When I ran away from her, I felt both difficult and relieved. {We don't write novels, we're just web text porters-

Lin Rui rarely saw me panicked like this, and joked: "Boss, is that woman insulting you?" ”

"Nonsense." I retorted immediately, in a tone that I had not expected.

He immediately shut up, obediently drove and said, "Where are you going?" Back to the apartment? ”

I nodded, and then my eyes met.

Now I am so abnormal, this abnormal appearance xiàn in neuroticism, sensitivity, and even hallucinations many times. These feelings make me unhappy, and the uncontrollable feeling of love makes me feel that there is a nameless fire in my heart and I can't find a channel to vent.

I know that men should have normal needs, but I don't seem to be interested in this.

Lying alone on the big bed in the apartment, there was a woman named Lin Leyi coming and going in front of him. She is strong, optimistic, and confident...... They are all attractive to me. I don't know what's wrong with me, I am very resistant to such a woman, I thought that the little bird I liked was in the form of a human, and after seeing her, those physical abnormalities could not deceive me.

Perhaps, I should find a girlfriend who can be with me for a long time.

I thought to myself.

There are a lot of celebrities in the imperial capital, and a few of them are quite good-looking, as long as I am interested in getting acquainted, I have a chance.

After that day, I began to appear as many social occasions as I could, in a planned way, with the aim of finding a woman among these women who would relieve my inner anxiety and be suitable for me to be my long-term girlfriend.

Actually, I was very selfish in this idea, I was thinking about a long-term girlfriend, but I didn't expect to go from boyfriend and girlfriend to husband and wife.

While I pick and choose women as commodities, some of the beautiful women who wander around such occasions also treat me as commodities.

When the mood is at the bottom, I yearn for a reckless vent. It's like when the weather is gloomy for a long time, there must be a storm.

At the end of a project, I took all my staff to a nightclub. Working overtime for three weeks in a row made everyone a little depressed. In the nightclub, the loud music, the thinly dressed beauties, and the dazzling lights all make people feel like there is something in their hearts that is about to rush out.

I looked at my young colleagues on the dance floor, casually sitting on the side and drinking.

All of you here today are acquaintances, and I didn't think about it that much, so I drank cup after cup there. Wine is a good thing at some point, and it can make people ignore their inner feelings for a short time.

I've always had good self-control, and drinking is my only weakness right now.

After I relaxed, I couldn't help but drink too much, and in the end I was a little confused, vaguely remembering that it was Lin Rui who helped me into the car, and said casually: "Go back to the apartment." Then I fell asleep on my back.

When I woke up the next day, my first feeling was that something was wrong.

Because the place I am in is not my own room.

The air is filled with a vague scent, which should be the smell of women's perfume. When I opened my eyes and saw the bedding with small flowers, I woke up immediately.

My movements were fast and urgent, waking up the person next to me, she got out of the quilt, looked at me and smiled and asked, "Awake?" ”

I jumped directly from the bed to the ground like a scorpion sting, and then found that I was undressed, so I hurriedly picked up a piece of clothing from the sofa next to me and blocked the key part and asked, "Lena, why am I here with you?" ”

She was wearing only a suspender nightdress, lifted the quilt and got out of bed barefoot to pour a glass of water, stood opposite me and said leisurely: "You drank too much last night, let me take you back to the apartment." What's wrong with being so nervous? Boss, you're not usually like that. ”

I got goosebumps from her tone, I really didn't know how to answer, I looked down for my clothes, picked them up and went straight to the bathroom on the side.

I cleaned myself up and walked out, sat down in front of her and asked, "What's the condition, just say it, I just drank too much last night." ”

I thought about it seriously in the bathroom just now, if I am not mistaken, nothing happened last night, and the only difference from usual is that there is a living woman lying next to me.

Lena is the beauty of our administration department, usually arrogant, and she is beautiful, and she is the goddess in the hearts of a male colleague. It's just that she has a high heart, and she looks arrogant and indifferent to the people she pursues. I didn't expect it to be done to me last night.

Before I came to China, someone gave me a vaccination, saying that there are many similar situations here, so I should pay more attention.

I have a deep understanding after I came, but I have always been more self-disciplined, and I have never encountered it.

It was a real surprise last night, because I didn't expect her to do such a thing in front of all my colleagues.

"Conditions?" She smiled slightly, "What conditions can I have, it's just because I admire you that I brought you back at your strong request." Now you're awake and ready to go. Don't act like I kidnapped you. ”

I didn't expect her to say this, so I was stunned for a moment and asked, "If you don't mention it now, it won't be waiting when it's overdue." ”

"Men love women, consensual, and I'm not out to sell it." She said.

