216.216 I can't wait
"Brother, you don't have to get your memories back. ο½οΌ·οΌ·γ lΟΟοΌ³520γ None of us can remember what happened in the past, right? If you can't think of it, don't think about it. We don't live in the past, we live in the present. β
"But without the past, how can I be now? There is no past and no present who is complete! I felt like I had come out of nowhere. I don't know where I came from, and I don't know where I'm going. I don't even know what to do in the next second when I wake up every day! β
Zhen Feng xΓΉ excited: "I'm like an empty shell now!" Empty shell, you know? Don't dare to love, afraid that love is wrong; Don't dare to catch what you want to catch, for fear of catching the wrong one! I know that what she sued me was some one-sided, some good. I don't want to. I want to get through the whole thing! If you don't want me to live in the pain of being lost all day long, then tell me what you know, and tell me what you know! β
"Brother, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Xiaoya shook off Zhenfeng's hand and rushed out.
If you sue you for a qiΔ, how should you deal with yourself?
Will you let her go?
I'm afraid it won't be repaid,
You won't be quietly waiting for Shion's return, will you?
Returning to the arms of his relatives, although Momo's heart was warmed and sustenance, it could not be stable.
Mo Shen has grown up a lot, and when he walks, he can only climb, and now he can't even catch up with his mother.
Kang Kang looks like an adult on the surface, but his IQ is still a child. Honest with innocence.
He was so clingy and forgetful that he worshipped him like an idol.
Forget to forget, you will see such an interesting scene: a tall, strong man follows a schoolboy like a tail, learning to speak, imitating his movements, forgetting to say east, he never goes west.
Momo felt happy and sad and had to think about Kangkang's future.
On the third day of her return, she went to worship Mrs. Mo.
The familiar and unfamiliar grandmother who didn't even see the last face.
"I'm sorry. At that time, I was on the other side of the world, and I couldn't rush back with a big belly, can you forgive me? β
On the last journey of her life, there were few close people to send her off, and she was lonely, but fortunately, there was Mo Shen - she had been looking forward to her grandson for most of her life. It's also a comfort, right?
Mo Mo sat in front of Mo Fei's tomb for an afternoon.
Tells a lot of stories from the past.
"I've been to the desert. He was probably going to be inside for a long time. He called me in, but he only said one word to me from beginning to end. β
Mo Mo looked at Mo Fei's photo, pulled the corners of his mouth, and pulled out a bitter smile for a long time: "He said, if I come to see you, let me tell you a word." β
"He said, He loves you."
Mo Fei in the photo is still quiet, quiet and beautiful.
It's as quiet as ever.
"Did you see Dad over there? When he leaves, he wants to ask youβand I want to ask you: Why, why do you hate me so much? β
Mo Mo knelt on the ground, prostrate himself, and hid his face in pathos: "You hate me, but do you know that you have harmed Zhenfeng and Shiyin...... What's wrong with them? But their lives have been ruined by you and me......"
"You're right, it's more torturous to live painfully than to die. You can reunite with your dad and grandma and your mom's family over there...... And I, as you wish, will continue to live with a heart of atonement......"
As the sun was about to set, an unknown bird landed on the top of a nearby tomb to look at it, then flapped its wings and flew away, leaving a gray silhouette in the setting sun.
Mo Mo spent half an hour walking around the Mo Mansion that had changed hands, as if he had reorganized the years he had lived in it.
It used to be half of her home.
She had lived in it for almost a decade.
That was the glorious era of the Mo family.
Mo Fei is like a princess, with a special person and a special car; Mo Jia is like the rich second generation who collects limited edition idol photos, Barbie dolls; And Zhang looks like a noble lady shuttling between mahjong tables and brand stores......
And although she is still like air in the Mo family, she has the Zhenfeng who loves her, as well as the friendship between Zhenzi and Xiaoshan.
She lived a simple and happy life.
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Those green and precious years, like a train that never stops, are gone forever.
Momo walked on the streets in the darkness of the night, not knowing where to go.
She stood in front of a high-end Western restaurant, facing the wind.
