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Xue Xiangming's words successfully grabbed my sore feet, and I wanted to turn around and leave, but I couldn't help but want to listen. I don't want to know who He Liancheng's engagement partner is from other people's mouths, and I want him to tell me in person. But when someone whispered in his ear, he was anxious to know who it was.

I'm afraid that my face has begun to look ugly, Xue Xiangming stopped talking, and suddenly changed the topic and said, "The dinner has started, let's take a seat." ”

I don't know how I found a table sign with my name on it and sat down, and then I looked at the radiant Guo Mingming and the group of young girls standing in the spotlight to attract the eyes of all the men present, and I felt as uncomfortable as if I had been stabbed with a knife.

Bai Lu occasionally glanced at me, but there was only disdain in her eyes.

This kind of look is very familiar to me, it is the look I looked at Cheng Lina with disdain back then. This feeling of being regarded as a junior by Chi Guoguo makes me feel like I am on pins and needles.

I don't remember when I gave up my bottom line and passed it on with He Liancheng. Don't even ask him when he will marry me? In fact, if you ask yourself, I can't say this sentence, because in my bones I don't think I'm qualified to be worthy of him.

Unconsciously, I retreated step by step and let my bottom line become a person I hate and spurn the most - the little junior who was raised outside by men.

When a woman is emotional, is there no bottom line like this?

The people around were laughing and talking, Guo Mingming generously showed her generosity as the host, and no one came to me for trouble, but that kind of self-evident contempt made me feel even more embarrassed than being beaten by Jia Yuhan at Liu Tian's engagement banquet.

I didn't move my chopsticks, I picked up the cup at hand and poured a glass of cold mineral water, suppressed the restlessness in my heart, said goodbye to several guests at the same table, picked up my bag and prepared to go to the bathroom to make up for my makeup and go back.

On such occasions, I am here to bring shame upon myself.

Someone took me to the bathroom, politely handed me a tissue, and went out. I stood in front of the sink to check my makeup, patted my face with cold water, so that my cheeks were a little bloody, and bowed a handful of water to ice my eyes into it, trying to get rid of the red at the corners of my eyes, which was the puffiness that I had endured from tears for too long.

As soon as there was a knock on the door, someone walked in, and I quickly raised my head and pulled out a tissue to wipe the water off my face, not wanting anyone to see my weakness and tears.

From the mirror, I saw that it was Jia Yuhan and Bai Lu who walked in.

Bai Lu still looked beautiful and well-behaved, Jia Yuhan patted her shoulder and said, "Do you see anything special about her?" Thick-skinned, with a wild seed without an owner in his arms, he dares to swagger through the market like this. ”

Bai Lu seemed to be disgusted by her words, and raised her eyes slightly and said to her, "Yuhan, can you go out for a while?" I have a few words I'd like to ask her individually. ”

Jia Yuhan didn't feel the disgust in Bai Lu's tone at all, and said with a smile: "It is possible that she is pregnant with He Liancheng, and she will not solve this illegitimate child for your sister first." ”

"Yuhan, you go out first." Bai Lu said stubbornly.

Jia Yuhan spread his hands, opened the door and walked out.

I don't know what expression to use to face Bai Lu, but when I saw Jia Yuhan just now, I felt that something was wrong. Unexpectedly, Bai Lu is not an impulsive girl who can provoke her anger, she has a sense and calmness that is different from her appearance.

"Lin Leyi." She looked up at me and said, "I know that you and Jia have a holiday, so I don't really believe her words." I have a few questions for you, but I guess I asked them for my sister. ”

"I'm not familiar with you, I'm just here to attend Mr. Guo's daughter's birthday party today." I tensed my body, and when I thought that He Liancheng had a marriage contract with this girl's sister, or something else, I felt that there was a string in my heart that was about to break.

"Don't be nervous, I'm not going to be bad for your child." She first spoke comfortingly, and then frowned and said, "Liu Tian is so good to you, and there is no marriage contract, why don't you marry him cleanly because you broke up with your family?" But you are willing to conceive this child and give birth to him as an illegitimate child? ”

There was no disdain in her tone, only incomprehension and disdain. I don't know how to say it, is it because of love? Don't you even want the dignity of yourself and your children for the sake of love? Or do you firmly believe that you will come together with He Liancheng in the future? All of a sudden, I felt that my belief in the future was like a castle made of sand, and when a basin of water was splashed, it turned into a puddle of mud that could not be cleaned up.

"If you're just in it for the money, you're not making a lot of money, at least the companies that can work with Acre are still very profitable." When Bai Lu said this, she looked at my stomach again and said, "If I don't see you today, forget it, I don't ask a few words when I see it, and I won't be able to explain it to my sister when I go back." ”

She paused at this point and asked, "Is this He Liancheng?" ”

I didn't speak, I was already too much to say by her words, and suddenly I felt like I had really become a slut in my bones......

