But what worries Tang Yin the most is Haruka Ayase, she has not been trained in a professional system, and she is completely from a wild road. However, when the film was actually turned on, Haruka Ayase's performance surprised Tang Yin, it was really just right. At the beginning of the shot, the fourteen-year-old heroine Yaya went to school with her brother and sister for breakfast, and then she accidentally fell and broke her jaw.

Haruka Ayase's performance is not contrived at all, it is very natural, it is the normal reaction of a little girl who falls, the heroine's mother sees that her daughter's behavior is not normal, she always walks staggeringly, and she is a little worried in her heart, the actress invited by Tang Yin in this place seems to be infected by the performance of Ayase Yu, and it is also very natural, it is a mother's expression of worrying about her daughter.

Tang Yin looked at Haruka Ayase in front of the camera, like an elf, and led all the people in the play into the magical world. Other photographers, scene notes, lighting, etc., just prepare the things prepared in advance, and then quietly follow Tang Yin's instructions to cooperate with all the actors.

15 years old, for a girl in the first year of high school, it should be full of energy, laughter and longing, so Haruka Ayase walks with a relaxed posture, which makes people know at a glance that this is an innocent girl in the flower season. But the disease chose her and let her die step by step, but she didn't know it, but meekly cooperated with her mother to check and cooperate with the doctor to treat.

She would hold her puppy and say something, and then, with the encouragement of the doctor, she would start writing a diary to record her thoughts. She once said something like this: "What does it matter if you fall, you can get up again, you can look up at the sky by the way after falling, the blue sky, today is also extending infinitely, smile at me, I'm still alive!" ”

Is it wrong that people are greedy and always want to live a little longer? She just hopes that she can spend her whole life feeling and experiencing this wonderful world. She gladly accepted God's unfairness to her, and worked hard to make everyone around her happy, she hid all her thoughts in her diary, and smiled in front of everyone.

Every time Yaya watched other students run healthily with admiration, but she could only move slowly, and even physical education classes could only study by herself, at this time she finally said her feelings, "If I can, I would rather exchange with you than study alone in the classroom." ”

After the summer vacation, Yaya was admitted to the hospital. Her mother can only take care of her on Sundays, and she can only take care of herself in normal times. She was examined in the hospital and cheerfully accepted the contact of doctors from all over the world who were curious about her pathology, and practiced walking with all her strength—even if tomorrow there might be no more right to walk, and one could not help but move forward, forward, and forward in her own way, and lost all reason to look around.

People always look far away, because there are hopes and dreams there, no matter how small, are also spiritual pillars that support people through suffering. But what if not? For Yaya, there was not a single light in the distance, only a darkness like death.

Actually, isn't life like this! For a person, no matter how far away it is from the end of life - death, it seems that ordinary people have a limited amount of time than Ya, but in the end they will also grow old, gradually unable to walk, unable to hold things, unable to speak, and finally they will always sink into darkness. So, what is it that people endure so much pain and torture to live?

When Yaya's two good friends tirelessly helped her again and again, and finally went away one by one, when she went to wait for the bus with her new classmate Watanabe, the plot ushered in another explosion. Yaya fell to the ground because of her inability to move because she was catching the bus, and the pain in her heart finally broke out, and she lay on the ground alone and cried heartbreakingly.

That scene made everyone who heard it can't help but feel sad, and at this time, Watanabe appeared again and an old lady from the roadside store ran over to help Yaya, and then everyone accompanied Yaya at the store after school and waited for her mother to pick her up. In the end, when Yaya leaves, the whole class sings songs to see her off, etc., so that Yaya understands that she still hopes that she will not be a burden to others.

"To be able to help others", in the end, Yaya's greatest hope finally came true, although no matter how she struggled with the disease, she finally gave up walking, giving up talking, giving up journaling, and finally giving up life. In the face of the cruel reality, people's hopes are so small, but since it is reality, there are infinite possibilities, think about others, maybe your own far away, will go beyond the end of life.

Clumsy gait, slurred speech, rough handwriting...... But she can still write. What she thinks about is not living in a more convenient and comfortable environment, but how to live and how to be a person who can help others. Yaya's smile and strength triumphed over a cruel fate, she lived five years longer than the doctors predicted, and she lived through a short life with hard work and optimism, more convincing than any logically rigorous philosophy in the world.

Tang Yin never thought that an actor who had not received systematic training could play a role so realistically, although Haruka Ayase had to ask Tang Yin for advice and analysis of Yaya's mentality and character every time he went back, but there was a big gap between what he said and what he actually did. So Tang Yin had to admit that Haruka Ayase's performance really amazed him. For this role, if this movie participates in the Golden Dragon Award the following year, it may win the actress. Also shocked were the rest of the crew, who never thought that someone would be able to act the movie as if it were a real encounter, and this kind of acting is beyond words.

It's just that Tang Yin doesn't know how long Haruka Ayase can keep this state, maybe she may just be amazed in this movie. After all, whether I filmed "Pretty Girl" or "Curse" before, I didn't seem to see Haruka Ayase have such an amazing talent, and her previous performances could only be regarded as qualified. Tang Yin felt that after filming this movie, he needed to talk to Haruka Ayase to determine her current performance status. (To be continued.) )