She used to work here on winter vacation.
After closing at night, Zhenfeng would lean on the motorcycle and stomp his numb feet and wait for her.
As soon as she appeared, he would raise his chin and run towards her grinning, his hair blown by the wind and his face frozen.
He took off his scarf and tied it for her, took off the gloves on his hand and put them on for her, and then handed her the warm milk tea wrapped tightly.
She sat behind him, holding his waist with one hand and milk tea in the other.
The glittering streetlights can't hide their happy faces.
How simple those days were, without hatred, without impurities.
She loved him with all her heart,
He spoiled her wholeheartedly.
Those years......
Why are they all gone in the blink of an eye?
Momo's hand moved, and it was empty, looking at the place where Zhenfeng had once stood, and laughed and shed tears.
The black Maibahe stopped at the door.
Wang Zi and He Rui walked out side by side.
Seeing the direction that Xiao Si was looking at standing at the car door, Wang Zi's eyes followed.
And Momo felt that eyes were on her, and when he looked up, his eyes slowly widened.
Twenty meters away, in the dim light, Wang Ziyushu was in the wind, and the woman next to him, with a white shirt tucked into a black high-waisted long skirt, looked very simple and elegant.
Really, it's a good match.
Sensing that the woman was also looking at her with curiosity, Mo Mo turned around in a panic like a clown who had become filthy, rushed to the road and stopped a taxi and hurriedly got in.
That night, she thought that Wang Zi would call and explain something to her, but no.
She sat in front of the window, and couldn't help but imagine many kinds of identities about that woman, and even her relationship with Wang Zi.
is like a complex spider web, but in the end it is stuck in a dead web.
She had insomnia night after night.
At first, I thought it was the jet lag that didn't go upside down.
Later, I found out that it was because I had concerns in my heart.
Every time, she imagines what time it was on the other side of the oceanic coast and what were they doing? Is the child well-behaved? Did Zhenfeng eat well?
Even when she was half-asleep or half-awake, or when she was doing the work at hand, she heard the cry of a child in her ears, and the eyes of Zhenfeng and resentment appeared in front of her.
In reality, there is a more pressing problem that needs to be solved. That is Mo Shen's account.
Now that there is a shortage of places, we have to register a year in advance.
But without a hukou, he can't go to school.
She also didn't want to go through the back door and stuff the dean with money.
This is not a long-term solution.
After being connected by acquaintances, things have made initial progress. She made an appointment to meet at a cafΓ©.
And this time, he met Wang Zi unexpectedly.
Sitting across from him was still the same woman he had seen that night.
This time it's closer, plus it's daytime.
Just a silhouette, Momo felt a little familiar.
It's like - yourself.
For some reason, Momo felt nervous and inexplicably afraid.
"Wait, listen to meβ" At the door, Wang Zi grabbed her hand.
"Let go of me!" Mo Mo shook off vigorously, and once again chose to flee in the wilderness.
It was almost midnight when I returned to Nanhai Bay.
Wang Zi got out of the car and stopped in front of her door.
He's been waiting here for almost four hours.
"Let's talk."
"Another day, I'm tired." Momo refused.
She knew what he was going to talk about, but she didn't want to touch on that topic.
"I can't wait!" Wang Zi clasped her wrist: "You have been avoiding me these days, the company, the company is gone; At home, at home is missing; Call your phone or turn it off or don't answer it, are you angry with me? Or jealous? β
"Jealous? What vinegar to eat? Momo turned his head to look at him, with a very funny look on his face.
"Aren't you jealous because you saw me and He Rui together?"
"Nope." Momo vetoed it.
"Really?" Wang Zi didn't believe it.
"Why should I be jealous? Which woman you are with is your freedom, what position do I have to be jealous? I'm not one of you! β
Wang Zi looked at Mo Mo's serious expression, and his originally excited mood suddenly changed, he originally planned to sue her, he met He Rui twice because of her.
But now, there is no need to speak.
Because, people don't care at all.
