Chapter 210: Leukemia
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This is Shufen's favorite poem. Tonight's Yangjiawan is as quiet as in the poem, even the crickets under the soil and the frogs in the fields have closed their mouths.
The weak Shufen turned on the bedroom light with all her might, and she thought that her time was running out. This disease is not as simple as anemia, Dr. Ho must have misdiagnosed it, and as for the report of the district hospital, it may not be completely accurate; Or, Guangwen they have been lying to themselves!
She didn't tell anyone that for a few months, her menstrual period had been extremely disordered, and the amount of blood was frightening. But she was not afraid, and quietly pressed the unclean things under the dung pit with a stick......
She opened a beautiful notebook, and on the first page was the words: "The most precious thing in man is life, and life belongs to man only once, and his life should be spent in this way: when he looks back, he will not regret that he wasted his time, nor should he be ashamed of his inaction......"
Twenty-one years old! Yes, life is precious because it is short, and the beautiful years have just begun, even if she wants to waste it, she is too late, and she has to say goodbye to this great era.
She didn't know how much time she had left to live, but she had never been depressed since she got sick. Why complain? God's hand once saved her from the merciless fire and water, and these extra years of life were an opportunity to repay her parents for their nurturing grace! At the same time, she tasted the sweetness of love, the preciousness of friendship, and the warmth of family affection......
Yes, reluctantly, 10,000 reluctantly! My father and mother are still alive, how dare I leave so easily; Your fiancé is still waiting for you, you once said "live up to your king"; Xiangyu's sister-in-law has not passed the door, Brother Fushun is getting farther and farther away from home, the pineapples in the pear orchard are full of branches, green fruits have emerged on the orange trees, and the foundation of the canning factory has been tamped...... In this beautiful time, are you saying goodbye to me by beckoning to me?
"Shufen, my mother has boiled some porridge for you, is it okay to eat a little bit?" Shufenniang wiped the corners of her eyes, pushed open the slanted door, and startled away a long-legged mosquito behind the door.
Shufen's dry lips spit out a few words: "Don't eat, mother, you sleep!" With that, her breathing became even more rapid, her bony body trembling in the chair, and the pen in her hand slid down.
"Shufen......" Shufenniang hurriedly helped up. I don't know what kind of sin our Yang family has created, why do you torture my child so much......" The mother's tears drowned the complaint in her heart, she had suffered too much and had too much pain, but these did not make her numb, but she did not become so strong in the face of another disaster.
Large drops of sweat came out of her forehead, and blood gushed out of her nostrils, so Shufenniang hurriedly picked up a handful of bitter artemisia from the cabinet and plugged Shufen's nostrils. But it didn't help at all, the nostrils were blocked and came out of the mouth and ears, dripping on the notebook......
"Dad, pour a basin of water!" The mother helped Shufen to the bed and lay down, "Fen'er, don't be afraid, the mother is ......" She gently called the child's name and swallowed all her tears into her stomach.
She was all too familiar with the symptom. This is how the six-year-old son bled and died in Huangquan not long after. She felt that this was a terrible curse, and no medicine could cure it!
Yang Zegui leaned on crutches and quickly wrung out the towel to wipe Shufen's face. "Shufen, don't be afraid, my father and mother are here, Guangwen has already gone to ask for Dr. He, it's okay, it's okay, ha!" After saying that, he found Western pills from the cabinet and fed them to the child.
"His father, go quickly, go to the shrine and burn paper and kowtow to her father-in-law and ancestors, bless my family Shufen, go and ......"
Yang Laosan grabbed his crutches and went to the hall, although he didn't really believe in the so-called "blessing", because he Yang Zegui had been doing good deeds all his life, and the children had never done anything that hurt heaven and reason, but God was so unfair to him! But what can be done now? That's the only thing he can do!
The bleeding gradually stopped, but Shufen still didn't have any strength. She stared at Guangwen's newly bought mosquito net, as well as the two fish she had embroidered. At the moment, she is like the fish, but unfortunately her river has dried up, making her last struggle on the mud...... She looked at the door, hasn't he come back yet?