She added: "You should know that the future of an illegitimate child will be difficult. ”

I still didn't speak, and the calm on my face was a little untenable.

She didn't seem to mind my answer, and continued, "I know what to tell my sister, and I'll tell her that you are true love and see if she can let go." I'm sorry to bother you for so long. ”

After she finished speaking, she turned around and opened the door, dragging Jia Yuhan, who was waiting for her outside, to leave. Jia Yuhan twisted her body unwillingly and said, "What a good opportunity, you just let her go so lightly?" ”

"What else to do? Do you want to do it with such people? I'm afraid of getting my hands dirty. Bai Lu's casual words came, and I could barely stand up straight.

Obviously, I met He Liancheng first, why was I the last person to be looked at with this kind of eyes?

I grabbed my bag and walked out of the gate of Guo's house, and dangled out of the villa area alone. Walking along the road in the direction of entering the city, I don't know how long I walked and suddenly lost my strength.

Because I took a taxi all the way to this occasion, I felt that the heel of my shoes was a little high, and my feet hurt from walking tired. I took off my shoes and took them to my eyes to look at them. When I was working at Hanhua, He Liancheng accompanied me to Jin to buy, Dior's classic women's shoes, with a diamond-encrusted bow on them, which shined even under the street lamp. A pair of shoes cost me almost half a month's salary at the time, and I was still struggling, and He Liancheng had already paid for it.

Looking at it now, I suddenly felt that these luxurious shoes were not suitable for me, and my feet hurt when I wore them, and I felt sorry for throwing them away.

At ** o'clock at night, a woman walked barefoot on the auxiliary road of the airport expressway, inexplicably piercing. Car after car drove past me, and I walked like this.

Bai Lu's words kept replaying in my ears, and the words bastard were replayed over and over again. He Liancheng's attitude towards me may be resolute, he wants to be with me, but does he have the ability?

As soon as he appeared, I did not hesitate to let go of Liu Tian's hand, which had been defending me, and then stood behind him without any conditions. I chose to believe him from the downstairs of the office that day, and more than two months passed in a hurry, and he didn't mention anything about marriage.

Liu Tian made that decision when he didn't know what I thought. I can't think of what He Liancheng's idea is, counting from today, my due date will be less than four months away, in what capacity will the child be born in this world?

I didn't know how long I walked, until the baby in my belly seemed to sense that something was wrong with me and moved uneasily, and I suddenly realized that I had come to a place I didn't recognize. With the airport highway in my left hand and a poplar forest in my right hand, and the road under my feet is uneven, the sensation on my feet is restored at this moment, and I can't take a step in pain all of a sudden.

I stopped on the side of the road, took out the phone, and saw that there were 16 missed calls, and the time was from half past nine to just five minutes ago, all of them were called by He Liancheng.

My phone showed that it was half past eleven at night, and I walked barefoot for more than two hours.

I was hesitating to call him back when his call came in again, and I pressed to connect. He asked anxiously over there, "Where are you?" ”

"On the way."

"Coordinates!" His tone was eager.

"I'll take a look at ......" I started to look around for iconic buildings, but I couldn't find them. The most conspicuous thing around is the neatly arranged highway street lights, which wind like streamers to the bustling imperial capital.

"You wait for me at home, there are no landmarks in this annex, and I can't figure out the direction, go back immediately." I was standing on the side of the road, ready to try my luck at an empty car passing by.

"You're on that road." He asked.

"Don't don't, here's the car." I saw an empty car coming, and I hurriedly ran to the middle of the road to stop, and the driver stopped on the side of the road and looked at me a few times before rolling down the window and asking, "Where are you going?" ”

I told the address of my home, got into the car with the pair of expensive and ill-fitting shoes, and said to He Liancheng on the other end of the phone: "I'll be home in 40 minutes, I'm a little hungry, help me get some food." ”

He was relieved to hear my normal tone and said, "I went to pick you up at that birthday party, and they said you were gone, so scared that I couldn't do it, for fear that something would happen to you." You didn't answer the phone, I didn't see you when I got home, and I ran back to look for you on the road, and immediately turned back. ”

"If there are so many things, I will go back immediately." I smiled and threw my shoes on the footpad of the taxi. Although it doesn't fit, for the sake of such an expensive portion, I still don't want to throw it away.

When the car drove to Sanyuan Bridge, I saw a car driving past at a gallop, it was He Liancheng's car. He didn't see me, I saw him.

I took out a tissue from my bag and wiped my feet clean, there were blisters on the bottom plates, and a few wounds that I don't know if they were broken by glass slag or stone...... It's miserable, and the strange thing is that I didn't feel any pain just now, and it didn't hurt until I dealt with it now.

When I got out of the car, I stuffed my feet into my shoes, paid the fare and went upstairs pretending to be fine