Chapter 307: Trust is a stupid thing, but it's so beautiful
Seeing Lu Tianhua, the boy was a little vigilant. But soon, the boy is distracted by a mother-daughter duo and a passionate bearded middle-aged man. The boy didn't do anything to Lu Tianhua during the whole process.
This time, Lu Tianhua personally brought in the meal. At first, the boy did not eat, but later the boy moved his chopsticks under the continuous persuasion of the mother and daughter.
The boy eats slowly, because he knows that when he finishes eating, he will fall back asleep.
Unexpectedly, the boy was still conscious long after eating all the food. He realized that he hadn't been drugged in the meal this time.
The boy glanced at Lu Tianhua in surprise. Lu Tianhua just smiled, and then left the boy's room with an empty dinner plate, leaving only the mother and daughter and the bearded middle-aged man to continue to talk with the boy.
Since then, the boy has not been drugged in his meal. The boy's brain waves gradually calmed down even when he was awake, and the boy's brain waves showed that he was really in a deep sleep when he was asleep.
Lu Tianhua realized that the boy had not tried to use his ability. It seems that the isolation room he and Momo set up was a success. And what made the boy really unload his guard was that Lu Tianhua cut off the sleeping pills in the boy's meal.
These days, Lu Tianhua has been supervising and observing the boy almost every step of the way, and gradually he has figured out the boy's mentality.
What the boy did when he was at the Red Star Base was originally intended to take revenge, but later it was all for self-preservation.
At the Red Star Base, the boy couldn't get a good night's sleep, he didn't dare. With his ability, he controlled everyone in the Red Star Base and became the supreme leader of the base. It was a sweet dream for the boy, and he was terrified of waking up from it. And he knew that once he woke up from a dream. He will face even more brutal treatment.
No one in the Red Star base had the slightest kindness towards the boy. The boy's experience made him less and less trusting of others, he closed his heart and only believed in himself, and only he would be truly good to himself. The mother and daughter duo and the bearded man were kind to the boy, and the boy only pretended to turn a blind eye to it fiercely.
When he first arrived in Shenghui, the boy woke up to find that his whole body was bound, even his eyes were blindfolded. The boy was restless. His first instinct was to use his abilities. However, it soon became apparent that his ability didn't have any effect.
Goodbye mother and daughter, the boy also used his ability. But his abilities still didn't work. The boy was flustered and at the same time deeply understood that he was still the same powerless boy. In fact, what he has always longed for most is ......
Actually, the boy knows.
When Lu Tianhua examined the boy for the first time, he found that the boy's brain waves were very intense. It was a boy fighting the effects of the drug. In fact, the boy did not really fall asleep. His mind was still awake for a certain period of time, but his body couldn't move.
The people of the Red Star Base angrily knocked down the door of his room and dragged him to the clearing. The boy always tried to use his abilities. He was terrified. It wasn't until the mother and daughter duo and the bearded middle-aged man actually stood up in front of him that the boy was very surprised. At the same time, a long-lost sense of security warmly enveloped the boy's heart. The boy was momentarily slackened and could not bear the effect of the medicine, so he fell into a deep sleep.
When Lu Tianhua checked the boy, the boy was about to wake up. The boy's subconscious mind drove him to immediately use the ability again.
Repeated attempts and repeated failures. In a very short period of time, the boy experienced fear, hesitation, and anxiety, and finally gradually gave up and tried to accept.
In addition to being monitored and isolated, Lu Tianhua did not treat the boy badly.
While Lu Tianhua was spying on the boy, the boy was actually observing him.
The more the boy did not resist, the more Lu Tianhua relaxed the restraints on him. The more Lu Tianhua relaxed the restraints on the boy, the less the boy resisted.
That night, the boy didn't sleep. He waited.
After a short time, Lu Tianhua entered the boy's room alone.
The two looked at each other silently for a long time. In the end, it was Lu Tianhua who opened his mouth first.
"Ah Jian, your name is Ah Jian, right?"
The boy turned his head.
"You're used to it, aren't you?"
The boy did not respond this time.
Lu Tianhua was embarrassed, too, where did he get used to or not used to this environment?
Lu Tianhua silently withdrew from the room, but came back after a while, this time he brought in two glasses of warm milk. By delivering milk to the boy, Lu Tianhua sat next to the boy.
"Are you afraid?" Lu Tianhua asked the boy with a smile, but before the boy could answer, Lu Tianhua continued, "I'm also afraid." ”
"These last days are terrible, but what is even more terrible is the human heart." Lu Tianhua stared at the boy with scorching, "It's not that the last days make people's hearts like this, people's hearts have always been like this." ”
Lu Tianhua took a sip of milk and looked at the boy. The boy silently picked up the cup and took a sip of milk.