"So you're mad at me? You've been angry with me since the day you returned home, complaining that I brought you back from him? β
Mo Mo is silent.
But for Wang Zi, it is tantamount to acquiescence. The fire in his heart was born, but there was a hurt expression on his face: "You can't let him go like that?" β
"In the days since I returned home, I called and they didn't answer, and I was really worried about ......"
"What then? You're going to go back to him? Wang Zi stared at her.
Momo looked down at his shoes.
yes, what to do?
"You don't trust me so much? I said, I'll take care of it for you. β
"I'm ......" Momo looked at him, and stopped talking.
"Do you think that I spend 50,000 yuan a month each on those two nannies, just ordinary people who are randomly summoned from the Chinese market?"
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"Do you think I'll ignore them when I get home?"
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"Do you think that Li Zhenfeng's matter is your business, and it has nothing to do with me Wang Zi?"
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Faced with his series of increasingly excited questions, Mo Mo was speechless.
But I have to admit that she had such thoughts about what he said, but now that she heard him say this, she knew that she had misunderstood him.
She was angry, mainly because she saw him with other women.
She knew it was his freedom and right, and it was something that would happen sooner or later. Besides, she told him not to wait for her.
So, where does she have a position to mind it?
She was so uncomfortable that she could only hide and be angry with herself.
But in spite of this, her mind still came to mind from time to time with the tenderness with which he raised his hand and gave a glance at the woman.
She thought she wouldn't care.
However, when the truth was pestled in front of her eyes, she felt like her heart had been scratched by a cat.
On the one hand, I can't rest assured that I can't get off the wind, and on the other hand, because of Wang Zi.
This kind of emotion makes her defenseless, defenseless, spending more than ten hours a day to pounce on work, trying to divert her attention, trying to exhaust herself half to death without thinking about anything, but still tossing and turning in the dead of night.
She was tormented in the cycle of days.
Seeing that she was silent, Wang Zi let go of her hand, turned to leave, walked five steps and stopped: "He returned to China last week." As for why I didn't answer your phone, I think, you understand. β
Mo Mo was stunned to reflect on his words, and when he looked up again, his car had already left.
Three minutes later, Momo got back into the car and started the engine. I drove to the door of Zhenfeng's house and waited for about an hour before I heard the child's cry, and then the lights came on.
Mo Mo was convinced that they were really back.
And the reason why he didn't answer her phone, Wang Zi was right, she understood.
They didn't want her to be involved in their lives anymore.
It was almost two o'clock in the morning when I got home.
Momo sat in front of the dressing table in a daze after washing.
The mother knocked on the door, saw that there was no response, pushed the door in directly, looked at her daughter's preoccupied look, and sighed.
"Mom, you haven't slept yet?" Momo finally came to his senses.
"If you continue like this, how can your body be able to eat?" Li Roulan touched her daughter's thin and haggard face distressedly.
"Mom, I'm fine. Isn't that good for me? Momo squeezed out a smile.
"You're okay with something in your heart, don't I know what the is?"
"Mom." Momo hugged his mother, put his head in her arms, and called in a low voice.
"Mom can't sleep tonight, you just don't have to go to work tomorrow, can you talk to Mom?"
"Hmm."
Mother and daughter were lying on the bed, Momo put his hand on his mother's waist and looked at the ceiling.
"You tell your mother the truth, what are your plans for the future?" Li Roulan touched her head.
"I don't have any plans, just live like this."
"Silly boy. You can't live like this forever, can you? β
"It's good now."
Li Roulan sighed again: "Are you really confused or fake?" Wang Zi has been waiting for you. In the two years that you have been away, he has been responsible for almost everything alone. β
Momo hung his head and retracted his hand.
"I know you feel guilty about Zhenfeng, you have stayed by his side in the past two years, giving birth to children for them, taking care of him, I have nothing to say, but, have you ever thought about Wang Zi's feelings? He took forgetfulness, helped you take care of us, took care of Mo's family, and he handled your grandmother's funeral alone, even the desert that wanted to hurt you, I heard that he also found someone similar to you, and carefully laid out the situation before he was caught. β
Mother paused: "In order to fulfill you, in order to protect you, he is really well-intentioned." β
Momo gritted his teeth, the tip of his nose tingling.
