When Feng Hanyu returned home, it was already the second half of the night. [Ran^Text^Library] []

She was quite tired, but she was in a good mood, and her feelings were also very high, and she didn't feel sleepy at all, of course, she wouldn't put this kind of feelings out.

In the dark, she entered the room silently, closed the door, did not light the lamp, and planned to take off her clothes and go to sleep.

Through the modest clothes, she could feel that her whole body was hot, because she was too excited.

"Why did you betray me?" Suddenly, a cold voice sounded in the darkness, like ice and snow falling from the sky, pouring her cold.

What is this sound? She hesitated, unsure of who the voice was.

Actually, this voice was very familiar, but she didn't believe that the owner of this voice would speak to her in such a cold voice.

Bang! The window opened suddenly, and a gust of wind blew in, and the temperature in the room dropped suddenly.

Just by the light outside, Feng Hanyu saw a figure standing in the darkness.

Arrogant, detached, and full of compulsion, she is obviously just a woman, but she is like an unreachable mountain, which she can't climb.

"Sister...... Sister? She stammered, "Y-Why are you here?" ”

After finishing speaking, she realized that her panicked and weak feelings were very unreasonable, so she quickly changed her feelings and showed a surprised smile: "Sister, you are fine......"

"Why did you betray me?" Feng Jinghua coldly interrupted her, "I know everything you did, don't lie to me again." ”

Before, she had stood on a tall building near the Stopa Slope, and had seen the lights brightly lit, the Ouchi guards leaving the woods, and the autumn night strings walking in front of her.

Feng Hanyu really betrayed her.

Feng Hanyu retracted her step-out foot, put away her surprised smile, looked at her sister quietly, and said slowly: "Sister, you don't believe me anymore?" ”

Feng Jinghua did not speak.

Her face was hidden in the darkness, and Feng Hanyu couldn't see her expression.

Feng Hanyu asked again: "Sister, don't you hurt me anymore?" ”

Feng Jinghua still didn't speak.

Feng Hanyu asked again: "Sister, are you really angry with me?" ”

Feng Jinghua still didn't speak.

Feng Hanyu smiled bitterly, her voice sad and aggrieved: "Sister, I just want to fulfill your chord brother, why are you so angry?" ”

Feng Jinghua finally spoke: "All the qiē is your plan, right?" In order to sell me to Autumn Night Strings, but also to get close to and get Autumn Night Strings, isn't it? ”

Feng Hanyu smiled a little reluctantly: "Sister, what are you talking about?" I don't understand. ”

Feng Jinghua said: "Since you returned to the capital, all the qiē have been in your plan and expectation. ”

She slowly explained Feng Hanyu's plan.

"On the first day of stepping into Tianzhou, you deliberately went to Zhiwei Lou during meal time, deliberately bumped into and provoked Princess Yanyun, so as to form a bond with Princess Yanyun, so that you would have the opportunity to enter the palace, have the opportunity to attract the attention of Qiu Yexian, and have the opportunity to see Qiu Yexian. You have long figured out Princess Yanyun's temper, and you also know that she often appears in Zhiwei Building, as long as you go there, there will always be a chance to bump into her. ”

"After you offended Princess Yanyun, on the grounds of clearing up the misunderstanding, you asked the Ji family to help you enter the palace. In this way, you will be able to see the autumn night strings. You know very well in your heart that Ji Lian can't help you, but will hurt you. Therefore, when Ji Lian went to intercede with Yanyun, she deliberately angered Yanyun, making Yanyun even more angry with you and even more reluctant to let you go. ”

"I left you a note reminding you not to approach the Qiu family and the Ji family, you know I'm telling the truth, but you chose to turn a blind eye. As you expected, you have a big trouble with Yanyun, and Autumn Night String finally comes forward. You must have told Autumn Night String that I was still alive, and set a trap with Autumn Night String to lead me into Autumn Night String's trap. ”

"You deliberately got a box of South Sea pearls mixed with fakes, and went to make amends to Yanyun in person. With Princess Yanyun's temperament, she has been fooled by you repeatedly, so she will naturally not give up. With the connivance of Autumn Night Strings, Princess Yanyun finally attacked you, captured you, and imprisoned you. Whether it's you, or Qiu Yexian, you secretly let out the news that you have been mistreated, and I will definitely save you after hearing it. In this way, I entered the trap set by you and Autumn Night String, and was taken away by Autumn Night String on the spot. ”

"You don't need to know what happened after I was taken away by Autumn Night Strings. I escaped and wrote you a letter asking to meet you tonight. After you received the letter, you secretly sent someone to deliver the letter to Autumn Night String, betraying me again. Only this time, it was a trap I set. Before, I never thought you would betray me. And this time, you must not have imagined that I would doubt you and test you. ”

After Feng Jinghua finished speaking, he said without any temperature and ups and downs, "I want to know, what benefits can you get from Qiu Yexian by betraying me like this?" If I'm not mistaken, it's Qiu Yexian who promised to accept you as a concubine. What you want is to become the woman of the autumn night. It would be more accurate to say that it is to completely end Qiu Yexian's affection for me and make you his woman. ”

Feng Hanyu was silent.