I was big on my head, and I didn't expect it. What's more, someone once told me that the more this kind of woman who does not mention conditions, the more difficult it is to get rid of. I want to make it clear today, so that nothing will happen in the future.

"And what happened between us last night?" I asked.

She took a step forward, gave me a sudden kiss on the forehead when I wasn't looking, and said, "What do you say?" What happens to two young men and women who have drunk alcohol? ”

She raised her eyebrows and said, with some seductive charm in the corners of her eyes, and said in an ambiguous tone.

"No way, I'm completely impressed." I looked at her and said seriously.

"Hey, you don't even know how enthusiastic you were last night." She looked me straight in the eye, leaned closer and added, "I didn't expect you to be quite strong in this area." ”

My face turned blue for a moment.

A man knows best what he has done and what he hasn't done at night.

Since she said this, there must be a condition, not to mention that with my understanding of her, this condition is not simple.

I quickly thought for a moment and asked, "I still have something to do today, go first, as for the conditions and so on, you can tell me if you think clearly." ”

After saying that, I pushed open the door and walked straight away, leaving her in the room.

I need to find a quiet place to remember what happened last night, what Lena had in mind, if she just wanted money or a promotion, it would be easy. I'm afraid of something else.

Besides, as a man, I can be sure that I didn't do anything last night. I was just drunk, not out of my mind.

I was relieved to leave Lena's house.

Unexpectedly, she looked normal at work for a week, without the slightest abnormality, and even I thought it was a not very beautiful accident.

Just when I put this matter in the back of my mind, suddenly I don't know which tabloid to start with, I actually had a rumored girlfriend.

After this year's operation in the imperial capital, I am also a small and well-known figure in the circle, and it is normal to have some scandals. However, I know too much about my own state of mind and state of life, which is simply nonsense.

I bought a newspaper on purpose, and when I saw the picture on it, it was clear as soon as I saw it. The male protagonist is me, but the female is a back.

After working together for more than half a year, I recognized at a glance who this woman was.

"What's going on?" I handed the newspaper over, and Lena took it with an innocent look on her face, then pretended to be as surprised as she really was, and said, "Oh my God, who's taking such a careless candid photograph." ”

"Lena, let's open the window and talk brightly." I took out the business card and audio recording of the reporter who posted this article from the drawer and pushed them in front of her, "If you have any purpose, you can just say it, as long as I can do it, I shouldn't refuse you." I'm the first to be afraid of trouble, and the second is to be calculating. ”

Her face changed when she saw what I had taken out the second time.

In the end, she got nothing, only three months of compensation, and left the company.

I don't know if it's my problem, or if it's the problem of the girls right now, I'm not interested in them. Not to mention that other executives of the company can swim among girls with ease, and use their petty power to fish girls like fish, and there are few accidents.

At one point, I suspected that I had lost interest in women and sex.

The world that seems colorful to others is black and white in my eyes, and I don't know what I'm living for, or even what I can do other than work.

The tricks that those women play in front of my eyes can always be seen through by me at a glance. I'm as wary of this as a hound.

All of them made me a little confused, and when I first woke up, I had to have enough energy to adapt to this society, to adapt to work, and to adapt to the mall...... Now after this qiē adaptation, my mind has become a mess, and I am crazy to know what happened.

I thought that maybe knowing the past, I would know what I was running away from and what I was expecting.

After arranging my work, I booked the earliest plane ticket back to the United States, and I needed to have a face-to-face interview with Aunt Yuan. If nothing comes out of the negotiation with her, I am going to go to the medical institution to have my teeth and iris matched, and I must find my past.

Because I didn't inform anyone when I came back this time, I took a taxi from the airport and went home.

Sitting on the couch, I suddenly thought about the house contract, and immediately rummaged out of the safe, and found that the contract date on it was three months before I woke up.

It turned out that I thought that there must be a reason for forgetting jì in the past, perhaps it was an unbearable past. Now I don't think that way, life is incomplete without the past. I don't know my past, and I've even reached the point where I can't control my feelings, and even more terrifyingly, at some point I can sense that I'm on the verge of collapse.

I felt like I had a past that I needed to remember.

Originally, I didn't mind the details of the house contract at all, not because I couldn't think of it, but because I didn't think it was necessary. But not this time, I had to think of every detail I could think of, and find out who I used to be.

I called Aunt Yuan the next morning, and she was surprised that I would come back at this time, but after being slightly surprised, her tone became enthusiastic.

"Cheng Xin, do you want to have a meal together at noon, there are a few Chinese projects that have just been approved recently, if you don't paint today, you can receive an email tomorrow." She said on the phone.