"Ever since his great-grandmother died, I have forgotten that his grandmother has been giving him blind dates. He is not only a forgotten father, but also the heir of the prince group, and a descendant. You have to think about his situation...... You can't keep putting it off. β
"Mom, don't say it." Momo gritted his teeth and choked up, "I know." It's for his good that I'm avoiding him these days. β
"You ......"
"I don't have the heart to think about personal matters right now."
"Didn't Zhenfeng wake up? You also helped them have two children, and you did everything you could...... Child, you can't be so bitter about yourself. "Mother is sad.
"However, if he is not happy for a day, I can't ......" Momo's cry finally escaped from his mouth.
"So, when is it a head?" Li Roulan looked at the ceiling and sighed deeply.
"I don't know...... So...... I can't drag Wang Zi. I've put one man in misfortune, and I can't bother another anymore, so, Mom...... Please don't treat Wang Zi well in the future, if we snub him, he will naturally fade away. β
Momo remembered the woman he had met twice and added, "Perhaps, he will find his other half soon." β
"But...... He was still at home tonight waiting for you to come back, and then he left for fear of disturbing our rest. But I know that he didn't leave, he was waiting for you in the car outside. Mom is distressed when she looks at it, how can you bear ......?"
Mo Mo bit the back of her hand, as long as she didn't affect him, as long as he was happy, all she could do for him was to endure it.
Seeing that Momo was silent, the mother looked at her, thought she was asleep, sighed, got up quietly, folded the quilt for her, turned off the light, and withdrew.
The door was closed.
Mo Mo let go of his clenched hand, pulled up the quilt to cover his head, and curled up.
Soon, there was a suppressed cry from the bed, and it seemed very sad in the silence of the night.
When I woke up, it was already ten o'clock in the morning.
Momo opened the curtains, looked up, and closed his eyes to the sun. Everywhere you look, it's red.
A gunshot rang out, and the scene of Zhenfeng's face covered in blood flashed one after another, so frightened that Momo quickly opened his eyes, half-bent over, and gasped for breath.
Mo Fei's resolute falling body, resentful eyes, shrill laughter, and the scene where Zhenfeng protected her and slammed her to the ground often appeared in her sleep.
Every time I woke up from a dream, I was scared into a cold sweat.
Such days are back to the beginning of the tragedy.
At lunchtime, her mother told her that Mo Shen's hukou and degree had been settled.
And it is a city kindergarten.
"The other day he asked me what you were up to, and I sued him. Last night, he sent over the documents and materials he had obtained. Now, you don't have to worry. β
Hehe, he ran for nearly half a month without results, and he only worked hard to do it in a few days.
She thought she could do it without him.
Li Roulan looked at Mo Mo and added: "Kang Kang can go to Yuzhi School to learn technology, and he also helped to do it." β
Mo Mo didn't respond, and still put vegetables into Mo Shen's bowl.
Li Roulan held her hand: "Mom thought about it all night, and felt that you had forgotten and had feelings for each other, so you couldn't just give up ......"
"Mom-"
"You will regret giving up such a good man."
"Mom, I can't give him anything. In the future, I can't give even a promise of a deadline. Momo was in pain, and his voice was hoarse: "If Shiyin doesn't come back, if Zhenfeng is willing...... I...... I'm going to take care of him for the rest of my life......"
Li Roulan was stunned: "You...... Want to marry Zhenfeng? β
"Hmm." Mo Mo nodded with a tearful smile: "If we hadn't been kidnapped last time, wouldn't we have been married a long time ago?" β
"That ......"
"Mom, of course not now. Now I'm not going to do anything. I think if Shiyin still loves him, she will come back. β
"But are you going to keep spending like this?"
