"Master." When Xiao Enzi saw Li Xuan come out, he was busy and kept up.

"You go do something......" he said in a pale voice.

After listening to this, Xiao Enzi's expression became solemn. "The minion remembers, please rest assured."

Li Xuan nodded, thought about it, and then instructed, "Xia Shuang, pick chess, pick a few books...... and do not believe it all. ”

Xiao Enzi was stunned, "The slave can save it." ”

"If there's anything you can't come forward with, let Chen Yi go." "Be careful," he said wearily, "...... Don't alarm Fujin. ”

"Yes."

………………

The afternoon sun is just right, shining like a thin veil on the body, and it is exceptionally warm.

When Li Xuan arrived at Du's house, Xiyan had already fallen asleep on the couch.

On the side, Aunt Du was lightly putting the embroidery work in her hand into the basket, and when she saw him coming, she was not surprised, she bent down and was about to salute, but he stopped silently, so she only whispered respectfully, "Miss took Dr. Shen's medicine, and her spirit was a little weak, and she fell asleep in a daze." ”

Li Xuan nodded and looked at Xi Yan gently, "What did she do today?" ”

"The young lady said that she wanted to learn more about the stitching of Shu embroidery, and the slave taught her some." A simple smile appeared on Aunt Du's honest face, "Miss is talented and intelligent, and she can learn any needle." ”

"Really?" He tugged at the corners of his mouth slightly, and his smile unconsciously brought inexplicable bitterness, "No wonder the clothes she embroidered for Jing Yi are so good." ”

"It's also a shame that Miss likes to do these ......," Aunt Du sighed, not knowing what to think of, her eyes were slightly red, "Otherwise, I don't know how difficult it is to stay in bed for a few months." ”

His heart tightened suddenly, and after a while, he said softly, "I heard...... At that time, she was very badly injured. ”

"Yes," Aunt Du sighed lowly, "I don't know which one killed a thousand knives...... If it hadn't been discovered by the master who swept the nunnery, the young lady was only afraid of ......," she couldn't help choking, "It's good that Master Jixuan is too proficient in medical skills...... He sent someone down the mountain overnight to deliver the letter...... Don't you know that when Ah Zhong brought the young lady back, she was like that...... Even when I cried, my whole body trembled in pain, and I would only shed tears every day...... Slowly, people also become stupid and stupid, and no one can recognize them...... Ay...... Those days...... I can't even look back......"

After Aunt Du finished speaking sadly, she realized Li Xuan's dejected expression on the side, quickly raised her sleeve and wiped the corners of her eyes, and said with a reluctant smile, "Now, the most difficult days have finally passed...... Since the eldest young master found Dr. Shen to treat Miss, Miss's body is getting better day by day, and she is more energetic than before. It is said that if you don't die, there will be blessings in the future, and in the future, Miss will be smooth and safe! ”

"yes, it's going to be fine......" he repeated unconsciously, his hand brushing her hair.

Xiyan suddenly twitched uneasily, and her brows furrowed.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid......" he whispered like a child.

She muttered softly, as if she had relaxed, but her body unconsciously shrank inward, and became a small mass again.

He looked down at her, his face heavy and sad.

In a trance, I remembered the situation when I took her and Ning Ruo out to play when I was young - the goose is yellow and light blue, as dazzling and bright as twin flowers.

Now......

He knew very well in his heart that if Dr. Shen's speculation was true...... Ning Ruo must not be able to get out of it.

But no matter whether Ning Ruo had done anything or not, he ruined her.

That pain, that despair......

He gave it to her.

If he had protected her when she had been designed, if he had believed her when she had been falsely accused, if he had rescued her when she was almost defiled...... Then she wouldn't be what she is today!

It was he who made her what she is now!

The cool fingertips carefully slid over the smooth skin on her cheeks, and the helplessness and sadness she felt seemed to spread to every corner of her body with the blood......

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These days, Xiyan is quite sleepy. Because I don't want to sleep but can't fall asleep like in the past, or I always wake up from nightmares when I fall asleep, I can sleep for an hour or two even if I take a nap. When I woke up, I was a little lazy, and I didn't like to move on the bed like a child, so I only took the embroidery work and leaned on the head of the bed to do it.

In the middle, "Dr. Li" came a few times, and each time she either fell asleep, or she didn't want to see people, anyway, she was always sent away for various reasons.

For some reason, she was a little afraid of him.

Maybe it's not scared, it's just an indescribable feeling. When he remembered that day, he overlapped with someone in his memory, and that joy was mixed with a deep sense of despair......

She didn't like it.

She can't be negative, she can't be sad, she has to get better quickly.

In the afternoon, Xiyan slept for more than half an hour before she got up lazily.

She was a little dazed, and sat in a daze.

Raising his hand to lift the bed curtain, he wanted to ask someone to serve and freshen up, but found that there was no one around.

In front of the desk in the distance, someone was looking down and drawing something.

The afternoon sunlight shone on him through the window lattice, dimming the surrounding qiqiqi, and he only felt that this person was cold and noble like a god, and it was so beautiful that it was not real.

She couldn't help but look at him in a daze.

For a moment, she didn't even think about why he suddenly appeared in her room, especially ...... It was when she was asleep.

It seems that a qiē could not be more natural...... He likes to sit quietly in front of the desk in such afternoons to read and write, and sometimes she is playful, tiptoeing around to scare him, but every time before she arrives, she is discovered by him first, and pulled into his arms. The shadows of the two intertwined like vines wrapped around a tree............

He said, "Xiyan, we've been like this, how good." ”

Yes, how good, the two are in love, life and death depend on each other.

But why...... He didn't keep his word......

Why did he say that he would keep going, but in the end he threw her a letter of resignation!

She thought distractedly, as if countless images were pouring up over her.

"Since you took my hand," the corners of his mouth lifted slightly, but he held her tighter. "You can't let it go in the future." He smiled softly and beautifully, as if she was the only one in his eyes......

He threw her on the bed, "Ye just pitied you and teased you!" He tore at her clothes so violently that she felt like she was going to be torn apart by him......

"Xiyan, give me a baby." He whispered in her ear, "Boys and girls are fine." If it's a girl, as innocent as you, it must be cute. If only it were a boy...... The boy is not bad, I personally taught him to ride and shoot calligraphy and painting, do you say okay? ”

A child, a child like him......

The man seemed to have finished drawing, put down his pen, and just stared intently, thoughtfully.

After a long time, he came back to his senses and looked up in her direction. (To be continued.) )