Feng Jinghua suddenly laughed lowly, just laughing, but without a smile: "It's very normal for you to be obsessed with the autumn night strings and lose yourself, and I used to be like this." But you know that if I fall into the hands of Qiu Yexian, the end may be miserable, and the fate of the Feng family may also be miserable, but you still have to do this. Just to become the woman of the autumn night strings, do you not hesitate to lose the entire Feng family? ”

When she finally cleared the fog of this chain of events, she saw the whole truth.

The Feng family was falsely accused of treason, his father hinted at Feng Hanyu, and he also made a clear explanation to Feng Hanyu, all of which indicate that Qiu Yexian is not credible, and Feng Hanyu can't not see it at all, but Feng Hanyu still chose Qiu Yexian.

On the balance of "family" and "autumn night strings", Feng Hanyu chose autumn night strings.

How cold-blooded!

Feng Hanyu did not speak.

Feng Jinghua also stopped talking.

There was a dead silence in the room.

"Boom-" Lightning struck the night sky, and the room instantly brightened as day.

Feng Hanyu shivered at first, and then saw that her sister's cold face was like a Shura, so she shivered again.

"Sister," Feng Hanyu finally spoke, speaking very slowly, "Do you think that over the years, I have been very happy?" ”

Feng Jinghua did not speak.

She doesn't have much to say right now.

Feng Hanyu continued, saying slowly: "You always say that I love to laugh, that I am always carefree, and that when you see my smile, you will forget your troubles. Others say the same. Everybody says so. However, the opposite is true. ”

"Since seven years ago, when you fell in love with Brother Xian and I also knew Brother Xian, I haven't been really happy, because, when you fell in love with Brother Xian, I also fell in love with Brother Xian."

"It's just that Brother Xian has been yours from the beginning, and you have occupied Brother Xian, and there is no room for others to intervene at all. Me neither. I once told you that I also want to marry Brother Xian, and I also said that I don't want to be separated from you, and we will marry Brother Xian together in the future, but you always say that I am a child, and you never take my words seriously. ”

"I also once showed love to Brother Xian, but Brother Xian also treated me as a child and never took my words to heart. He gave you jewelry, clothes, calligraphy and paintings, weapons, but only my children's toys. Time and time again, I watched Brother Xian fall in love with you, but even the act of expressing my love was considered a child being coquettish. So, I know that unless you break up with Brother Xian, and I'm grown up, Brother Xian will never treat me as a woman. ”

So I learned to be patient. I waited patiently for myself to grow up. I'm always smiling and happy every day, because that's how Brother Xian likes me. However, every day for twelve hours, I miss Brother Xian for at least ten hours. I've never really been happy. ”

"Sister," she looked at Feng Jinghua and said faintly, "Do you know what it feels like to love but not be able to think about it?" ”

Feng Jinghua didn't speak, and didn't even roll his eyes.

"People always say how you love Brother Xian, how you pay and sacrifice a lot for Brother Xian, but I don't even have the opportunity to pay and sacrifice for Brother Xian. Brother Xian said that he liked my smile and felt happy when he saw me, and the only thing I could do for him was to smile happily. ”

"I envy you. I envy you for being with Brother String all the time. Even if there are many crises, even if there are countless tribulations, you can stand firmly by Brother Xian's side and get Brother Xian's heart. And I, sometimes I can't see Brother Xian for even a year, and I can only silently miss and cry behind people. You will never understand this kind of feeling of being in love and not thinking about it. ”

"Sister, are you surprised that I am doing such a thing now? Do you feel like I'm a big contrast to my usual self? ”

Feng Hanyu suddenly smiled: "Sister, you calculate by yourself, count by yourself, after you got along with Brother Xian, you put almost all your time and energy on Brother Xian, how much time do you spend with me?" And how much time did you really pay attention to me? If you could spend more time with me and follow me, you should have discovered my mind a long time ago. ”

Feng Jinghua was motionless.

Yes, after she got along with Autumn Night String, her world revolved around Autumn Night String, and there was almost nothing in her mind and heart other than Autumn Night String.

Feng Hanyu said: "Do you think it's very bad and excessive for me to do such a thing?" But sister, didn't you also steal your father's talisman for the sake of Brother Xian, making my father sad and disappointed? What you can do, why can't I? ”

"I betrayed my father." Feng Jinghua finally spoke, "But I never wanted to hurt my father, and I will never hurt my father." If I knew that doing that would hurt my father and the whole family, I would definitely not do it, and I would have chosen not to meet and know Qiu Yexian from the beginning. I will not shirk my responsibility for what I have done, and what I am doing now is to make up for my ignorance and mistakes back then. And you, knowingly, are committing it. If I lose to Qiu Yexian, the Feng family will really be finished. ”

She really wished that she could go back in time to before she knew Qiu Yexian, so that she could change all the qiē.

However, God only let her go back to the year before her death in her previous life, and she couldn't change the five years when she was "in love" with Qiu Yexian.