"Selfishness is a barrier in everyone's heart. I have it, and so do you. But this kind of selfishness is not only for yourself, but also for the good of the people around you. At this time, selfishness is no longer just pure selfishness, but evolves into caring. ”
The boy listened silently.
"The one who cares about you the most, and you care about it the most, is your mother." Lu Tianhua kept staring at the boy, and when he heard the word 'mother', the boy trembled obviously.
"Your mother's death hit you hard." Lu Tianhua said bluntly.
The boy's hand tightened, and he glared at Lu Tianhua with some annoyance.
Lu Tianhua suddenly smiled sadly, and his gaze narrowed a little farther away, "You blamed others, just to make yourself better." Actually, you know that resentment can't buy back your mother's life. My mother died when I was your age. ”
The boy was stunned.
"I also resented, I hated my father." Lu Tianhua pulled his gaze back and stared at the boy's eyes again, "It was my father who killed my mother!" ”
At this moment, the boy really saw the hatred in Lu Tianhua's eyes, but this hatred was mixed with many other complex emotions.
"Like you, I used to close my heart. It's just that he doesn't want to be hurt more. Lu Tianhua's gaze softened. It's stupid to trust someone, but it's also the best thing in the world. ”
"There will always be one or two fools in this world who will do everything possible to break your defenses. He's just single-mindedly good to you. You simply can't refuse. What else to resist? He is so good to you, you have doubted and resisted, but in fact, you are more afraid of losing, you know, that warmth is what you have always longed for. ”
The temperature of the milk has already warmed the whole body and mind through the palm of the hand.
"In the moment of acceptance, the whole world brightens up again. It is only possible to accept it boldly and with confidence. You will know that this warmth will not disappear so lightly. He was always there for me. I have him. And you, you have three people. ”
The boy's eyes lit up. The gentle faces and beards of the mother and daughter, although the middle-aged were expressionless, and the picture of concern in their eyes appeared in front of the boy's eyes.
Accept it, only to know that I wasted so much time to resist that I was stupid! There is so much malice in this world, and the goodwill that is hard to come by must be cherished. Believe me, what is worth cherishing is far more colorful than we imagined. There are also far more people to cherish than there are people who are not worthy of our resentment. ”
"Do you have a lot of cherished people right now?" A slightly hoarse voice suddenly interjected.
Lu Tianhua was stunned for a moment. He looked at the boy in surprise. Then he smiled brightly and said, "A lot, a lot." ”
The boy laughed silly, his eyes revealing a strong anticipation.
"Alright. It's not early. It's time for you to sleep. Rest assured, no one here will hurt you. When you wake up, all that awaits you is everyone's concern. But remember, to cherish. ”
Lu Tianhua personally tucked the boy's feet, and then exited the boy's room.
Pass guò camera. Lu Tianhua waited until the boy closed his expectant eyes and fell asleep, and then he climbed into the bed in the monitoring room with a smile.
The next day. The mother and daughter duo and the bearded middle-aged man came to the boy's room early in the morning with food.
"Auntie, Bao'er, Uncle......"
Push open the door. The boy had already stood guard at the door of the room and called cordially.
"Bang!" The plate slipped from the woman's hand and covered her mouth in disbelief. The bearded middle-aged man was also stunned at the door.
"Brother Ah Jian!" The girl immediately rushed to the boy.
The boy and girl hugged each other, laughed, and after a while they both burst into tears.
"Brother Ah Jian, I miss you so much."
"Bao'er, my brother misses you too."
The woman and the bearded middle-aged man finally reacted, and both hugged the two children in the center with one lunge.
"Uhhh The boy vented all the love he had been feeling all the time.
The woman also wet her eyes and kept comforting the boy, "Don't be afraid, Ah Jian is not afraid, Auntie is here." ”
"Auntie, I was wrong, I was wrong." The boy kept shaking his head and looked at the woman and the bearded middle-aged man repeatedly, "Uncle, woo woo, I was wrong." ”
The woman and the bearded middle-aged man looked at each other with tears in their eyes, they knew that the boy was sincerely admitting his mistake to them, but how could they ever blame the boy. No, maybe they did, but they knew they couldn't blame the boy entirely. They are also at fault.
"Ah Jian, it's Auntie who didn't take care of you. Let you be wronged. Ah Jian, can you forgive Auntie? ”
The boy cried breathlessly, shaking his head vigorously. It's all his fault, it's his unwillingness to accept the kindness of women and bearded middle-aged people. The more the woman and bearded middle-aged man treats him, the more he feels that his mother's death is because of them, and the woman and bearded middle-aged are weak-hearted.