Guoqiang and Shufang rushed up one step ahead of the doctor. Guoqiang followed his father-in-law to burn paper in front of the shrine, and Shufen and her mother waited in front of Shufen's bed.
Guangwen and He Pan didn't bother to greet Yang Zegui and his son who were kneeling in the hall, and went straight to the leaning house. Shufang and her mother didn't blink their eyes, looking at their most beloved relatives.
"Shufen," Guangwen suppressed his breath and said softly.
Shufen opened her eyes, and her dear face was getting more and more blurry, and she felt her weakness, and she didn't even have the strength to reach out and touch it. Guangwen gently put his hand on her face and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, no need to speak, he could read his lover's tears.
He Pan briefly checked it, measured his blood pressure and body temperature, and then hung up the hanging bottle in an orderly manner and called Guangwen outside the house.
"Guangwen, why don't you listen to me? I asked you to take her to the big hospital in the provincial capital half a month ago! Although He Pan was a little angry, he still lowered his voice.
"Doctor He, I really didn't expect this, half a month ago he was still busy with the factory at Li Huan Temple! When you came the other day...... Now, right now, I'm going to call someone to help and get to the hospital! Guangwen really wanted to slap himself twice, he thought of the terrible three words - leukemia!
He Pan sighed deeply, then shook his head, "It's too late, Guangwen, it's not your fault, even if it was half a month ago, no hospital would help!" He Pan once again cried because of the patient, this time the pain was more than any before! Because it was a brilliant summer flower, but it will wither in an instant!
He Pan and Guoqiang were waiting in the hall. The others went into the house to guard Shufen's side, and Guangwen held Shufen's hand and looked at her haggard face and shallow dimples......
The day before yesterday, she also let him carry him to the top of Mao'er Mountain. Looking at the green Yangjiawan, looking at the noisy Shiqiao River and the factories under construction on the riverside, looking at the chic small building, looking at the orange trees and watermelon vines...... The corners of her mouth turned up, and she smiled with the reeds; A gust of wind blew, and she cried, tears flowing down Guangwen's fingertips to his heart.
He said, "Shall we go and see the new house?" ”
She shook her head, as she always did, and said, "I'm sick, don't bring bad luck." ”
"It's okay, in ten days, we'll be married!"
She still shook her head, "I'm sorry, Wen, I can't be your wife, listen to me, okay to get out of the marriage?" ”
"No," Guangwen suppressed his tears, "Fen, you are my wife, we will go to the civil affairs office tomorrow to get the certificate!" No, go ...... now."
"I ...... I want to go home! Shufen hung her head on Guangwen's shoulder, and he didn't have the strength to say another word.
The steep mountain road, Guangwen clearly remembers, this is the sixty-eighth time to carry her up the mountain......
Shufenniang wiped her snot and tears, she could no longer hold back her sadness, looking at the dying child, she almost fainted; Yang Zegui supported his wife with one leg and patted her shoulder gently, but his eyes were fixed on Shufen, who was breathing the bed; Guoqiang also came in and let the sad Shufang lean into his arms.
Guangwen wiped Shufen's sweat with a towel again and again. The delicate face has been so thin that it has shed a layer of skin in recent days, and the burn scar suddenly disappeared, like a white and flawless magnolia petal......
She suddenly opened her eyes. Everyone became excited, and He Pan was also called into the room. Shufen glanced around and everything had never been clearer. She smiled, landed her gaze on Hirofumi's face, and closed her eyes!
The liquid from the infusion tube stopped flowing, the last drop of potion stopped above the dropper, and the tears in the corners of Shufen's eyes also froze at this moment......
A meteor streaked in the direction of the Bay of Lives and fell at the end of Mao'er Mountain.
It's silent! The night was terrifyingly quiet, and the ox behind the house unexpectedly did not sleep, and together with the owl in the bamboo forest, let out a heart-rending wail...... (To be continued.) )