"No matter how long it takes, if Zhenfeng waits for poetry, then I will accompany him to wait; If he's going to be single, I'll accompany him to be single. As for Wang Zi...... Mo Mo lowered his head and lowered his voice: "He should have his own new life." β
"Alas, you ......" Li Roulan put down the bowl and wept: "This is still resentful of me...... Blame me for falling in love with someone I shouldn't love. β
Seeing his mother crying, Momo hurriedly comforted: "Mom, there is no right or wrong in love. Uncle Huang is not here, you say it doesn't matter; He's here, don't talk about the past. β
Forget to sit in the car and look at the grapes in the basket happily: "Dad, next time we call my mother and my brother and uncle to pick together, okay?" β
"Okay." Wang Zi responded.
Last night he had asked her to go with her today, but the two of them parted unhappily, and he realized that he had forgotten to talk about it when he came back.
Called this morning, Li Roulan said that Mo Mo hadn't woken up yet, and she didn't sleep until late last night, and Wang Zi couldn't bear to wake her up, so she didn't mention it.
The figure outside the window flickered.
Wang Zi opened the car window, turned his head to look, and asked Xiaoliu to stop the car.
"Forget, Dad remembered that there were still some things to do, so you and Uncle should go to Mom's first."
"Oh well. Will you come over and have dinner with us? β
Wang Zi thought for a while and said, "No, Dad will pick you up later." β
"Okay." Forgot to hand a basket of grapes to Xiao Si, jumped out of the car, thought about it, turned to look at Wang Zi, and blinked: "Dad, should you secretly leave me and date other aunts, right?" β
Wang Zi smiled: "How is it possible? β
Forget or not worry, lie down to the front door: "Uncle Xiaoliu, my father will hand it over to you Luo, you have to help me take care of him." β
Xiao Liu leaned out and pinched the child's apple muscles: "Little ghost, your father is my boss." β
Forget to reach out and pinch Xiao Liu's cheek as well: "Let me ask you, does my father listen to my great-grandmother?" β
Xiao Liu nodded.
"Then let me ask you again, did my great-grandmother listen to me?"
Forehead......
Xiao Liu sweated, thought for three seconds, secretly glanced at Wang Zi, and stretched out his finger to make an "OK" gesture.
Watching Xiao Si lead Forget to a bay in the South China Sea, Xiao Liu shook his head and said to himself: "Look at this kid's genes, when he grows up, he will be even more scary than his old man." β
"How did I just find out now that you still have the genes for two grasses?" Wang Zi sneered.
"Those who know the times are handsome."
"You get out of the car."
"Wouldn't it? Boss, I didn't betray you. Xiao Liu said bitterly.
"Cut. It's as if I have something to sell you. Rest assured, it's not for you to leave, but for you to get out of the car and call someone. β
"Call who?"
"Li Zhenfeng."
After Li Zhenfeng returned to China, he was more like a lost child, wandering around, drinking until midnight. Today, he's just going with his feelings.
Here, why dΓ©jΓ vu?
When he got into the car and saw Wang Zi's face, he understood why.
In the cafΓ©, Wang Zi met He Rui again.
He Rui, who rushed over after receiving the news and pretended to meet by chance, saw that Wang Zi didn't mean to introduce her to Zhenfeng, so he retreated with interest.
"Familiar look, your girlfriend?" Zhenfeng took a cigarette from the cigarette case and asked.
"Female friends." Wang Zi smiled.
Zhenfeng looked at him and shoved the cigarette back.
Two men drank coffee in silence.
"Have you regained your memory?"
"Nope. It's just that some vague images flash out of my mind from time to time. Zhenfeng took a sip, put down the coffee, looked at him and asked, "Where was it just now...... Isn't it where she lives? β
"Yes."
"You ......"
"We don't live together." Wang Zi seemed to see through his thoughts.
"You ...... Right now...... What is the relationship? β
"What relationship do you want?" Wang Zi lifted his chin and looked at him.
"Do I have a position to hope for?" Zhenfeng also smiled, but he was dazed and bitter.
"Then I'll sue you directly." Wang Zi straightened his body and said seriously: "She is my son's mother, and she is also the woman I love the most in the past, present and future." So, that's clear enough, right? β>