They did feel guilty about the death of the boy's mother, but if they weren't really good to him, after he had done so many wrongs, how could they still be by his side and protect him?
Lu Tianhua was right. He's missed too much. Acceptance, it's good. Cherishing is far better than resentment.
"Woo, ah, I'm so tired, I don't dare to sleep, I'm afraid." These days are in full bloom, and the boy can sleep well again after a long absence. Compared to the days when he was trembling and didn't dare to sleep at the Red Star Base, the boy was even more remorseful. He didn't want to live that anymore.
"It's okay, it's okay, Auntie is here. Ah Jian, you sleep peacefully. "Women have been talking to boys unilaterally these days, but in fact, the fears and grievances in the boy's heart are all read out of the woman's heart.
It's not that the boy doesn't want to answer, he just doesn't dare. He hadn't spoken to anyone in a long time. He was afraid that if he said the wrong thing, women and girls would never come to see him again.
Women and girls know it, so they keep talking. They, boys, just listen.
Now the boy is not afraid. Because he already knew that even if he said the wrong thing, women and girls would not ignore him. They were always there, and they never left him.
"Okay, don't cry. Ah Jian should be hungry, this meal has been spilled, I'll go get another one. "The bearded middle-aged man is not good at words, so he can only be so silently good to the boy.
"No need to pick it up." Lu Tianhua watched silently in the monitoring room, and only then did he enter the room and said, "You can take him directly to the restaurant to eat." Ah Jian's physical condition is already very stable, and there is no need to stay in this special ward to check. Wasn't the room next to you prepared for a long time? It's time to take Ah Jian back to his room. ”
Ah Jian looked at Lu Tianhua stunned. Why, he's sick, isn't he imprisoned?
The woman silently nodded gratefully at Lu Tianhua. He did this in order to make Sheng Hui's people better accept the boy. The boy was not imprisoned and isolated because of the danger, but was temporarily isolated for treatment because he was not in good health. Lu Tianhua's announcement to Sheng Hui has always been like this.
Now that the boy has "healed", it's time for him to truly integrate into Sheng Hui's big family.
The boy was stunned and let the woman and Bao'er hold hands and come to the dining room. There were many unfamiliar faces along the way, but when I saw him, it seemed that I had already known him, and they all had friendly smiles on their faces.
"Kin, how are you?"
"This boy is Ah Jian, how are you?"
People passing by greeted Ah Kin. Ah Jian was stunned and didn't know how to reply, and those people just smiled and left to continue their business.
When he arrived at the window of cooking, the bearded middle-aged man said a few words to an older sister who was in charge of cooking. The sister immediately served a full plate of steaming meals to Ah Jian.
There were rice, meat, vegetables, and fruit on the plate, and the fragrant smell made Ah Jian swallow his saliva. When he was in the ward, Lu Tianhua arranged for him to let Ah Jian's stomach adapt, and arranged for him to ask the kitchen to specially boil porridge with some simple green vegetables. That porridge was already good compared to the humble rice soup in the Red Star Base. At this time, Ah Jian really realized that Sheng Hui's meals were so luxurious.
Ah Jian ate it in a big gulp, but he didn't expect that the sister who was cooking would personally bring him a cup of hot milk after a while.
"Ah Jian, you eat slowly, you can fill it if it's not enough. How do you eat like a pig, hehe. The sister couldn't help but laugh at Ah Jian when she saw Ah Jian gobbling up.
Ah Jian looked up and smiled brightly at the sister, but he was not angry at all. He could feel that the sister had no ill will.
My sister didn't leave directly, and told Ah Jian again, "Ah Jian, you have to drink all the milk, so that you can grow your body." Remember to grab a drink at night before you go to bed. You're so tall, it's heartbreaking. ”
Heart...... Hurt?
Ah Jian choked, grabbed the cup and swallowed the glass of milk into his stomach.
"Yikes! Drink slowly, hot! ”
After drinking, Ah Jian looked up at his sister with a bright smile, like in, I drank it all.
My sister smiled helplessly, and had to ask, "Do you want more?" ”
"Yes!" Ah Kin replied loudly.
My sister left to fill the milk for Kin.
During this meal, Ah Jian ate a whole plate of food and drank two full glasses of milk. His belly was full, and his heart was full.
Back in his room, Ah Jian fell asleep contentedly in a short time. The past has become a lengthy nightmare. And the beauty of Sheng Hui is his life worth cherishing in the future. He no longer needed to use his abilities, and he could sleep peacefully...... (To be continued...... )
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