of men who should really be cherished, and men are the same, it feels like such a fucked thing, so Wu Ming's demand for the opposite sex is minimal.
Zhao Kuang was silent, looking at the blurry starry sky and not knowing what he was thinking.
"Master, be content, a man, meet a woman who dares to be stupid to himself, if you don't cherish it well, it will be really evil, and when this woman is stupid enough to learn to be smart, then it will be really inviolable." Wu Ming persuaded, maybe he didn't know Zhao Kuangran's life experience, nor did he know Zhao Kuangran's future, but he was undoubtedly telling the truth.
Zhao Kuang smiled and laughed, his body was still weak, as if he had been hollowed out by something, this feeling has been very frequent recently, as if he was really tired, he could grit his teeth and insist on running for a day, but sometimes he couldn't take a step for some reason.
"Wu Ming, take me to meet the little monkey, this kid has been doing very badly recently, plus he has a hard mouth and a soft heart, we can't die without help." Zhao Kuang turned around and said.
Wu Ming nodded, he didn't know about the little monkey, but his ability was limited, plus this matter was too sensitive, and it was difficult to rescue him, but there was a Zhao Kuangchao who was different, although Zhao Kuangchao seemed to be powerless, but the strength in his body still made Wu Ming afraid in his heart, this kind of pure suppression, he could only feel it from the old man who taught him.
Saying hello to Yi Kuanghuo, Yi Kuangran's plan is not to intervene, or he doesn't have that qualification, but as long as she speaks, Zhao Kuangchao will definitely change, but she doesn't want to say it, because that Zhao Kuanglan is not the real Zhao Kuangran, send Zhao Kuanglan to the door, Zhao Kuanglan stopped, looked at Yi Yinghuo deeply, maybe it was really as Wu Ming said, Yi Yinghuo was just stupid to him, Zhao Kuangchao selfishly hoped that Yi Yinghuo could be so stupid for a lifetime.
Zhao Kuangran changed his shoes, stood at the door for a long time, and silently recited one, two, three, this is a habit that Zhao Kuangchan has recently developed, as long as he has no time to decide, he will silently recite these three numbers, and then directly choose the one closest to his thoughts, whether it is right or wrong.
Zhao Kuang quickly pecked Yi Yinghuo in the face, didn't dare to look at Yi Yinghuo's eyes, turned around and led the smirking Wu Ming away, maybe Yi Yinghuo would not be stupid for him for a lifetime, but Zhao Kuang wanted to give her a memory when Yi Yinghuo was stupid to him, and sue her for being stupid, not only Yi Yinghuo.