Chapter 423: Hidden Feelings

Bei Yiming's meaning is obvious, Jin Silin is not Jin Kaiyuan's son, he is also called Silin, it must be Yang Shulin's, but Yang Shulin sighed helplessly and shook his head, indicating that it was not his.

Bei Yiming's body stiffened suddenly, he is not Jin Kaiyuan's child, nor is he his uncle's, so whose child is he?

But now is not the time to ask about it, he hurriedly said to Jin Kaiyuan: "Don't say it, the ambulance will be there in a while." ”

Jin Kaiyuan smiled sadly and shook his head, he said to Yang Shulin: "I know I can't live, do you hate me very much?" I snatched Yutong and hurt you like this, you should hate me, right? ”

Yang Shulin didn't turn his head to prevent Jin Kaiyuan from seeing his tears, he looked at the blue sky and white sun outside, slowly shook his head and said, "I don't hate you now, it's not your fault, it's my fault." ”

The more Bei Yiming listened, the more confused he became, what the hell was going on? “

Jin Kaiyuan suddenly laughed "haha", this laughter was full of too much helplessness, sadness, and pain, and he smiled at Bei Yiming: "You know, I was best friends with your uncle back then, you may not remember, your uncle broke one of people's arms because of you, and I carried this matter, otherwise he would have gone in early." ”

Pei Yiming's memory was vague, and he never remembered that Jin Kaiyuan would have such a good relationship with his uncle.

Jin Kaiyuan smiled sadly and said: "It's normal if you don't remember, he likes Yutong, and I like it too, but how can I rob my best friend's woman?" So I deliberately stayed away from them, when we were good, you were too young to remember, and when you remembered, I was no longer with them. ”

Bei Yiming turned his head sideways to look at Yang Shulin, and saw that he nodded, and his heart was even more shocked.

Yang Shulin choked up and said, "Don't say it, I beg you, when you're okay, are we talking okay?" ”

Jin Kaiyuan shook his head and said, "Let me finish." I've been holding back these things for too long, not to mention that I'm afraid I won't have a chance, more than ten years ago, Yutong suddenly came to me, and I was going abroad at that time. She begged me to take her to beg, saying that she couldn't stand the hard life with your uncle, and she wanted to go abroad.

I was really angry, I didn't know she was this kind of woman, but ...... But I like her. I liked her for many years, and at that time, I was selfish, so I agreed, I'm sorry for your uncle, I'm a special bastard, but I just couldn't control my feelings at that time.

But in the third year after Lin Lin was born abroad, I learned the truth, Yutong is not a vain woman, she has her suffering, she has the reason why she had to leave the woods. But at that time, I knew that Lin Lin was not my child, and I couldn't stand it.

Before, you were very young and didn't understand these things, but now that you are older, you should know that the child born to the woman you love is not yours, how angry you will be, how much you will hate.

I've been living in hatred for so many years, I hate her, I hate Linlin, and I hate your uncle. They are too unfair to me, why doesn't your uncle go to raise Lin Lin, doesn't he love Yutong very much? Since you love, you should accept her qiē. I hate Song Yutong for being too cruel, she refused to let your uncle be that poor man, and finally chose me? What's wrong with me and why should I carry this?

I hate Lin Lin, I hate that he is not my species, but I have to raise him as my son. Why? ”

Yang Shulin cried out in tears and rain at this time: "Don't say it, I beg you, don't say it, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry." ”

Jin Kaiyuan smiled with relief: "You are not sorry for me, I am sorry for you, I also love Yutong, but I am too selfish, I can't accept her past, I can't accept Lin Lin, I shouldn't torture her, I shouldn't drink a little wine and be so aggrieved that I want to kill her, I shouldn't hurt you, none of us are wrong, but none of us are wrong, blame it on making people."

Yesterday I received a call from Lin Lin, he said that someone kidnapped him and asked me to give 100,000 fast, do you know what I thought at the time? I thought you should kill the wild seed, he should die, but in the end I came.

I couldn't stand it when I saw them beating Lin Lin, I really couldn't stand it, and at that moment I realized that in fact, he was my son, and I wanted to protect him, but I was a waste, but I didn't do it, he was gone, it was all my fault. ”

Yang Shulin suddenly shouted frantically: "Don't say it, it's not your fault, no!" ”

Jin Kaiyuan smiled sadly and said: "No, it's my fault, as a father, I can't even protect my own children, what kind of father am I?" I understand now, but it's too late, he's thirteen years old, I haven't given him any good looks for ten years, I don't allow him to call me dad, I don't give him pocket money, I even beat him when I'm drunk, but he never hates me, he still calls me dad, even if I beat him and scold him.

I'm sorry for him, he's gone, I'm leaving, I'll treat him well when I get there. ”

"Open source!" Song Yutong's wail sounded, she ran in and took his hand in a panic and said, "How are you?" What do you think? ”

Jin Kaiyuan looked at Song Yutong with a smile and said, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I didn't protect Lin Lin." Speaking of this, he laboriously stretched out his hand and handed Song Yutong's hand to Yang Shulin's hand and said: "After I die, help me take care of her, don't hate, people are really tired of living in hatred, help me live well, I'm going to find Lin Lin." ”

Speaking of this, Jin Kaiyuan looked at Song Yutong apologetically and said: "I'm sorry, I've made you suffer all these years, I'm going to find Lin Lin, I'll take care of him below, I swear, I'll bury us together after I die, just bury it in Jingbaopo, I like it there." ”

Speaking of this, Jin Kaiyuan took Song Yutong and Yang Shulin's hands and slipped silently, his eyes lost their luster and became dim, but there was a relieved smile on his face.

Song Yutong's heart-rending cry came, and Yang Shulin cried and rained, constantly shouting Jin Kaiyuan's name.

The siren sounded at this moment, Bei Yiming raised his head and tears slipped silently, he didn't expect that there were so many stories between the three of them, he stood up slowly, his face was pale, he didn't look at them, but walked out.

Qin Wu and Liu Yan didn't dare to breathe when they stood in front of him, but the current Bei Yiming looked too scary, like a fierce beast that wanted to choose someone and sneer at any time.

Bei Yiming clenched his fists and said coldly: "Check it for me, find those people at any cost, I want them to die." ”

Qin Wu nodded, didn't say anything, turned around and left, Liu Yan followed closely behind.

Bei Yiming looked blankly at the direction where the cry came from, and his brain was blank! (To be continued.) )

PS: Five more!